❌Gone❌

Lil Reek

No one loves a broken boy

WingRiddenAngel	

WingRiddenAngel (Prod. Kellbender)

LETS PRETEND WE'RE NUMB	

let's pretend we're numb

Snow

Snow (Feat. Killstation)

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SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

Prod: @d_e_a_t_h
Sample from @man_huh
Art: @sleepyboyhomeless
_____________________________
LYRICS
[HOOK]
I got a problem
I don't even know if I can solve it 
Sleepin through the weekend 
Passing out unconscious 
Pop it then I'm off it 
On another planet 
Take me from reality coz 
I can barely stand it 

[VERSE]
Fire pits and ash trays, feelings of inadequacy 
Burn up all the furniture coz none of that shit mattered to me 
None of that shit matters in the end
When you're living in the moment you don't think about regret 

You don't think of consequences when your life's a fucking pity party. 
I could pick apart the fucking fact I had a shitty heart
Shitty start to life, a broken family with a shitty car
I guess you took my mind off all my problems

I would sit and talk, and turn the minutes into hours 
You'd just sit and smile at me like all we had was time 
I regret the fact I never understood the concept 
Wish I had your picture coz you're fading from my mind. 

Look at what this pain can do to us(x2)

[HOOK](x2)
I got a problem
I don't even know if I can solve it 
Sleepin through the weekend 
Passing out unconscious 
Pop it then I'm off it 
On another planet 
Take me from reality coz 
I can barely stand it

Look at what this pain can do to us

IN LOVING MEMORY

COPING MECHANISMS

coping mechanisms (Prod. lildeath)

@lilhappylilsad

i know i did before but i dont fuckin love you no more
you made me hate myself girl did you love me at all
i tried to kill myself girl you wouldnt pick up my calls
i know you knew what i was doin but u wanted me gone

i dont care cause someone else is fuckin waiting for me
she got everything you dont she is all that i need
see me smile see me rollin see me smoking my weed
cant believe i wasted time cause now im starting to heal

ever since u fuckin left ive been moving my ways
makin music everyday helps me handle the pain
makin music everyday is a highway to fame
i dont chase but i want it girl remember my name

ill be one of them
youll never see me girl again
if i dont kill myself
the scene is mine girl my revenge

my revenge (prod. lilhappylilsad)

beatstars.com/tothegood - beats

tothegood - "out of mind"
released on 27.05.2017
@familypet
free download: bit.ly/2qt1NyR
bandcamp: bit.ly/2qZktJW
spoti.fi/2Bpo07A
apple.co/2Ab3U3e

lyrics:

familypet

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

I remember the morning walks through the snow
The ground so cold, so I carried you home
I just can't let go

Goodbye old friend
it looks like the end
You've been holdin on
Don't want you to be strong
Don't be afraid to heal
I just wish this wasn't real

I miss you
God I miss you

As your life runs dry right in front of my eyes
I try to hold you tight
It'll be alright
'Cause it's just too hard to say goodbye

'cause it's just too hard

out of mind

spotify

all dogs go to heaven (feat. familypet)

produced by @notmorgn

im a waste of space just like the air between our lips
i dont really have a purpose i just take other sip
man this bottle make me feel so numb
gimme a penny for my thoughts
so i can buy a fuckin gun
imma blow my brains out and leave them on the floor
please drown my memories so they wash up on the shore
and while ur out socializing im behind a locked door
and when the sun goes down i feel way better than before 
just like an owl 
my head is doing 360's
back of the party 
and im flippin on switch blades
these bitches looking at me like im crazy
yeah im so cold my wrist is like 150
and please take a step back
cus we were never that close
i lost a lot of fucking trust
that night by the coast
it was 3 AM 
i had drugs in my coat
i had vodka in that water bottle just so i can float
just so i could float

waste of space

so long, goodbye (ft. Lil Lotus)

prod @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gd_Xqqx_St8

whats wrong or whats right
im bouta take a flight like should i say goodbye 
fuck that imma hold onto my pride
momma raised a soldier so i can't afford to cry
lookin back i see the knife in my back now
lookin at life wishing i was in the background 
lookin back i see my future in the past now
90 in the whip like should i crash now

im so sick of this im so sick of shit nobody listening 
demons all around diamonds wet just like a christening 
wait why you always high when you call me
why'd u ask what's wrong when you saw me (X2)

chemicals running through my veins i just wanna sleep 
feelings bleeding out my brain but right now i can't feel a thing 
woke up late time to waste away
my favorite days are the rainy days
let it soak in then i throw it all away
i try my best but this feeling always stays
you know i try but you gotta gimme space
and i dont wanna hurt you if you get in my way

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

(hook)

reach out just to waste my time
its the young waste of space 
with his headphones on
call me when you need me baby
but i know im the last resort
you said that you love me
how the fuck could you just love a ghost
you said that you love me baby
i said we are not that close

im so sick of this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DF9vh6uJuhs

sample - panuccis pizza - nts
old song but putting it on the album + some have asked for it to be on here aswell
thank you

mix by soundcloud.com/prohibeo

exploring every corner 
on this 20 year old bed
entering the world
of comfort
where i had never been
help me make my way in
with no experience

you gave yourself away
questioning
how i deserved it


you were always 
over there 
the one place
that made me
pull out my fucking hair
you said you cared
so i kept on trying
and i had to repress
turning to 
a bullshit
fucking drawn out
tattered mess
a few attempts
left marks 
for us
for fixing up
we never got to fix them though
theres some to be thankful for
but not to miss
haven’t spoke in some time
but I’m never done 
hearing things
unknown names
appearing 
asking who the fuck is this
I’m evil and its all my fault
well i fucking don’t think it is

it should have been over 
as soon as it began
making room for improvement
following throughs
a different plan

arrows (video in description)

prod. @gvge-gage

Lyrics

Heart is breaking 
Walls are caving, in 
On me, I need to be free 
From pain
I can’t take it, Contemplating 
bout ending things
A memory, I quickly fade 
I’m Sorry love, I won’t be 
Here much longer, 
wrote this song to tell you I can’t stay 
I tried to cope, held on to hope 
Long as I could, but I knew someday 
I’d break

