Background/Meaning of my album Digital Memories. This album is my first official album that has released on all my platforms and it’s an Alternative rock/Shoegaze. Listeners get to experience memories i have from the past with the girls i thought would’ve been mine forever but they never lasted and then all ended up hurting me. Digital Memories to me means that i’ve experienced memories but only digital/online anything that happened was really js through messages which sucks in my opinion i really wanted to experience a love life with someone face to face.

DIGITAL MEMORIES

Take two.

Lyrics

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no no no no

i was never the same after i got over you matching shoes to matching clothes i went all out for you

i think i lost myself along the way lol but that didn’t matter to me cause i wanted to be the one for you and there was no room for others no there was no room for others i had hella feelings for you everything changed between you and me

My mistake what’s wrong with me it’s hard for me to get out of my bed someone take me to my death bed i gave you my everything 

oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no no no no

all i wanted was you and me i guess were meant for others lovers and all we ever did was hurt each others but to this day i just wanted you and me i just wanted you and me i wanna love on you i wanna see you and me to be together forever i just cant help myself over you even though you left me low i only see you and oh i tried again but i still fumbled

(In the background sometimes say “im burning out to show up”)

I WAS NEVER THE SAME AFTER I GOT OVER YOU (STILL NOT) (TAKE TWO) (Prod. Taymxru)

(Prod. Blix)
Ur giving up on me
StackzzzRecords.

giving up on me

SOMETHING

FALLING - 4u

This song was done with one take! IM NOT GOING BACK TO REDO THIS SONG CS ITS JS ABOUT HOW I FEEL OKAY!? (Prod. Taymxru) (my favorite beat producer lol)
lyrics:

How do you keep on coming to me 

i’ve seen right through you i can see it clear now

Your not in love with me you’re just in love with what you want me to be
that just ain’t right at all

look me in my tired eyes 
Tell me that you love me
Tell me that you need me
tell me that i’m the one 4u cause in the end i don’t fucking care

Been on you for too long
got me low but i managed to get up again
why do you haunt me every night
swear that you don’t need me just the moment

your just messing with me
this isn’t love and i don’t know what to call it
go head listen to your best friend cause we don’t need each other 
and we’re never gonna save this love cause 
it’s same old story my hearts is on fire 
every here and there you’ll pop up to fuck me up i’m still burning for you 

you Run through all these thoughts in my mind you get me so dead inside cause i love you but i fucking hate you at the same time i’m lost with all these times we never shared 

you promised to come around but you never came around don’t know why but i miss you but i never knew you well at all so forgetting you it’s gonna take me more than a year

I'M STILL BURNING FOR YOU (TAKE ONE) (E)

(prod. taymxru)

LYRICS

Late night thinking slow, I'm on my phone
I'm lost in the glow, scrolling through memories of you and me
Thoughts of you, they overflow, got me lit like a song on the radio
Every note of you is a reminder

I can't let you go, I won't let you go, I can't let you go, I won't let you go
Can't lose you, won't lose you, you're my vibe and now I'm dead inside, got a heart full of scars but it's tough to refuse

You and all these feelings I had for you, and the times we shared
The memories, they just overflow my mind, it gets me dead inside cause the memories

Days turn to nights and I'm still alive life's full of changes and you changed me remember I was
You're a lover boy, but you couldn't last a minute with me being gon meeting, but as time passed I noticed that You switched up, you flipped the script, felt like the world was ending
When you told me that you had to go, the next morning, woke up on the floor, sobbing for you, knowing Nothing will ever last forever and I have to learn that the hard way, it was sad but true, I can't be in love with You

DEAD INSIDE (TAKE ONE)

(Prod. jewelerbeats)

LYRICS

I think I must have forgotten how it feels to be around you
This could be the reason why I'm so lost in my mind
Remember you cut me up like a knife

You consume my soul
You consume my mind
Now I don't know if I should turn back to you or get a move on from you
Cause I'm stuck in the past

