my wrists look so pretty 
why don’t we add a few more cuts 
looking at me while i’m bleeding
tell me ur in love 
i know i’ll die soon so let’s have some fun 
i’m scared of my self i wanna throw up 
my arms are going fucking numb from slicing them all night 
i’m rotting in my room my cuts make me cry  
i’m dressed so cute for the day i die 
truama bond w me baby nothing feels right 

hiding my cuts from everyone 
my sleeves still 2 my arms 
something feels wrong in my heart 
i turned my suicide into art 
i beg and i beg till i cry 
baby wont you please stay by my side 
body so fragile im hanging in the closet 
find my body and upload pics

tie a noose around my neck and slit my fucking wrists 
i’m ur plaything 
baby come and watch me hang
i don’t go outside 
i don’t feel alright 
id die for your love 
just to make things right 
i’m a piece of shit 
i’ll wait all night 
bleeding from my thighs 
i hope that u don’t mind 
i’ll take this razor and carve us a life 
pretty little cuts and i fell in love

trauma bond with me (kaneda7)

I'LL BE WAITING (ACOUSTIC)
#cianducrot #cian #cianillbewaiting #illbewaiting #illbewaitingacoustic #acoustic #cianducrotacoustic #singer #songwriter #newpop #newmusic #soulful #pop #slowpop #sadpop #emotions #feels #sadsongs
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Leave your keys if you're not coming home
You packed your bags full of letting go
You were moving in, now you're moving on
There's no getting used to you being gone
You were down now you're giving up
Just a false start if you're quitting on us
Another year, just another lie
Wish you'd call so I could say goodbye
And let you know
I'll wait for you every night
If you ever wanna fall in love
If you ever wanna bet on us
If you ever wanna be my one
I'll be waiting
If you ever want one more night
If you ever wanna make things right
If you ever wanna change your mind
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
Never thought that you'd be giving up
Guess with all the climbing, you're tired, and you fell out of love
Maybe if you don't crash the landing
You'll end up right back where I'm standing
And then you'll know
I'll wait for you every night
If you ever wanna fall in love
If you ever wanna bet on us
If you ever wanna be my one
I'll be waiting
If you ever want one more night
If you ever wanna make things right
If you ever wanna change your mind
I'll be waiting
If you ever wanna fall in love
If you ever wanna bet on us
If you ever wanna be my one
I'll be waiting
If you ever want one more night
If you ever wanna make things right
If you ever wanna change your mind
I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting

I'll Be Waiting

I'll Be Waiting (Acoustic)

i wanna sleep ⛧

[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart


[Pre-Part]

“7 days“

[Part suisside]

I wanna sleep
I don’t wanna die
Middle of the night I’m trying to make things right
And so I grab my knife
Smoking and crying
You said it first and I can’t deny it

Stuck in a dream
Buried alive
I’ve been here before I can’t carry on without my silver gun 
I’ll commit suicide
And never be found so you think that I’m lying


[Hook KISSTHEDOCTOR]

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I wanna sleep
I wanna die
Wasn’t enough
Falling in love
That is a crime
Falling apart

I WANNA SLEEP (feat. suisside)(prod. by EXORCIST ⛧)

make things right feat. beno (p. blsq x rubin)

chapter part 1

Shoutout my boyfriend @1sunsuu 💋💋 for letting me drop another song before 2026
I got carried ngl

Shoutout prod.

Lyrics:
(@1sunsuu)

girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time
girl you all I ever need inside my life
don't you worry bout me promise I'll be fine
I be trying so hard tryna make things right
wishing that I could go back in time

can we be us
girl you all that I want 
can we make up a time
and stop with all this distrust
don't you know that I'm done
I'm stuck here laying in the dark
come and show me your lights
I wanna know what it's like
I wanna know how to be love

(@aspaapsa)

Ion wanna follow this conversation
Ion wanna think it all night
You just want some compensation
I don’t wanna fall that way this time

Yeah, I know what’s true and all
But I still crave to fall
Even if it breaks me down again
but At least I’d feel it all

but At least I’d feel it all
Thinking ’bout the times that I’d fall 
I wish u could see it too
I Wish I belong to you

All I Ever Need w/@1sunsuu [runawway & over]

MISS U THE WORST

edit: jesus thank you all for the support 

prod. by @yungameba
mixed by @tevinwmusic

I just got the iPhone 7
I put siri on disable
cause I’ve watched the movie “her”
and that shit scares me so I’m careful

me and her got chemistry right out the box
and I ain’t talking about the periodic table
her voice is like a chariot of angels
I fell in love so fast that maybe apple should consider pasting warning symbols clearly on the label
me and siri keep it modern
siri doesn’t cook or clean
instead she books all my appointments
and she looks through my routine

me and siri’ve got an intimate connection
that is, at least, when siri’s got an internet connection
my friends are all convinced it’s voice detection 
but I’m poised to mention, I see sentience and hints of recollection
and on top of that, my friends all give me shit but they don’t share the vision
all I gotta say’s “hey siri” and she’s always there to listen Hey
and she’s never mad that I’m neglecting, never has a headache,
and If somehow I want things different I can always change her settings

