Panic Disorder (Prod. DeepScore)

I was an FOB, I had long hair
tall, lanky, pimply and insecure
Man, this I’m a lil hesitant to share, but I hated that Asian kid in the mirror
They laugh… ‘it must be about me,’ I thought. these kids are talking about me
I walked trying to avoid the crowd but the pretty girls I still checked them out (:
2006 미국으로 건너 온지도 이제 어느덧 십이년 
한국말 실력이 멈춘건 초6 내 영어는 발음이 좀 새지
94년 개띠 한국나이 스물다섯 내 미래는 아직 불투명
대학 졸업 이젠 취직까지 I relied on cheat sheets부끄러워
왜냐면 I didn’t give a fuck 
I didn’t give a fuck in school
내가 있는곳은 뉴욕이구 uh
너넨 모르겠지 내 기분 uh 
I barely graduated from college that I barely fucking got into
And I’m barely paying off my loans 
and I’m maybe saving a buck or two
쪽팔려서 고개를 못들어 
고개를 못들어 난 쇼미때도
난 쪽팔려서 숨고싶었어 
at one point 죽고싶었어 
곡작업은 사실 핑계였어 나도 좀 바빠보이고 싶어서	
가끔 갑갑해올때가있어 translate panic disorder	

Panic disorder 
Panic disorder
Black out 
breathe out then I can’t feel
Panic disorder 

불안해 보이는 내 시선처리 
보는 사람마저도 미처버리지
손발이 떨려  고개를 숙이고
Somebody help can anybody hear
Can’t imgine my amount of fear
In your conversations I hope I don’t appear
Let’s try something new she said
I’m sorry I’m not down because I’m up here
Up in the sky falling like a mufcking coward
아직 더 떨어질까 it’s been about like an hour
이런걸 공황이라고 표현하더라고 that’s right I got panic disorder
Please god tell me it’s over
others like me bless on ‘em

Panic Disorder

Josh Im