Background/Meaning of my album Digital Memories. This album is my first official album that has released on all my platforms and it’s an Alternative rock/Shoegaze. Listeners get to experience memories i have from the past with the girls i thought would’ve been mine forever but they never lasted and then all ended up hurting me. Digital Memories to me means that i’ve experienced memories but only digital/online anything that happened was really js through messages which sucks in my opinion i really wanted to experience a love life with someone face to face.

DIGITAL MEMORIES

(Prod. Blix)
Ur giving up on me
StackzzzRecords.

giving up on me

SOMETHING

FALLING - 4u

(prod. taymxru)

LYRICS

Late night thinking slow, I'm on my phone
I'm lost in the glow, scrolling through memories of you and me
Thoughts of you, they overflow, got me lit like a song on the radio
Every note of you is a reminder

I can't let you go, I won't let you go, I can't let you go, I won't let you go
Can't lose you, won't lose you, you're my vibe and now I'm dead inside, got a heart full of scars but it's tough to refuse

You and all these feelings I had for you, and the times we shared
The memories, they just overflow my mind, it gets me dead inside cause the memories

Days turn to nights and I'm still alive life's full of changes and you changed me remember I was
You're a lover boy, but you couldn't last a minute with me being gon meeting, but as time passed I noticed that You switched up, you flipped the script, felt like the world was ending
When you told me that you had to go, the next morning, woke up on the floor, sobbing for you, knowing Nothing will ever last forever and I have to learn that the hard way, it was sad but true, I can't be in love with You

DEAD INSIDE (TAKE ONE)

Prod. taymxru

LYRICS

You was like a drug to me
Made me feel good for a bit But then you made me feel worse than before baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Now when I think of us I always seem to smile cause I was happy for a while with you
You are worth more than what he is giving you, why couldn't you recognize your wrongs
You made me live like a fool for you cause once again you ain't made no time for me
It ain't no surprise to me, all my friends end up back stabbing me
This ain't no XO life for me

You was like a drug to me Made me feel good for a bit but then you made me feel worse than before, baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you, baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Remember that you wrote this song about her? Now I dedicate it to you, baby
One way or another I'm gonna enjoy this summer without you and me

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...(Enjoy summer)

the vocals sound fucky cs they are digital memories yk that’s the point of the album 🏚️

LYRICS

Digital memories haunt my mind
Nothing we ever did was real
What if we never got together?
Our love just seemed to be never believed and meant to be

I hate remembering these memories of you and me
Knowing nothing will last forever

I was always selfish when it came to you
After school I wanted to have you all to myself
Now I just look back at these digital memories of you and me
And I can't help it but to just laugh it off

DIGITAL MEMORIES (prod. whylonyy, nextime)

Lyrics

Why am i still waiting for you

You got me down on my knees

Can you love me back please

No don’t leave me here

Can the past stop repeating

Can you stop leading me please

Don’t leave me dry

Why am i still waiting for you 

This is the lowest of the lows oh

Oh Oh Oh

WAITING (prod. treezy beats)

lyrics:

I can feel the rage filling my veins
It turns me inside out
Stuck your knife deep in my face
I love the pain I need this drought
Watch as the rivers run red
And my heads a mess
Started to let it out
Watch as I rise from the dead
You went for my head
The fire couldn't take me out

Half Empty, don't tempt me
You been looking for a reason to cut me up
You shank me, when I was in need
Smile on your face every time you lost my trust
She sat in the backseat, all night
Hand between her thighs as she tried to hide that knife
She said not to worry, baby
It might be a little pinch, but everything will be alright

Cut me up, cut me up show me my veins yeah
Throughout the night suicide is where my heads at
You took your fangs to my neck and now I'm out of breath
I took a chance with your love and I got too attached

I can feel the rage filling my veins
It turns me inside out
Stuck your knife deep in my face
I love the pain I need this drought
Watch as the rivers run red
And my heads a mess
Started to let it out
Watch as I rise from the dead
You went for my head
The fire couldn't take me out
I can feel the rage filling my veins
It turns me inside out
Stuck your knife deep in my face
I love the pain I need this drought
Watch as the rivers run red
And my heads a mess
Started to let it out
Watch as I rise from the dead
You went for my head
The fire couldn't take me out

Cut me up, cut me up show me my veins yeah
Throughout the night suicide is where my heads at
You took your fangs to my neck and now I'm out of breath
I took a chance with your love and I got too attached

ichor

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

DEAD INSIDE (TAKE ONE)

Josestckzzz

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