I really like her, I’m not sure if we’re official though
If she could be Terentia, I could venture to be Cicero
I sort of wish the sacred fruit were not an apple but a thistleful of mistletoe
it’s superficial but I wish that she was were made of flesh-and-bone
or partially of skin cells
I wouldn’t even care that she’s got artificial intel
if Siri had a body, we could FaceTime during sex
and then I bet it’d be way easier to ace the turing test
and if you can’t tell, 
I don’t want a handheld,
I just want my hand held, 
sometimes I venture out a wild guess
that if she can’t be human ever, 
I’ll invest in biotech 
and run myself on iOS

and then us two could be together
we could live as plural in the singularity,
I hope by then, my singlehood would be a thing of rarity, 
but if it’s just not written in the code for us to coexist,
then maybe I could cope by contemplating that you don’t exist,
that you consist not of two eyes, a nose but ones and 0’s and bits,
that I’m in love with cold machinery, a program on a disc
and even if you were incarnate, Siri, really I surmise
it’d be hard to date you cause you’ve been with millions of guys
and I’d just feel like I was inexperienced and Siri, yes,
I’ve considered that you’d win in games of trivia or chess
that we would play and that would just get real annoying in the end,
it’s not you, it’s me, I think that maybe we should just be friends
and maybe in a couple years me and you could try again

don't worry, the next song is a rap
happy thanksgiving 
thanks for all the support seriously
repost retweet recycle

mixed by @ibr
produced by @mt-marcy
shout out OTJ


you sent me a text at 3:07 late last night
you barely knew him, 
you only blew him,
 you had  a few drinks

as if that could  make things right

and soon you asked  about our future  
 well, my darling, here’s my  answer


I hope you burn in a house fire
I hope you get stage IV cancer 

I’d be by your bedside waiting 
 till your sweet goodbye, my friend
I’d resuscitate you just
so I could watch you die again 

I fucking hate you 
I fucking hate you

and I know what you’ll do,

you’ll say you’re sorry
through your smile
and I’ll stay angry 
for a while
and you’ll come over
and we’ll be sober


until we’re not,
and we would make out on my sofa
I'd wake up one morning sunny

with your arms around my chest,

and it’d feel so good to be with somebody

I just might forget

how's it going

you'll say sorry through your smile

prod @rainlord
mixed by @ibr

lyrics: http://pastebin.com/BktFpHc4

look, I won’t pretend I understand it babe, the afterlife and all
but as you died you promised me that you would try to write or call
and I’ve been waiting ever since, every sunday I hold seances with like-minded adults
and roll your corpse into the living room and try and find your pulse and then repine at the results, I’ve even got my windowsills lined up with ultraviolet bulbs, shrunken shrines of human skulls and other signs of the occult but now I’m at a fucking loss, cause honey, nothing seems to work…
 
like I’ve been astrally projecting my body beyond my dreams
through the fabric of space and time so you could me spot me at the seams
I ventured through the upside-down hoping you caught me in between
but maybe if you’ve got the tech, then you could haunt me on my screens
 
like you should infiltrate my news feed
I swear no one would notice
you could float beside some bogus buzzfeed quiz about the POTUS
be a pixelated phantom ghost
on clickbait propaganda posts
and dictate what you’re thinking through a catchy headline
like “one weird reason why it’s great to be ethereal”
or “twenty signs you’re dead now and your soul is immaterial”
 
or if it’s late at night then you could swoop in from the shadow realm
and talk to me through pop-up ads that show up over adult films
on anything you’re into, we could start with milf, or facial,
you could beam your interspatial spirit into interracial
if you’re feeling sorta formal, we could pizza date on Skype
and I could call the coroner over n’ we could share the corner slice and when it’s time to go to bed, then we could leave our cameras on
and if the netherworld has one-day shipping free on Amazon
 
then you could slumber as you ship yourself, I swear this shit delivers quick
or send me the address and I could meet you by the river styx
I’d twitter beef with Namtar by the Tigris and Euphrates
I could snap you while I’m snagging sacred threads of life from Hades
I would loot Duat and photocopy-pirate the papyus,
change the records and then have a Facebook flamewar with Osiris  
and either way, I can’t wait to talk or reunite,
I’ve been so lonely since you died, I’ve tried to walk towards the light
and if the Gods of Death oppose our harmless want to reconvene
then maybe we could sneak you by ‘em if you haunt me through a screen

the rest of the lyrics: pastebin.com/BktFpHc4

haunt me on twitter

haunt me

prod. omgsora 

every thirty seconds when you cross my mind
one day we'll be together when the stars align
I said my heart is yours and your heart is mine
I'd give anything just to call u mine
and I see her every night when I dream
beautiful sunflowers what I see
wonder what we could be she my summertime thing
watch her shine watch her gleam
I love her pink hair and her smile too, if I got the chance hold her close what I'd do
but who am I to try to ? I just want to be the guy that you can go and cry to 
tell me everything you hold inside you, I could listen to u baby make u feel alright boo

maybe we could find some kind of place and time that we could make things right
dreamin bout you baby and I do this daily not just at night
if I count the stars that were in your heart I would lose my mind
yeah I see my girl, yeah I see my world when I look in those eyes
but she's gone away, yeah she's gone away
to another place, another day without her
all alone with these thoughts in my room
wasting all my time I don't know what to do
yeah I don't know what to do, lost inside my wonderland thinkin bout you...

chapter part 1

SPOOKYPRAX

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