this song is over a year old so sorry if the mix is a bit weird but so glad i could finally share this <3
https://soundcloud.com/devine-gorman-1
https://soundcloud.com/mccymusic


Love to me is scary
Because to me it varies
Can't choose who to marry
When you all are temporary
You on top like cherry
Head in my shoulder buried
Yet it's temporary
Love to me is scary

I do not know how to feel
When my head's just been going thru reels
Clips that just play through my mind
I promised you I would try (Yeah I promised)

I could never say goodbye
I'd rather start a brand new life
I wish that we could compromise
But now we only criticize
Sometimes I just wish I could be on my own
But what keeps me creating is not being alone

And I know by now past peers think of me as failure
Only know me thru my past bad behavior
Wish I could take back the love that I gave her
At least it made me look at times I should savor

I wish I could take back the love that I gave him
My heart's been abandoned my soul has been vacant for years
Shaking out here got to stay patient out here
But I know sometimes it's hard
I try to see the bigger picture but you just kept painting lies
Tried to take a better road your traffic stopped me on the side
Cautiously watching my heart skipping
And if you love me like you say you did
Then why'd you take your arms off me?

Tried to take a better road your traffic stopped me on the side
Cautiously watching my heart skipping
And if you love me like you say you did
Then why'd you take your arms off me?

Me, now I can finally see
Now I can finally leave
Now I can finally breathe, breathe
I knew you was lying to me
Sleep with admire to me
Don't try to deny it i'm tired of fighting
But why is you crying when i'm the one trying with you
With you, with you
Would you like it if I did the things that you did to me?
I'm through, i'm through, i'm through
Why the hell you coming back?
Boy it ain't no sense in that at all

Love to me is scary
Because to me it varies
Can't choose who to marry
When you all are temporary
You on top like cherry
Head in my shoulder buried
Yet it's temporary
Love to me is scary

Lovesick w/ Devine Jazz’Enay & Sha'Lena McCoy (Kira)

https://ffm.to/7ybnjpj

Verse I
All the hate and all my insecurities,
You’re the only person I wished I could keep,
Why did you have to go and leave me?
My friends will never know our true story.

Chorus
(They’ll) say we were nothing more than a fling,
They’ll say we were desperate & easy,
They’ll never know the things that we faced,
They’ll never understand all my pain,

Verse II
I’m scared of my future
I don’t have a purpose,
I have so many people
But I feel worthless,
I call myself artist
But I’m just a failure,
I’m decomposing
Inside of my mom’s basement

You’re the only who knew,
God why did you take her so soon?
Why couldn’t it be me?
Why couldn’t it be me?
I can’t live like this,

Chorus, Instr

Bridge
I can't stand up I can't think of a lie,
You’re not coming back how hard I try,
Too late for amends,
Is this really the end?
Wish you could raise from the dead,
Wish you could raise from the dead,

Chorus, Instr

Fling

prod by @tgwog & @prodjayysoul !!!
lyrics: 

I ain't been eating too much
ain't been sleeping enough 
haven't reached many of my goals 
and I put this off for a while 
I feel tossed in the pile 
it's a cycle , ain't never felt right though 

light this joint get to the bottom of my problems 
steady miss the point and I keep rotting all my solving's 
miss me with involvement 
my world fails revolving 
know ill just keep running 
till my legs are nothing

another day, is another day, is another
fucked situation, that I just cant change and 
these commas I've chased them
my problems I've faced slim
that I just cant change, I just cant change.

end fast verse:
I'd like to leave feeling safe in my shoes
I'd like to be however I choose
what do you see? not the same as I do.
how do you see it? not the way that I do.

pile

insta :3

pile (tgwog & jayysoul)

Read by the author.

We’re trying to “get it together” in areas we have no control over. We keep trying, but we’ll never move the needle to a better future because it has nothing to do with us or anything we can do.

You don’t always have to give in to what the world, your family, or your own self declares is the way things are “supposed” to be. God desires goodness and joy for us. God, Jesus, and the Spirit went to great lengths to offer you and me the best good news ever.

In Why Can’t I Get It Together?, Jamie Ivey, host of The Happy Hour podcast, shares how to

Define the reality of your current circumstances
Ponder the areas of your life that are out of control
Stop self-shame
Create better expectations for yourself
Move forward in an effort to chase holiness
Jamie guides us through six areas of our lives that are affecting our perception of God’s love in our realities. Dig deep into God’s Word to see what it says about why we keep sinning, how to stop, and what God feels about us in the midst of it all.

Why Can't I Get It Together?

WHY CAN'T I GET IT TOGETHER by Jamie Ivey - Chapter 1: Unicorns Aren't Reality

"Don't Give Up On Me" – a heartfelt anthem that resonates with the universal theme of resilience and the unwavering spirit to overcome challenges. With lyrics that convey a deeply personal struggle, this song unfolds as a powerful plea for understanding and perseverance in the face of adversity.

This song is more than just a melody; it's a beacon of hope for those who have felt the crushing weight of despair. "Don't Give Up On Me" stands as a testament to the enduring human spirit, encouraging both the narrator and listeners alike to persevere, seek understanding, and find solace in the collective journey toward resilience.

In a world where challenges may seem insurmountable, this song serves as a reminder that, despite the struggles, there is a plea to hold on, a plea not to give up. "Don't Give Up On Me" is a musical testament to the power of compassion, understanding, and the enduring belief that, even in our darkest moments, there is a glimmer of light waiting to guide us through.

