2019-01-21 prod firefox3

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you called me at the same time i’m reaching for my phone
I wont pick up we’re on the same time
like like
no one knows but they all get it
its all said without a mention
somethings wrong here
you can feel it in my songs, hear

the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dont know where id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

she calls it off, shes like “ive had it, you’re a monster wreaking havoc, they were right. i’m not sure why I thought they lied..
like yeah we both fuck up but you got issues, I can’t be the one you misuse any longer
you can’t get any wronger”

and now you’re staring at your feet
because you gave it all you got
making lefts at every turn
doing shit you just should not
and every shot you get shot down
no emotion but a frown these days
you’re going down but hey

the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
the things i think about I dunno whered id be without you
id fix my face and then breakdown 3x a week without you
probably be better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you
probably better off I feel like I can’t breathe without you

doing just fine

one of these again.. ben a minute


this bracelet that i've come to like
has been keeping me up
more like keeping me right wont lie....
im reminded of you, and that's silly to say because you're too far away
its a crush or a fall, not a like lol
and the bracelet broke last night
and i wont replace it, i wont go remake it i think i deserve this

and they see me hurting, so they're reaching out
their arms are so long its crossing 2 thousand miles
going city to city, really feels like you're with me
but i've still never met you, and thats kind of shitty

ill see you in february :)
my fingers are crossed
rather be in the cold
than out in the frost

oh yeah good luck on your finals
i doubt that youd need it
i call you a nerd
but im sure youre a genius

just make it to february

midsommar lovebear, you got it

Hey, postman
Walk with a gun
Hey, postman
Kill everyone
At your needs
Only if you want
So surely
Postman, I feel stuck
Did I drink too much chlorine
Fuck what you talk
Ive been texting her
My only one i need
Yeah, she's everything I've ever loved
She's great
No money in my pocket
Looking for another day
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me
She doesn't remember
My face, I can't save
You're a pretender
Only smile nice
In may
I dont commend her
I don't think what she does is okay
You're a dealer?
A vendor?
I won't get it
Any other way
Or will I
Maybe
I still cry
Hate me
Get you to go
Get you to go
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me

lieu - postman

spies - boyfriend

velia manners - october floor with spies

hi its on all platforms now if you want to listen
https://open.spotify.com/track/62kuYuasBhIguQjupkd9de?si=4f22c8fd253e4744


i'd kill a bug 
to see your face again
look at the rug
pick and choose to kill
and its never been a question for me 
to do what i want 
i would never let it happen to me
forget my love

nobody to turn to
i bash my head against the wall
id like the meet again
some reasons my stomachs feeling odd
look at the tree again
feel funny cuz somethings hanging off
look close and breathe again
is this what u wanted from the start

kill a bug - demo

you like to fuck it up
and it's all fine
i wish i knew you (x2)
i wish knew, who i was looking for
who i was looking for (and it all seems like it was for nothing)
on the search (like...for no reason at all)
i was on a search
i was on the run (x3)
i was looking for you
it was going nowhere 
all because i was fucking 
i was trying to fight (fight my friends)
i wasn't a viking 
threw my shoe at the wall
was it all for nothing
i wasn't your viking (no no no no)

inspo by no more sports
beat  - https://soundcloud.com/whoisazar-music/aubrey-graham-as-jimmy-brooks?si=74fc3044d7c44bd2852f6d8d75ff6b78&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Road Trip

@qtgf

waste time
something i cant fix
ive been spending all night
can you catch my drift

if i spent my life getting away from this shit
could i even get a break from this shit
no
love

you dont want to watch things fix
you would rather watch things burn like sticks
i would rather take blades out of my wrist
but instead they going in and im sorry to begin this

ive been taking pills 
cant cope
ive been trying to look
trying to find where to go
i got cuts i can call my own
but still no home

yeah

it will bring me down
but wont bring you around
so sad
you know that
i dont really know that
but

i hate this town
but i love you right now
i cry but
i never want to see you
frown

rest easy jd

ya

josh Sinclair