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I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years
I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears
So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?
I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers

I gave it my all, it's mostly just rise and fall
Just waiting patiently to receive my future life on a call
Every success stories different just think it's not quite my time
More than 20 years have passed at least you could say that I try
Been doing shows so frequently got bigger artists asking how
Guess that's what you get when you just open up your mouth
And I know the success of others just has its ups and downs
So that's why i'm tryna self reflect and make more solos now

So what you think what you think?
What you think?
All I had to do was lock in just to feel like me

I don't need to reach an audience I just love my craft
Practicing these songs in my room but wish it was with a band
And I just need someone sweet to offer to take their hand
But it's like looking for a treasure in the deep buried sand
I was on the stage with those i've looked up to my whole career
And i've done dream collaborations with people that i've held so dear

I'm just chilling in the back with those i met over years
I feel like i've done it all and I have faced all those fears
So why does success not ever bring me back into tears?
I guess I cannot feel a thing even if around my peers

self reflections

Written by: Phantom Eclipse 
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

RECOGNIZE (prod.endyz)

feel4u (dougy)

Written by: Phantom Eclipse & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Phantom Eclipse 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Phantom Eclipse]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Phantom Eclipse & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

everything by me

thank you for being here.
take care; hope it helps.
more to come

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

cups rest beside the bed that keeps the body tied
a slow end, he'll try again yet something isn't right
it's pouring, as water runs the lungs of flooded eyes
the morning has led the wren to question it's own life

doesn't mean it don't exist if you don't feel it
the bat got me taking flight purging all villians
my whole life all i've known is a cold feeling
gripping vices alike, become the known illest
soul-stealing homes appeal him most
taken of his own and made a host
supplement contrived of what he knows
jeopardized, but it don't seem to show

cycling roads end, dividing unknown land
i'd rather be scarred than left deep in the heartless
those cursed of sight find contentment in low strides
somehow he's been alright, yeah right, what a bold lie

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you liar

halving days, another broken ballad
dissonance within of what is valid
turn your back against it when you hear it,
cowardice convincing you it's fearless
staring down the mirror will suck you in
i do it just to feel it all again
sensitized of strife yet still indifferent
reconnaissance of his creating distance

(4x)
i know it's gonna hurt but i let it,
i know it's gonna hurt, but i let it as i've been, yeah

what i heard whispered "it is all the same"
and i'm tired, of taking on that weight,
i'm wired and i'm trying to find her
you liar, you lia-

thornmade

prod. enchpannt
hahahahaha 
aw man
you really thought you could get away like this like fuck
i'll gladly be your obedient slut

everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
they all wanna date me 
but they're fucking psycho 
so i call em my hoes
cus they all crazy

yeah she drive me crazy
but she a freak baby
and bitches wanna play me
but when i do they hate me
we spent too much time in the car drinking and vaping
it always brings up all the truth yea she want me in her basement
i said are you crazy? but she said i am crazier
but that bitch is a liar thats probably why im not dating her
what she did is so crazy that she caused a bloody massacre
why the fuck this bitch like it when i just be slapping her?

everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
they all wanna date me
but they're fucking psycho
so i call em my hoes
cus they all crazy

why'd i wake up so tied up in these knots?
and she wanna go out to knotts scary farm
she wanna cosplay every movie that comes in october
i said she should call the cops yea she probably not sober

she wanna fuck in public im like baby face the other way
she don't wanna play it safe yea she wanna take the rubber away
im like fuck it i'll do either it's just like the donald glover way
then i have second thoughts and i'm like wait she cray cray

apparently you don't want no one else but me
but you don't wanna cuff me
yea all you wanna do is make out and fuck me
do you even care to love me?

everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
everyone around me crazy
they all wanna date me
but they're fucking psycho
so i call em my hoes
cus they all crazy

cra-a-a-a-a-zy
she sippin on the red blood like it's hi c
yea she flashing like its fruit punch
these bitches only like these dudes that go to gym a bunch
they only want the biceps not the love

everyone around me crazy!

cover by me (D34D)
mixed and mastered by me (D34D)
produced by fony wallace

Lyrics:
take myself up out the ashes
cuz i just came back from hell
long black hair, dressed up dead
like i just crawled out of a deep dark well
got my choppa aimed downrage
sending shots and ejecting shells
make his whole crew disappear
im a gentleman i dont kiss and tell

i keep a stainless steel
tucked up in my fuckin waistband
up it at his brain
and i make that fucker face plant
they gon duck when
i bring my strap out
homie in the back with 300 blackout
we runnin them pockets
cuz there aint no tap outs
when me n my bros got
guns and our masks out

ar hit em in his face
blow his fuckin fade back
thars a bullet in his face
it aint no fuckin face tat
broski runnin from my bullets
then whyd he go and say that
he came wearin bling
tuck that chain before i take that

tired of hearin bro
gotta grab my gun n load it up
pull up to his hood
bang on his door said open up
i can wipe his squad
and i dont needa be sobered up
leave em like some laundry on the bed
how they folded up

feels like rainbow six
how im leanin round the corner
feel like jynxzi with my aim
told bro to call the coroner
im from outer space
you could say that im a foreigner
smoke in my lungs
im spittin fire like im a sorcerer

take myself up out the ashes
cuz i just came back from hell
long black hair, dressed up dead
like i just crawled out of a deep dark well
got my choppa aimed downrage
sending shots and ejecting shells
make his whole crew disappear
im a gentleman i dont kiss and tell

feels like dead by daylight
cuz hell be dead by daylight
where i get his addy?
i got it passed thru the grape vine
up em at his face
i got 2 straps at the same time
his body wont be found
he houdini by the day time

he looked into my eyes
and its like he saw the devil himself
instead of fihgting back
he just tried to scream and run for help
i shot him in his back
and watched his body drop down
i do this cuz its fun
aint no way im gonna stop now

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