Damnit 
This is how I had it
I’m so stuck inside my fucking head
I guess im an addict
To the demons inside me im dead 
Keep me in the attic 
with all my other good friends
Shadows turn to ashes
And cigarettes will turn into meds

I think im fucking manic 
The only way around this is death
existential panic
Anxiety is cured with benz
I guess I’ll pop a Xanax 
And figure out a way to cure death
You ain’t no superman 
And you ain’t a saint so better repent 

Yeah im a single man
The only thing I worry about is rent 
And why it never ends
This weird fucking pain inside my chest 
Maybe you will fix it
Or better yet even if we’re different
You’ll fill a hole I left 
That ive been tryna cover up with stitches 
Different fixes substances and cigarettes and census 
That I am who I am because I am I guess im different



These bitches calling me heartless 
But they told me use my heart less 

And they come up and they pissed off when I ain’t giving my whole conscience

Or every dime in my pocket like fuck off with that nonsense

I bled for peace of mind and now I’m broken drunk and haunted 

And promise if I make it out this darkness ill take you
I’m honest with every word I say that I don’t hate you 
And comment all you want on how I’m a hot head and I faked you 
But look inside of that mirror and you’ll know that I fucking saved you

damn. (demo)

MOG - Dark Cards

My Life (prod.loneliness)

this song is a thank you to punk music

Lyrics

Verse 1
Daddy wouldn't let me play with Kurt Cobain
But I kept a box of matches in my pillowcase
I cried when I found that he died
I felt like maybe it was all a lie
Why am I even still alive
I had as double barrel loaded with a 20 gauge
I was the zombie screaming scratching on the bars of the cage
Ahhhh ahhhh man I wish I could've cried
But Momma told me save it for the crocodiles

Pre-Chorus
I guess it just doesn't matter
Who Are You To Tell Me What I'm Worth

Chorus
Daddy wasn't home but I had Kurt Cobain
So I took my life in my own hands
And Ran Away
Daddy wasn't home but I had Kurt Cobain
Just a boy
With Nothing But Teen Angst 
Pumping Through My Veins

Bridge
It Just Does't Matter
Who are you to tell me what I'm worth

Verse 2
Wipe those tear off of my face
And play like I was live on MTV
I'm my only enemy cuz you are fucking dead me
You bought me that Rock CD
You planted the seed of my insanity
smoking the cigs with the skater kids
I downed fifth for my loneliness
poppin tabs just so I could forget
I was so confused and it was evident
But I grew up bitch look what I did
Astronaut aint ever backing off
got my foot on gas bitch im burning the road
I switched the controls and then gave it a go
watch me float straight past
They cant break my path
Thats one thing I know
I could never fit the mold
I will never a bitch
I will never let em take what Kurt had sparked inside my soul

Who are You to tell me what im worth

Chorus
Daddy wasn't home but I had Kurt Cobain
So I took my life in my own hands
And Ran Away
Daddy wasn't home but I had Kurt Cobain
Just a boy
With Nothing But Teen Angst Pumping Through My Veins

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@iceatm

real shit
razor shit
thats what paper's all about

am i wrong for thinkin that im sick of living 
wishing that the world would end soon

and i hope god is real
so he can say ive sinned and i can go to hell too

cuz i been around the globe, ive seen everything you think you know

thoughts in my head imma make it before im dead yea fuck em all

sometimes
i just keep it movin thinkin i know where i'm going when i dont have a clue

have you been away long enough to see the people that you miss dont miss you

and that shit will turn you cold
i just had to be real to let you know
and when shit get real just watch em go
but they gone wanna come back to see you blow


and i feel the tension of depression so im stressing in the middle of the night

time flies, getting high, thinkin bout when we die and if i'll see a light

but i guess nobody know, just dont mourn my death when i'll be gone

laying in my bed and im feeling like im dead cuz i done lost it all

at times
i just think im stupid like i dont know what im doing just to find out it aint true

when you live what you say and mfs take time out they day to still diss you

it just means you in control
plus my heart been froze thats why im cold
and i dont got one, cant sell my soul
so just know its hard work behind my goals

KILL THE GOOD TO END THE BAD

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GEBUHR - Faded

All the eyes they stare down when you let your hair down
A girl like you is hard to find Ima about to make the time
You never had one like mine baby keep pouring the wine
You ain't gonna forget me when its time that you walk away
Cause lessons only taught me that one day Ill find another way
And maybe you will see me when I stand upon the tidal wave
Yeah maybe you will see me when I stand upon the tidal wave
Bitch's in love cause Im too much to handle
Keep on hold till Im ready to answer 
Bitch's in love cause Im too much to handle
Keep on hold till Im ready to answer 
Bitch's in love cause Im too much to handle
Keep on hold till Im ready to answer 
Bitch's in love cause Im too much to handle
Keep on hold till Im ready to answer 
All the eyes they stare down when you let your hair down
A girl like you is hard to find Ima about to make the time
You never had one like mine baby keep pouring the wine
You ain't gonna forget me when its time that you walk away
Cause lessons only taught me that one day Ill find another way
And maybe you will see me when I stand upon the tidal wave
Yeah maybe you will see me when I stand upon the tidal wave
All the eyes they stare down when you let your hair down
A girl like you is hard to find Ima about to make the time
You never had one like mine baby keep pouring the wine
You ain't gonna forget me when its time that you walk away

Stand Upon The Tidal Wave (Prod.Yusei)

@JosephTHarris
Recorded at Da Spot recording studio in Richmond, Virginia.
Engineered by Matthew Miller
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