The background/meaning of my ep Lover Boy. In this Ep listeners listen to notes i’ve written down and turned into songs. The listener gets to hear and experience what i felt after these relationships that i fought hard for. This is the aftermath of what happened to me and how i feel about these relationships. this is heartbreak and hate all in one EP. LOVER BOY.

LOVER BOY (OFFICIAL EP)

some of these songs might actually never make it to my spotify cause they are bad especially the songs on my first (unreleased) album enjoy summer the only song from that album in here is enjoy summer. Some of theses songs are just demos and v1,2

Sound cloud exclusive songs

DON'T BE THE DEATH OF ME CAUSE IM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU BUT I HATE YOU.

Don’t be the death of me (Ep)

These are notes that i made in the past and i can not out run it

Notes of a past that i can’t out run

ur dead 2 me
Prod. Taymxru
Written By Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

ur dead 2 me (Prod. Taymxru)

IDWTHY
Prod. Taymxru
Written By Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

IDWTHY (Prod. Taymxru)

had a vision
Prod. Taymxru
Written By Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

had a vision (Prod. Taymxru)

Whisper In The Wind (but its kinda remastered?)

the world is ending. (outro)
Prod. Taymxru
Written By Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

the world is ending. (outro) (Prod. Taymxru)

who are you? FT AKIRADOVES
Prod. Taymxru
Written By Jose Mejia And Edward Sanz
StackzzzRecords

who are you? FT AKIRADOVES (Prod. Taymxru)

take one
Lyrics

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no no no no

i was never the same after i got over you matching shoes to matching clothes i went all out for you

i think i lost myself along the way lol but that didn’t matter to me cause i wanted to be the one for you and there was no room for others no room for others i had hella feelings for you everything changed

My mistake what’s wrong with me it’s hard for me to get out of my bed take me to my death bed i gave you my everything 

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no no no no

all i wanted was you and me i guess were meant for others lovers and all we ever did was hurt each others but to this day i just wanted you and me i just wanted you and me i wanna love on you i wanna see you and me to be together forever i just cant help myself over you even though you left me low i only see you and oh i tried again but i still fumbled

i was never the same after i got over you take one. (still not) (Prod. Taymxru)

Expressing my feelings in a song but trying to be emo this is hard 😭

What happened to me? (V1) (prod. Dead Yami)

Waiting (demo)

Waiting (Final version)

First take aka the demo of this song i will drop this song and the finished version sometime in 2025 maybe
Prod. Blix
StackzzzRecords.

Giving up on me take one

Giving up on me Take one (demo) (Prod. Blix)

Waiting (With less vocal effects)

Waiting (FINAL GLITCHED VERSION)

Lil demo so manny verses were changed in the finished version (The fully finished version and three other songs will be up on my next ep dropping April 5th!)

ur moving on (Prod. Astral) (Demo) v2

Down 4 u

“lyin' by omission is worse than f- lying”
prod. Astral
Written by Jose Mejia
A lyric in here was written by Blackbear/Matthew Tyler Musto
StackzzzRecords

“lyin' by omission is worse than f- lying”

this song ain’t about no relationship it’s about a friendship.

this song i use a beat from novulent unknown feeling.

this song is pretty much “something” except the lyrics and beat are different.

u “switched up” (novulent unknown feelings)

What happened to me (prod. dead yami)

This song was done with one take! IM NOT GOING BACK TO REDO THIS SONG CS ITS JS ABOUT HOW I FEEL OKAY!? (Prod. Taymxru) (my favorite beat producer lol)
lyrics:

How do you keep on coming to me 

i’ve seen right through you i can see it clear now

Your not in love with me you’re just in love with what you want me to be
that just ain’t right at all

look me in my tired eyes 
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you need me
tell me that i’m the one 4u cause in the end i don’t fucking care

Been on you for too long
got me low but i managed to get up again
why do you haunt me every night
swear that you don’t need me just the moment

your just messing with me
this isn’t love and i don’t know what to call it
go head listen to your best friend cause we don’t need each other 
and we’re never gonna save this love cause 
it’s same old story my hearts is on fire 
every here and there you’ll pop up to fuck me up i’m still burning for you 

you Run through all these thoughts in my mind you get me so dead inside cause i love you but i fucking hate you at the same time i’m lost with all these times we never shared 

you promised to come around but you never came around don’t know why but i miss you but i never knew you well at all so forgetting you it’s gonna take me more than a year

I'M STILL BURNING FOR YOU (TAKE ONE) (E)

