LOS ANGELES SET

prod https://soundcloud.com/whymillyy & maestrowons

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage 

Pull up with a garage band performing on a macintosh
Been working on this shit for years you be staying slacking off
Tried to ship my energy to you but then the package lost
People around me wanna swish only if its basketball

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please


I need to live life with way less company
You ask to hang but they just wanna get buzzed with me
And i'm stuck living in a different fantasy 
Vacuum all these thoughts cus im my own manatee

I just want my peace
Give it to me please
I just want my peace
Give it to me please

It's time to wake up make up right after a break up
Yeah i'm stuck in this stupid lust, yeah i dont give a fuck
I just want to treat life like no one ever really does
But you can never do that only do it in a camouflage

manatee (whymillyy + maestrowons)

https://soundcloud.com/youngburial
https://soundcloud.com/polearm
prod by: https://www.youtube.com/@QUITAllBeats
https://open.spotify.com/track/72fWpzdKn2tPeY3m7e13iQ?si=33ca61b0fd0a4383&nd=1&dlsi=2a7bb40ccad7477d

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

And every time I go zzz
Up at least til 3
No it's not that easy
And I remember memories of you just cheating on me
But I just gotta hold myself together

I try to discover my self love
Really all those times I do not give a fuck
I try to rest my head but it's never enough
I'm up at 4am recording another song

It's never enough
I'll just spend my night feeling down and I'm out of luck
Closer at the wall for an hour shutting off
I'm going mad I just need someone to trust
Laying in my bed disassociate again
Can't stop running back all the little things you said
Can't stop turning down all the chances that I get
I've become a fraction of the person that I was

I try to tell myself I’m over it
But I can’t stop endorphins
Still riding on the hope of it
But I might not get to close to it
And I know you raised the bar but could you lower it?
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do for something more than this
But i wish you’d bring me down
But you got bored of it
I gave you all the time I had but you want more of it
All we do is sit inside
I think there’s more to this
I think there’s more to this
But you’re not supporting it

And can you tell me once again if it's a lie
I just wanna know before my health declines 
I don't wanna go thru this shit again
And I'll crush these thoughts like I put em to the blend

spotify

blend w/ fats'e & polearm (quitall)

feat. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami
prod https://soundcloud.com/1wayza
pic taken outside of @screwyounick first show
https://open.spotify.com/track/3FbODgk1VXlMKjrG9O6S09?si=80b008bca4214fea

Yeah
You know it's JoshIGuess
And we do it once again yeah 

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours 
Taking elevators to the top of the towers 
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder


Drift in my whip but it ain't no joycon 
Staying all alone all these bitches wanna boycott
When I finna blow up you know ima put my boys on
And I gotta make a name on this world I deployed on

Tryna take my shit but all you ever attempt is from my pocket
It don't make no sense when everything is out my digital wallet
And whether you hate this shit or not 
I want the truth I would rather hear honest
Bet you never expected this from someone always staying modest

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

Staying ground I can't be a coward
Chasing bags getting racks by the hour
Smoking sour good flower
I don't want an upper need a downer
Gave a fuck tho up every day so what
You so fucking frail why the fuck you acting tough
I was in the lunch line only had a couple bucks
Now I don't give a fuck get the check and throw it up

Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up
Throw it up yeah yeah throw it up

Wake up in the morning and I reset the power
Cus I want it all different I can pass all the hours
Taking elevators to the top of the towers
Putting dirt on my name bitch I gotta scour

Bitch I gotta scour
My connection so lost like I unplugged my router
If you coming to my shows well here's a fucking voucher
I'ma break the fourth wall like it's fucking chowder

I'm a beast spitting fire and I'm feeling like I'm Bowser
It's an alternate reality I'm feeling like the Prowler
Your girl hit me up while I'm tryna take a shower
And you better watch out she wanna take off my trousers

throw it up! w/ shinigami (wayza)

https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/nevrfall
https://soundcloud.com/branwenmusic