Knowing nothing will last forever
You get me dead inside
Got me wishing that our love was still alive
Knowing that nothing will ever last forever

LOST IN MY MIND (Prod. jewelerbeats)

Kinda a interlude to a new different angst in the album

You pop up in my life
Thought I found the one but nah you run me dry
I'm begging for you to hear this

Why did you give up on us
Thought what we had was gonna last
February 14th, thought I was gonna be your lover boy

Now you just got me stuck in the past with all these memories
Of you and me
Why did you leave me behind

STUCK IN THE PAST (prod. axive)

LYRICS

Just one more lie and then I fall
Don't play pretend, you had it all
I'd kill for you, don't even start
Dancing alone all in the dark

I'm dying, I'm hurting, I wish you were dead
Don't reach out for my hand, I'll stab you instead
You said you won't hurt me, but look what you did
I'll pretend I don't need no help, but I said, "I need you bad"

Just one more lie and then I fall
Don't play pretend, you had it all
I'd kill for you, don't even start
Dancing alone all in the dark

SCARS (prod. gjc)

Prod. taymxru

LYRICS

You was like a drug to me
Made me feel good for a bit But then you made me feel worse than before baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Now when I think of us I always seem to smile cause I was happy for a while with you
You are worth more than what he is giving you, why couldn't you recognize your wrongs
You made me live like a fool for you cause once again you ain't made no time for me
It ain't no surprise to me, all my friends end up back stabbing me
This ain't no XO life for me

You was like a drug to me Made me feel good for a bit but then you made me feel worse than before, baby
You took me for granted and you didn't realize what I had to give you, baby
I should be over you but I can't help it because you were my drug

Remember that you wrote this song about her? Now I dedicate it to you, baby
One way or another I'm gonna enjoy this summer without you and me

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER...(Enjoy summer)

"kill for me ill kill for you"-U

LYRICS

Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Need you to prove to me that you love me

I was willing to kill for you
But you switched up, you flipped the script
Now you're just a ghost to me
You haunt me every day, you and your ghost

Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Kill for me, I'll kill for you
Need you to prove to me that you love me

"KILL FOR ME I’ll KILL FOR YOU"  (PROD.coupdotcom)

prod. xhaji x nihil2free

LYRICS

I can't explain what I felt when I saw those messages
I can't explain what I felt when I saw those messages
Anxiety runs through me, thoughts of you, they overflow
I don't know why you'd bring the worst of my life and my problem
I don't know why you'd bring the worst of my life and my problem
I was already dealing with some other issues
You have no reason to burst out on me
She has a reason, though, it's all my fault, I'm sorry

Blame me for everything
You have the reason to hate on me
Someone save me before I end up dead
I only have one question
Why would you ruin me?

BLAME ME

the vocals sound fucky cs they are digital memories yk that’s the point of the album 🏚️

LYRICS

Digital memories haunt my mind
Nothing we ever did was real
What if we never got together?
Our love just seemed to be never believed and meant to be

I hate remembering these memories of you and me
Knowing nothing will last forever

I was always selfish when it came to you
After school I wanted to have you all to myself
Now I just look back at these digital memories of you and me
And I can't help it but to just laugh it off

DIGITAL MEMORIES (prod. whylonyy, nextime)

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

You're word's like a dagger's cutting through my heart
But I can't seem to stay apart
Every moment that we had together
Is a memory glitching in my head
I've given up so much for you
But you seem to never have done the same for me
And that is a shame

Tell me baby just one more lie
Then I'll fall for you one more time
Cause I'm a fool for you
And I let you take over me

I'm at war with your ghost
And I hear your name ringing in my head again
Why can't you leave me

Blame me, hate me
Show me that you have intention
To bring me up in your life
Remember what you've done to me and my life
And I'll remember what I've done to your oh whoa

Your lies
Fill my mind
You forgot to even try
My head is filled with better times
But I'm stuck with these digital memories

