like a kiss (demo)

1980 10 16 - An unknown woman gives birth to her second child, unsure of a name. The father, Lawrence, leaves the delivery room in a panic. He is afraid of what he sees. Someone is looking at them through the window. The mother and the first child are looking at each other. A music box is dropped by a passerby in the hospital's hallway.

Truth Serum

creds to this user;
https://www.youtube.com/@cumedw8h516
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4hv6ARzgyA

lyrics: 
does the moon look pale these days?
or has it always been that way?
the holes in my teeth whistle when i sleep
but no one seems to remember

got this far, still saying "i wish i knew"
i'd laugh, but it's not funny anymore
home's gone caving, every inch of it suffocates

let me overdose on pleasure
and the sun makes her way inside spotlight
i'd ask her if she's on my side
i've been wasted all night
and if i got a new face, could you still tell I'm rotting?
(if it's enough to tell me that you love me)
if it's where i reside, i can't be sorry for falling

i shouldn't tell you - i've been picking up that belt again and pulling hard 'til i decide it's too much
i closed my eyes and i was out of town again - it's nice as an idea but it just stays as one

john doe song (census designated vinyl bonus track)

for a moment it is safe to linger, but upon being beckoned from behind the trees, it becomes inevitable to fade into the fog

… into the fog

new song from new project (probs finished)
update: i lied i reworked it n you’ll hear it when u hear it

lyrics-
sweet child of the rivers edge
tell me how it ends
oh, i know those wings aren’t for flight
your stuck down here with the rest of us

fuck, the smells lingering
but who cares the earthwatchers long beyond the cattails now
and they’re the only witness to what i’ve done

but i’ve been thinking and if i can take over these radio towers
i’ll broadcast the news for miles and miles around

like a moth to the flame, like man to whatever’s not theirs, like tire marks burnt into the bitumen, like a sweet disposition disguising the horrors that lie beneath

so keep your wits about you
maybe mull it over a little
or you’ll end up just like me
something ugly
something ugly
something

Cattails (Demo)

too many times
the same over and over
the days will blend
into each-other

in the fog 
of catatonia
i am an angel
dressed in distortion

but its all in here
right in my pocket
and a shaky camera left out in the woods

its all kept here
too strong to stop it
and with a flash its all just found footage

found footage (demo)

Perverts

Vacillator

Graceland Chapel - demo (recovered file- 2024)

The 1

Willoughby Tucker, I'll Always Love You

Nettles

Demo from like march I cant finish this

Let em get jealous watching us
All alone naked sparks
And when they close ill take u home
Cuz I know who u are
When we walk the line
Head on my shoulder cuz we know its hard
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in ur heart
And I get jealous watching us
All alone in the dark
Dont need to sell my soul just to know who u are
They want what we got
Ohhhh
Couldnt change my mind
Im forever dancing in your heart

Cattails (Demo)

Canecutter