A playlist of Josh Alternative rock cuts some deep, some just to have fun.

Josh Rockstar playlist

this song is intended for those who are struggling with negative thoughts. How can I stop being my worst enemy? How can I learn to forgive myself? negative emotions aren't true. allow yourself to heal. your aren't alone but to me knowing that ain't help shit tbh.  Its cliche . It doest stop the recurring failures or past failures I keep thinking about. the friendships that vanished. Don't let it happen to you. I learn to forgive and this might sound simple as fuck. but I remind myself that I choose happiness. I wish I could say more but Its so jumbled in my head that. I'd confuse u more. Whoever read this I hope your learn to forgive and choose happiness. just instantly remind yourself that when you have too. and take it easy.

i can't let it happen to me! (thoughts of suicide!)

found love in tokyoooooooooooo im a genius

finding luv in tokyo

She confided in me about the things that burdened her soul, the overwhelming expectations, the hatred, the betrayals, and the lies that left deep scars. None of this was her choice; she never asked to be here or to carry such pain. I’m truly sorry she had to endure so much. While I know I can never fully understand what she’s going through, because though we are all human, the pain we carry is deeply personal, I still hope she’ll take a moment to remember the people who love her, even if it’s just in small, quiet ways. Strip away the noise, the possessions, the distractions, and what remains are those connections that give life meaning. I know that may not be enough, and I won’t pretend to have the answers, but I do believe that if she continues forward, even just one step at a time, she can and will find her way through this.


met her in devil's hotel, and she talked to me about suicide *CHANGE UR MIND

a song inspired by a couple running from the law and being rebels together. GTA 6 ( Bonnie and Clyde) 

FAST LANE (GTA 6)

just a collection of thoughts its not perfect and is not meant to be..... enjoy

inn the end (LIFE WAS A DISASTER)

battle scars is an emotional uphill battle with me and myself arguing and confronting my mind. 

battle scars!

I"m feeling desperate and alone chasing things in my life

CANT CHASE  (still feel alone)

I make music sometimes about stupid shit... she said im lost in the sauce... IM ALREADY GONE

she said im lost in the sauce lol

"Not enough time ppl get on first impressions so all I'm asking you to do is GIVE ME MORE TIME and  U will find out that I'm everything you wanted and more."

GIVE ME MORE TIME

someway in this harsh life I'll still fight.

someway (i'll still fight!)

she still the one I see from a far but im timid cause something in me dont want to approach, I spent hours trying to come up with a away to talk to her at this event, smh she been the main focus my entire night and im kicking myself for not approaching her

lol I'm scared to shoot my shot

New music every month (love it hate it enjoy it :) 

My artistry comes from 6 personas in my head
These personas heavily influence each song

jo$hy - rap freestyle king (Highly likable in Rap)
Call out on Fridays - a Britpop band staring Jo$h
Josh- (introspective) rock, pop afro beats any genre (Josh loves to take risk)
JO$HUA! ( angry 70 percent) (100 percent) (grunge) (more so a flow or delivery )
josh from Flatbush (I'm Using all 5 personas) (very rare)
young jO$Hy & Young PATEK (Rap Gangsta, High ego, Expensive clothes)

my ad libs are "yeahhhhhhhh" (like im floating in Jupiter)
"whaaaaaaaaat?" (like im confused In Jupiter)

Josh Rockstar playlist

Jo$h From Flatbu$h