Oh whoa
Oh whoa
Oh whoa

DAGGERS CUTTING THROUGH MY HEART

Prod. aki

LYRICS

Oh I see you
You act like you don't see me, but we both know that you see me
Hope you see me in the eyes to tell that you've ran me so dry
I'm left so high

I'm still trying my hardest
On the things I love to do
Cause I don't wanna give up on them anytime soon
But the thoughts of it fog up my mind
I swear I won't give up

I got my number eight jersey again
Remember the time, remember me being your number eight on the field
But number one in your heart for some time

I'm so lost in my own life
Trying to find the right things for myself
Is a struggle cause I'm always busy
Dealing with certain things

Hope you see me in the eyes to tell that you've ran me so dry
I'm left so high

I'm still trying my hardest
On the things I love to do
Cause I don't wanna give up on them anytime soon
But the thoughts of it fog up my mind
I swear I won't give up

I got my number eight jersey again
Remember the time, remember me being your number eight on the field
But number one in your heart for some time

SOMETIME

Prod. Taymxru

LYRICS

The love that I lost in me is cause of you
I gave you everything and you took it away
The love that I lost in me is cause of you
I gave you everything and you took it away

Now I don't fucking care at all, thanks for leaving me behind And helping me lose the love I always wanted to Give away
Gave it to the wrong people and I don't regret it, to be honest I thought you were gonna be the one, but no oh Whoa

The love that I lost in me is cause of you
I gave you everything and you took it away
The love that I lost in me is cause of you
I gave you everything and you took it away

Now I don't fucking care at all, thanks for leaving me behind And helping me lose the love I always wanted to Give away
Gave it to the wrong people and I don't regret it, to be honest I thought you were gonna be the one, but no oh Whoa

LOVE I LOST (E)

(prod by @trynacommunicate)

LYRICS

Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?

I meet this new beautiful girl and I swear that she likes me
But I can't make a move to get her cause I'm scared to fall in love again

That's why I asked myself
Why, why, why did you hurt me
I now crave the type of love you gave me and it's a shame (so)

Why, why, why did you hurt me?
Why, why, why did you hurt me?
(Why oh why?)

WHY? (prod by @trynacommunicate)

Prod. Taymxru

Lyrics

Was it my fault?
Baby?, I wanna know
Was it the nights I needed some space?
Or the way you let go of me?
I wanna know was it my fault

Every tear that's falling
Like rain on my soul
Was it my fault?
Baby?, can we let it unfold?

Thought we were perfect
But love's a game with no rules
Now I'm drowning in my thoughts
Man, guess I'm just a fool

Late night text with a sigh of regret
Playing back your laughter
It's a vibe I can't forget
Swipe left on the memories
But they haunt my mind
Trying to forget the closure
That I never seemed to find
Told you that I loved you
But it's hard to show
Stuck in this cycle with you

Was it my fault?
Baby?, I wanna know
Was it the nights I needed some space?
Or the way you let go of me?
I wanna know was it my fault

Every tear that's falling
Like rain on my soul
Was it my fault
Baby, can we let it unfold?

Was it my fault?
Was it just the message?
Or was it just a lesson?
And my heart what it's gonna take oh whoa

WAS IT MY FAULT? (Prod. Taymxru)

In love with someone (NOT A HEARTBREAK SONG)

LYRICS

I feel her love by her touch
I love losing myself in her eyes
I want it to be her for the rest of my life

You got that smile, the vibe it hits just like a drug
In this crazy world, girl, you're my perfect plug

I feel her love by her touch
I love losing myself in her eyes
I want it to be her for the rest of my life

HER LOVE (prod. kodokunaxd)

Prod. yunny goldz

LYRICS

I was out on the field today balling out I was doing so well 

I didn’t let anything get in my head

But then you popped up in my head

You consumed my mind it had me so low 

I had to get off the field oh whoa

I kinda feel confused 

You left without a say

No longer feel this pain

I’m better than MGK

Your words no way

Oh

I felt so alone my hands were cold 

I was at verge to losing it all and to look like a clown

my head ringing the things that you told me like 

“you should never give up” 

but i think i gave up

I was on the bench crying sobbing 

Trying to hide my feelings was impossible for me

I 

I like

I feel

She wants to rule

She got me up

She got me down

Remember we were ex 

But we come back together 

Wishing to have you still motivate me 

I won’t let you get in my head again 

I swear this time

YOUR WORDS RINGING IN MY HEAD (FT AKIRADOVES)

