this song is intended for those who are struggling with negative thoughts. How can I stop being my worst enemy? How can I learn to forgive myself? negative emotions aren't true. allow yourself to heal. your aren't alone but to me knowing that ain't help shit tbh.  Its cliche . It doest stop the recurring failures or past failures I keep thinking about. the friendships that vanished. Don't let it happen to you. I learn to forgive and this might sound simple as fuck. but I remind myself that I choose happiness. I wish I could say more but Its so jumbled in my head that. I'd confuse u more. Whoever read this I hope your learn to forgive and choose happiness. just instantly remind yourself that when you have too. and take it easy.

i can't let it happen to me! (thoughts of suicide!)

New music every month (love it hate it enjoy it :) 

My artistry comes from 6 personas in my head
These personas heavily influence each song

jo$hy - rap freestyle king (Highly likable in Rap)
Call out on Fridays - a Britpop band staring Jo$h
Josh- (introspective) rock, pop afro beats any genre (Josh loves to take risk)
JO$HUA! ( angry 70 percent) (100 percent) (grunge) (more so a flow or delivery )
josh from Flatbush (I'm Using all 5 personas) (very rare)
young jO$Hy & Young PATEK (Rap Gangsta, High ego, Expensive clothes)

my ad libs are "yeahhhhhhhh" (like im floating in Jupiter)
"whaaaaaaaaat?" (like im confused In Jupiter)

i can't let it happen to me! (thoughts of suicide!)

Jo$h From Flatbu$h