LostInMyhead [Prod. Phantxmboy]

Lyrics:
afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love
afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love

I ain’t got no time for wasting wanna tell you how I feel
but this world’s too complication so my lips stay fucking sealed
never good at conversation my anxiety its kills
so I’m sat here contemplating should I down some fucking pills
like one, two, three, four, I can't do this anymore
five, six, fuck this, I can’t fucking take it
seven, eight fuck this place, all these people are so fake
nine, ten, fuck them, never leave the house again 

afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love
afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love

they say I’m too young to have these thoughts
but every time I fall in love I fuck it up
eighteen years on earth and still never been loved
eighteen years on earth and can't wait till I’m gone 
like one, two, three, four, I can't do this anymore
five, six, fuck this, I can’t fucking take it
seven, eight fuck this place, all these people are so fake
nine, ten, fuck them, never leave the house again

afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love
afraid I’ll be alone
a single wilting rose
I’m scared I’m not enough
I guess I’m just a loser in love

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A Loser In Love

follow your dreams, and know that even though you have lost, you have guardian angels watching over you , day in and day out,

the last thing they want is for their lives to be lost in vein, make them proud! live full, healthy, genius lives!

HOPE

Bury Me (prod. worryworry)

by your side

Lil Reek ft. Zack Slime Fr - We Ride (Prod. Brodinski)

produced by 9TAILS

lyrics:

just let me be
problem starter its in my ways
thats all on me
nobody wanna talk to the dude
its ok ill let you hide from me
ion really ever talk much
people bitching bout my new stuff
said i flaunt a little too much
whole game is wacky im gassed up

fuck it up again
no ink is on my pen
on notepad on my desktop
imma make a hit again
girl is perfect like im ken
sometimes she bring a friend
the good life can come any moment
but real life never ends

woo
she too fancy with it
i can barely be her man
look to kill in denim jacket
diamonds on her hand
she dont got a boyfriend
she just view all of them as fans
packing by the ounce she going ham on green like sam i am

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

mad people dont listen
im arguing with these children
ill push em back like a piston
its fuck you for the mission

im too focused
i stay focused
straight through every summer night
shit, not even taking adderall
its only downers bout every night
im feeling right
im feeling good
that pussy tight
this a perfect woods
its understood
im living life just the way i want
like i said i would

take a look at the brain matter
these trash boys make me die of laughter
little miles shoot shots so much im like
cj miles for toronto raptors

demon smile
guess i see the cycle
looks like miles caught on that its all recycled
espestus tiles and a moldy basement
thats my life every day you know i had to change it

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man

sam i am
make the money
in advance
thats the plan
she tell me
thats the plan
that girl the man
that girl the man

sam i am

FREE BENTLEY/ REAL Cz NEVA FOLD (prod: @WESTKILLINIT)

Instagram.com/worryaboutwhy

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1rPAoLc1qtLgqIew0vkHyU?si=rYNXm0_UQECOzLWQAtGSKQ

Lyrics

I’ve been screaming in the dark
To find another path to walk alone
And I’ve been wishing on these stars 
To take me from this place and bring me home 

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I was fucked up from the start 
Never had a single ounce of hope 
And I’ve been counting on these scars 
To remind me of the man who lives below 
 
Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I won’t don’t that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that 

I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I won’t do that, I don’t wanna do that
( X3)

Just another waste of time 
Somebody please tell me why I am here 
Just another waste of life 
Somebody help me break free from these lies

I don’t wanna do that I don’t wanna do that, no
No no no, I don’t wanna do that﻿

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5RtXa8nxpo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1eKqAZDp1g

STREAM ON SPOTIFY

waste of time

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HOOK:

PUNK PUSSY BITCH
YOU AINT BOUT THIS SHIT
KEEP YOU FUCKIN LIPS
REALLY FUCKIN ZIPPED
(2X)


VERSE 1:
BOUT TO HAVE A FIT
SLIT YOUR FUCKIN WRIST
SUCH A FUCKIN BITCH
WATCH YOUR FUCKIN NECK
ANGEL MANE TOXIC
BORN TO REEK HAVOC
I AM A PROBLEM
NO COP NO STOP BREH
NEVER BEEN LOCKED UP
PUSSY DONT ACT UP
PULL UP ON YOUR BLOCK
PUSSY DONT ACT TOUGH

HOOK:
PUNK PUSSY BITCH
YOU AINT BOUT THIS SHIT
KEEP YOUR FUCKIN LIPS
REALLY FUCKIN ZIPPED
(2X)

VERSE 2:
I DONT RUN NOR DO I SHOOT
MOTHA FUCKA TASTE MY BOOT
PUSSY BOY IM COMING THROUGH
MAKE THAT PUSSY BLEED I DO
I AM A SAVAGE OK
MOTHAFUCKAS CANT STAND IT OK
YEA ANGEL DO DAMAGE OK
YEA ANGEL MANE REALLY IS THE TRUTH
I AINT NO PUNK BITCH THATS YOU
PEOPLE KEEP TALKING SHIT WHATS NEW
WELCOME TO THE FUCKING ZOO

HOOK:

PUNK PUSSY BITCH
YOU AINT BOUT THIS SHIT
KEEP YOUR FUCING LIPS
REALLY FUCKIN ZIPPED
(4X)

waste of time

Joseph Weightman