Lyrics

Why am i still waiting for you

You got me down on my knees

Can you love me back please

No don’t leave me here

Can the past stop repeating

Can you stop leading me please

Don’t leave me dry

Why am i still waiting for you 

This is the lowest of the lows oh

Oh Oh Oh

WAITING (prod. treezy beats)

misery love has me writing these songs that make no sense to anyone except me🫡







The Stackzzz background on his music titled 
“bluey”

Hey i’m josestackzzz or josestackzzz. My name is Jose Mejia and as i’m writing this i’m 15 years old Guatemalan but born in the USA. I’m writing this little backstory about me to explain why and how i started making my music! Let’s go watch back to 2022… During 2022 there was this day where i went to go visit my cousin @edu.choo. On that day we hung out and talked like we usually do. We eventually got bored so i thought of the bright idea to make a song a hip hop rap song to be exact… We find a yeat x carti beat since they were popping off like crazy that year and then we hop on sound trap then started thinking of lyrics. We had no good lyrics in mind so we decided to just rap straight bull shit and slurs. (lol)
We ended of the night finishing a song called Backatit! it’s still up on my sound cloud to this day! 2023 comes and we make another song called backatitagain! and yet again it was bad but somehow we made a music video good luck trying to find that video! After all this, this sums up my introduction to music. Fast forward 2023 i drop no music other than a Junior H  cover to no cap. During this time i was in a relationship with someone and i had the bright idea to make a new song with a little help from my “friend” at that time.
Little did i know that making this song would bring a little bit of backlash. The song begins in the works two days before i got into my first devastating heartbreak with my partner. Lyrics were already written down by the help of my “friend” and i started singing what came out to be “CRIMINAL.” This song dropped at the worst time possible because people were starting rumors saying it was about my ex and stuff like that when that was never the case… This song “CRIMINAL.” Was inspired by my favorite artist blackbear (Matthew Tyler Musto) and that’s it nothing to do with my ex… A month passed by (we’re in february 2024) since that song dropped and then i officially opened up my spotify apple music and so on accounts! With these accounts verified and open i went ahead to drop “CRIMINAL.” On those platforms! Plus a new song called (Lambo Swerve with christian harris) a little rap song that’s under the name of josestackzzz. fast forward to june of 2024. I’ve made an album with a bunch of songs i can’t speak on to be honest let’s say i only had 3 or 5 original songs on the album out of 20 songs… That album was titled “Enjoy Summer” as it dropped on the day me and the school went out on summer break. During this time i was in a whole new relationship with the person who wrote “CRIMINAL.” With me… (That relationship was perfect to me till it wasn’t) We broke up and i was full of memories of me and her and this led me to writing 13 song and releasing a whole new album titled “Nobody lovers girl” I had this album dropping on November 13 but a month later unreleased cause it did not doing good to me and released a revamped ep with fives songs reworked on and i let the original album be a soundcloud exclusive. As of this time all of these songs were recorded on a cheap mic and chrome book. After this Album/Ep were here now in January 2025 i’m finally finishing an EP that has 5 tracks called Lover Boy and would be dropping on February 14. This Ep i went all out on Still on my Cheapy mic but a new laptop and sang my lyrics on how i felt about these two hurtful relationships.

To sum this up i am a guatemalan boy who didn’t take music seriously at first but after two failed relationships that i believe real hard in i took music more seriously and the rest is my history being made under my independent record label stackzzzrecords.

Written by Jose Mejia
Barely edited by Jose Mejia
Published by StackzzzRecords
Released 2025

DIGITAL MEMORIES

Josestckzzz