Ur moving on
Prod. Astral
Mixed and tuned by Yunny Goldz
Written by Jose Mejia
StackzzzRecords

ur moving on (Prod. Astral) (mixed and tuned by Yunny Goldz)

A little spanish that comes out of my little chapin self  (prod.KRow) (made this on a school night and dropped on a school night i sound sleepy)

Lyrics

Te necesito aquí 
no quiero otra porque te quiero aquí junto conmigo se me quita lo agüitado

Así que quédate aquí conmigo no te vayas con otro porque yo soy lo mejor

Junto a mí lado se me quita lo agüitado así que quédate conmigo no vayas con otro porque yo soy lo más mejor para ti y yo sé que tú lo sabes (Ya tú sabes)

Ya te lo sabes que te doy todo lo que tú quieres mija ya tu sabe que te doy todo de mí porque yo contigo quiero estar juntos mi lado no te vayas mija tú eres para tu lo sabes bien (no me digas que no)

No no me digas que no porque te complazco con todo y te doy todo de mí yo te quiero y quiero que tú me amas como yo te amo porfa no digas que no 

No no me digas que no te doy nada y que no sientes amor recuérdate que te compre un anillo y me dejaste también te fuiste alejando de me 

Yo se que me amas pero no quieres esmerarme como tú amas así que explícame qué lo que tú quieres de mi porque yo haría todo por ti por favor explícame lo que tú quieres de mí

Te necesito aquí 
no quiero otra porque te quiero aquí junto conmigo se me quita lo agüitado

Así que quédate aquí conmigo no te vayas con otro porque yo soy lo mejor

Te necesito aquí. (Demo) (prod.KRow)

Whisper in the wind (explicit) (REVAMPED)

Don't be the death of me (Prod. Yunny Goldz)

War with your ghost Josestckzzz x Artic2sturdy (Lyricist) (Demo) (Rap version)

War with your ghost Josestckzzz x Artic2sturdy (Lyricist) (Rap version)

Scars (cover)

Never ending cycle for you (Prod. jewelerbeats)

Where are you going?
Prod. Astral
Written by Jose Mejia

Memories i hate so much (second part of this song)
Prod. luisszz.34
Written by Jose Mejia and Luis
StackzzzRecords

Where are you going?/Memories i hate so much.

time spent with you made me lose my friends and i wonder why i'm holding onto you. (prod. davidgvr)

"KILL FOR ME I’ll KILL FOR YOU"  (PROD.coupdotcom)

Bella
(cover of ilyleo bella)
Prod. Astral
Written by Leo Reyez/ilyleo
StackzzzRecords

Bella

DAGGERS CUTTING THROUGH MY HEART

WHY? (prod by @trynacommunicate)

Can’t say how much i love you (STACKZZZ BEATS)

The_notebook_v1

Lyrics

Why am i still waiting for you

You got me down on my knees

Can you love me back please

No don’t leave me here

Can the past stop repeating

Can you stop leading me please

Don’t leave me dry

Why am i still waiting for you 

This is the lowest of the lows oh

Oh Oh Oh

WAITING (prod. treezy beats)

Revamped version and explicit (Prod. KOTHIAN)

Lowest of the lows (E) (REVAMPED)

I'm looking forward to buy this beat and complete this song in terms of vocals and mixing real soon trust me the full version will come out this year.

PROD. FLOWER

LYRICS

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause you were driving me crazy

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares 

You held me down in your arms

But i won’t ever be in them again

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause you were driving me crazy

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares

Blame me you can always hate me (DEMO) (Prod. Flower)

Prod. Flower

My vocals and flow aint nothing like peep but this shit was inspired by him.

LYRICS

(Yeah Blame me)

(You can always hate me)

(Uh)

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me
(You can always save me)

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause i didn’t want to let go of you
(Why the fuck is it so hard to get over you)


Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares 
(why does no one care)


Know nobody’s there for me but i’m fight i’m trying tho nobody’s there for me

(Why the fuck does nobody care)
(Felling like i’m all alone)
(Why the fuck does nobody care)
(Felling like i’m all alone)
(Uh)

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me

Blame me 

You can always hate me
(You can always save me)

You were just a waste of my time 

You had me fucked up in my mind 

Missed out on many opportunities 

Cause i didn’t want to let go of you
(Why the fuck is it so hard to get over you)

Now i’m falling straight in this hole 

Where i’m fucking dyin and nobody cares

Blame me you can always hate me

I've Fallen Off Plus This Song (demo)

Prod. GAXILLIC
Its over whatever (inspired by blackbear)

Over forever? Josestckzzz x Ehzeqq (LYRICIST)

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

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