Jay Schombs - Vocals & Composition
Matt Mustakas - Production & Composition

Don't Give Up On Me

Don't Give Up On Me - Matt And Jay

lyrics:

when i took you home
i was full of regret
i should never have let you go
now i walk alone
i know that i messed up
i should have never let you go

i tried to stay afloat
but now i know
i don’t want anyone else
as the branches bend
and the river flows
now i know
i don’t want anyone else

seafoam green 
washes over me
i won’t feel complete 
unless you’re beside me
cerulean blue 
i’m on my knees
i'm begging you please
just listen to me

(chorus)

anyone else

Fernando Ferreira delves into Brazil's musical roots with the release of his latest EP, "Don't Lie To Me". With a unique fusion of Jazz, Samba and Drum and Bass, this three-track EP promises to transport listeners on a sonic journey full of Brazilianness and authenticity.

Fernando Ferreira, known for his unparalleled ability to transcend musical boundaries, once again demonstrates his mastery by incorporating distinct elements of Brazilian music into each track of "Don't Lie To Me". This release is a celebration of Brazil's cultural and musical richness, featuring a captivating combination of rhythms and melodies.

Fernando Ferreira - Whant You Here

In this week's pulse-quickening episode of The Midnight Project, we have the honor of premiering a track from the legendary UMEK, "No Sleeping. " We also delve into a piece of my personal journey with my remix of Slim Black's "Eternum." These highlights in our episode are more than just auditory experiences; they reflect the ethos that drives us—innovation, passion, and a deep connection to the essence of techno.

UMEK's premiere on our show is a testament to the vibrancy and dynamism of the techno scene, showcasing a master at work. My remix of "Eternum" represents a bridge between the roots of our beloved genre and its boundless future. This juxtaposition of a techno pioneer alongside my artistic expression underscores the mission of The Midnight Project: to explore the depths of techno, inviting listeners into a world where soundscapes shape moments and memories.

Beyond the beats and basslines, there's another dimension to our journey—a commitment to longevity and healthy living. This topic is incredibly close to my heart, one that I explore through SebastiaanWrites, a newsletter dedicated to sharing insights, tips, and stories about maintaining a balanced, healthy lifestyle amidst the whirlwind of our daily lives. This platform extends my belief that music and wellness are deeply interconnected, influencing our well-being and empowering us to lead more prosperous, more fulfilling lives.

Just as techno offers a space for connection, inspiration, and reflection, SebastiaanWrites aims to foster a community where we can share our journeys toward longevity and wellness. It's about creating harmony between the physical and the spiritual, the energetic and the tranquil, guiding us through the rhythms of life with resilience and joy.

So, as we immerse ourselves in the latest episode of The Midnight Project, let's also embrace the broader narrative of our lives—celebrating the power of music to move us and the importance of wellness to sustain us. Join me in this dual pursuit of auditory excellence and life-long vitality.

Subscribe to The Midnight Project and dive deeper into the beats that define our nights. And for those eager to explore the nexus of music, health, and longevity, I invite you to join the conversation at my X account.

Check out SebastiaanWrites via https://www.sebastiaanwrites.com

Let's make every moment, beat, and breath count together.

Sebastiaan Hooft

The Midnight Project #089

FlySession 032 | Evolving Mix

1. Fran Martinez (AR)  - Adictu'S [Future Avenue]
2. Lore Iturralde - Odyssey (Alex Efe Remix) [Future Avenue]
3. Travis Jesse - Vicissitudes (Allan McLoud Remix) [Massive Harmony Records]
4. Callecat, Hobin Rude - Infinite Enclosure [Manual Music]
5. Agustin Pengov - Concordia [AH Digital]
6. Home Shell, Olven - You (Kebin Van Reeken Remix) [Arey]
7. Vihanga, Venao - After Dawn [Balkan Connection]
8. Juan Lagisquet - Aromatic (Redspace Remix) [Deep Down Music]
9. Dany Dz - Flashback  [Balkan Connection]
10. Agustin Pietrocola - Sorcerer [Balkan Connection South America]
11. OMB, Haruo Chikada, LUNASUN - Dimensional Intersection [3rd Avenue]

FlySession 033 | Evolving Mix

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

Oblivious ft. 1Trap

https://www.eventbrite.com/e/gravehouse-live-in-la-tickets-880030052577

JoshIGuess the Singer, Songwriter, & Engineer

JoshIGuess was brought upon the earth in Lodi, California. Growing up, he had been raised and educated in Stockton, California. His earliest releases revolved around mostly Youtube & Soundcloud, most notably starting with childhood best friend Athryn. 

His music journey continued evolving by making connections at local shows in California, befriending people such as whatafuckingbitch & many others.  

During 2020's Epidemic, Josh met close collaborators known as AkiraDoves, Reapers Shadow, & many more. Together they took time to improve their musical journey and push themselves further than what they were.

Josh also started to engineer for multiple artists including Kurama SD, D34D @imactuallyd34d, Lil Kush, & more artists upon request.

As of recent times, JoshIGuess has continued his journey of pursuing his music career. This includes live events, videos, collaborations and help from listeners like you.

Lovesick w/ Devine Jazz’Enay & Sha'Lena McCoy (Kira)

JoshIGuess

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Lovesick w/ Devine Jazz’Enay & Sha'Lena McCoy (Kira)

JoshIGuess

Recent comments

*♡*♡* Loyalty over Love 100 *♡*♡*

Paradyne

Kurama SD (New account in bio)

Related tracks

♡♡* Loyalty over Love 100 ♡♡*