ty for listening:)

lyrics:

i fucked my life, swear im going nowhere
i might just give up, if you dont really care
and im too fucked up, im too far gone
nobody can save me
x2

cold nights when im alone
i try to call you , all i hear is a dial tone
i dont like it when im alone
ohhhhh oh noooo
it  gets cold outside when ur all alone
tryna find my way back home

cypression:

im trying to find my way back home
ive been lost for so long and i feel so alone
im losing all hope
ive been sinking in an ocean of lies
ive been drowning my whole life
and im just trying to get by

too far gone w/ cypression (prod. irby)

tell me that it's all a lie, that u loved me for life

prod @thersx

tell me that it's all a lie

lyrics:
these nights i just sit on my rooftop
reminisce bout the times that have passed 
moments where i was happy now i’m not 
cut me free oh cut me free 

if i could take what is left 
watch these cards turn into nothing 
a knife in my back 
guess it’s nice to have company 
i can’t forget these promises made 
no more painting in violet 

if i left would you forget my face 
would another person just take my place 
do i wanna stay or occupy your space 
are there better days will i just be erased 

cut me free oh cut me free 

some day i’ll just get off this rooftop 
but for now it’s the right place to be 
oh cut me free

rooftops [prod. pekarot]

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3VQWvRTDM3F2gu3Ow5YJRd?si=lQgn61-7TTS7EulyMzZJLw&dl_branch=1 

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lyrics:
i know that you got
skeletons in your closet why not share them? 
im not one to judge you baby tell me whats the outcome 
you know i fucking hate it when you don’t speak 
just tell me whats been on your mind lately 

7 months and a heartbreak later 
i don’t tknow if i’ll ever find somebody greater 
im standing in a fire filled with broken glass 
you can cut me with the shards and i’d still take you back

and i just want you to know that i got 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

right now i mean nothing but its comforting 
to know that at some point i was your everyting                 
now i’ll lie and say i’m better on my own now 
i don’t think i’ll get over how you left me out at sea to drown 
alright alright, 
i’m not doing fine 
lay awake and staring at the ceiling 
with the thought of y ou at night 
alright alright 
im not doing fine 
those pictures of your face are keeping me laying awake at night 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong 

so why’d you have to leave love 
i still don’t know how that works 
are you dreaming of me? 
cause i still dream of you 
tell me for what its worth 
i hope its worth the hurt 
i hope its worth 
being 6 feet underneatht the dirt 

broken bottles over polaroids
i need to find my way back home to you i hope
that you’ll be there when im gone
i can’t even lie im not strong

cover by Vict Molina

broken bottles over polaroids (prod. sleeps x)

cover art by @faetihx
ily <3
prod @emptychest
shout out @imkt

Lyrics:

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Same drugs 
Same weed
I dont really give a fuck
Ghost me
No hugs no kisses
I left that boy in stitches
If he want to fight again
He gonna turn into a digit
Then im gunna kiss his mistress
Gotta stay on track ghost recon 
With the mission
Kt packed the new bowl 
Losing count of the spinich
Im counting up the fucking minutes 
Till i fucking break
Can you stay
I dont want to lose ur face

Heart beat going fast
And im sad now
Everynight everyweek i just black out
She always text never never go out
got a text from my plug holdup gotta go now
Im tired of this shit
And im tired of the pain
All these words in brain
I just posted a new tweet
Why she all up on my page
Why she gotta call 
When she not even my main
im too fucked up

Spotify

ghost me (prod. emptychest)

Concept by leftquiet (prod. CapsCtrl)

-CREDITS-
PRODUCED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS & CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN & DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
FEATURING DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
ART BY DEAD & DETACHED (@deadanddetached)

-lyrics-
lately i've been feeling worthless
as if i have no purpose
i know i'm not perfect 
neither are you
weighty heavy on my shoulders
i'm scared of growing older
i don't think i deserve half of what i've been through

what i've been through 
it's that type shit to make me come unglued
i feel worthless like i have no worth left
i’m imperfect but i’m doing my best

don't need the money or the fame
i'm just tryna explain how i've been the same way
through my pain i create
for all those who relate
but i won’t let it break me yet

(Horosha)
and yeah i never meant to be someone i hate to see
when i look in the mirror but
i wont turn away just yet
i won’t add this to a list of my regrets

Listen on Spotify!

Worthless (Prod. Horosha)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/hazenova
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/jolst
Mixed And Mastered By Hazenova

something i never had (feat. hazenova) (prod. jolst)

dont leave me cover <3
original by @i_x_t_a_i_l_s @sewerperson

pls dont leave me (cover) (fantom)

Talk a lot, it never seems to stop,
nothing ever matters when your head is on top,
I cannot see straight, tell myself to calm down,
you don't wanna reason, too much for me right now.

Find peace in thinking of myself in the ground,
scars around me, but they'll never be found,
I scream and scream, my family can't hear a sound,
no one around me now...

I'd give you the world,
if that's all you want,
it's really not much,
my loves not enough.

Im not letting this go,
you have someone, I got no one to hold, so,

Scars (prod. Irby)

love yall🖤
Mixer for my vocals : https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/TqpufrREPs4UTDeX6

time after time. w/lil skele (prod. dead spyro)

josh jolly