Lyrics: 

Huh huh huh
Now I'm somewhere really far away
You're go-gone
And you left without apology

You didn't mean to say you're sorry
I tried to leave without a warning
And yeah the night sky's staying starry
Until the sunrise in the morning

And my thoughts stay within my sorrows
From all the pain that i have borrowed
I hope it gets better tomorrow 
Mind on the stage they got tomatoes
That's the motto gotta take this call tho

I just wanna cleanse myself with air
It doesn't matter whenever you're in despair
But it's not into ashes I hope that you have this under control

Why you think this game 
Why you playing hard to get
I could never imagine 
Of being with someone new
It's always hard to tell 
If you're honest or not
And can you even imagine in 
A world between us

Finding the world we lost
It's been harder to find true love
Now this mistake has grown on me
Maybe i've changed
And can you understand why
The way she's peeling on my skin
The way she held me so tight

world we lost w/ joshiguess (nevrfall)

https://soundcloud.com/smoke-fusion
https://soundcloud.com/user-45054345-11058102

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

and i've been getting busy but i never wanna forfit
and i wanna make new music but i never wanna force it
and it'd be nice to have the money but i will never go corporate 

cus this shit is my own business
tryna talk that shit when you were never a witness
you should watch your girl she ain't loyal like these bitches
i'm running out of oxygen but i am on a mission

sorry i had to clear my throat
cus i ain't ever used to this never sing monotone
scouting my every move feel like they watch just like a drone
i'm a fucking grave digger cus i'm bad to the bone

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

i'm sipping on that yerba in that fucking hydro flask
i'm with a bad bitch and she wanna throw it back
and i just made a stack off a motherfucking dash
and if you ain't know we just got the car back

usually i'm not this confident
and no offense to these artists but i got common sense
and yeah she calling me honey i put the pollen in
and if this shit not enough let's start a poly then

grew my hair out now it's fluffy (yeah)
rich bitch i feel like muffy (yeah)
i'ma go and cop a duffy (yeah)
these record labels wanna study (yeah)

she got a dress on yeah it's burgundy 
she reminding me of some fine
it's hurting me knowing i won't drink
but i take in what she said to me
going on a road trip i'm going to yosemite
that nature is peaceful and there's never my enemies
finding me in my anemone 
and no i ain't taking ketamine
cus fuck drugs, fuck love, fuck trust yeah
i'm staying as i am (huh)

anemone (smoketopanic + smokefusion)

https://soundcloud.com/hkfiftyone2
https://soundcloud.com/angelsofsorrows

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

One day feel like me then the other different person
My mind never set straight yeah it's written all in cursive
But it's got a story ending on a cliffhanger
It's JoshIGuess I'm always dropping the bangers

Importance for years yet still got to decide
If any of choices are bad sacrifice
And everyone leave me so got no advice
But I'd rather figure out my own reside

Only feel like myself when I'm up to the mic
But the camera's too close to me like it gon snipe
Some of you guys just rely on a swipe
But that's not how I want to use my device

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, i'll be fine

I'll be fine, I'll be fine
I'll be fine, I'll be fine (yeah i'll be fine)
Yeah I'ma get by I'ma live my life to the fullest
I'ma not be stupid I'ma live
I'ma keep on going and I ain't give a shit
And I found my inner self, yeah
But it comes with sacrifices
Now I know why people tend to stay the same, yeah

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I'm still coming up, want a piece of the pie
Man every time I roll up, got so much on my mind
And every day I feel dead now, but I'm still alive

I only feel like myself when I'm high
I could see myself, penthouse in the sky
Then it's done, here again, I can't eat, don't know why
Get that cash, stay the grind, take a hit, I'll be fine

I'll be fine
Yeah I'll be fine, I'll be fine, let's go (yeah i'll be fine)

i'll be fine w/ hkfiftyone & angelsofsorrows (quitall)

oakland + sonora tix https://ffm.bio/joshiguess