engineering credits

Featuring: @emptychest
Written by: Kurama SD & emptychest
Produced by: jabarionthebeat x red x ramo
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & emptychest
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro]
gotta feel something big
Your allowed not to stay
But the boredom we need all the passion today
If you say it is alright then we all would be fine
Can you read through the words that I'm trying to see

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Falling down again
I'm losing it
You're not my friend
So don't act like you are
Shoved a knife in my back
Now I can't relax
All the shit I saw from my past
My life flashes
And It all crashes
Time passes
Now I am bleeding on the floor
Thinking all the heights I'll never soar
All the blood I now pour
That's how you left me on the floor
Now I'm dying on the floor
FUCK YOU

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
I just can't take it
No more
No more
You left me
Dying on the floor again
I just can't blend in
I just can't be spending another minute
In this time in this grind
I don't wanna die

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Losing grip
Throwing a fit
All you do is bitch
Why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts
Break apart
I don't feel a spark
Still wanna restart
Because of the past
You still haunt

[Interlude: Kurama SD]
you know you just get to that fucking point
In your life where
You don't care anymore
You don't care what people do
You don't care what people say
You just wanna be yourself
You just wanna fucking escape
From everyones fucking judgement
And I guess that's at the point I'm at

[Verse 2: emptychest]
u don't know shit about me
so don't say shit about me
in a world so low that no one even smiles
son hit the road and sold his soul a while back
and i ain't been alright since that
can u tell me how it went for we chilled all summer
i was posted up at your house said call my mother
tell her i wont be home tll the next fuckin summer and i'm sorry
gotta feel somethin better
gotta be someone better
its really hard not to copy someone else
cause i don't know myself at all
what do you want from me
could i ever fuckin be
anything but in my head
and have any thought but
"am i dead?"
the past two days have been absolutely shit and i know why
its my fault
yeah i gotta stay for him
but realistically
i don't know how much more i can take

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Losing grip
Throwing a fit
All you do is bitch
Why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts
Break apart
I don't feel a spark
Still wanna restart
Because of the past
You still haunt

Iced Hearts w/ emptychest (Prod. jabarionthebeat x red x ramo)

💖 Happy Valentines Day! 💖
Love Series 💔
1. Love Withdrawal 
2. Love Relapse 
3. Love Overdose 
4. Love Ending, Goodbye.
A love experience that took place in 2020, using this album to say my final thoughts and close that chapter of my life. Out on all platforms!!
lyric vid on youtube

Love Overdose (slowed + reverb)

Summer Day ( slowed + reverb )

Summer Day

Love Overdose

Lil Kush x D34D - Watching Life Fade Away (slowed + reverb)

Featuring: @joshiguess
Written by: Kurama SD & JoshIGuess 
Produced by: Boyfifty & Ross Gossage 
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Verse: JoshIGuess]
last night I was with my ex in a nightmare
i want to forgive but you won't ever fight fair
if you were nice to me before 
then you know I might care
you can go ahead and block
you can press the button right there

don't know what the truth is
it feels so illusive
these papers are useless
they be leaving bruises
on old notes i won't cope
taking this abuse and
you never support
but you do what I'm doing

and i used to stay right beside you
now I'm lucky if I'm even right behind you
you go up i go down
but i'll climb I know how
gotta look at my surrounds
and listen to this sound

you are not around 
you think you were too good
years down the line 
you wish you had said you should
but i don't blame you for leaving
fuck I think I even would
i'm too weak for this shit 
you can read me like a book 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
Everyday I fade away 
losing space in my head
feel so out of place 
why you still upset 
I don't say shit 
So don't get mad
I'm in the back 
Ask whats so bad
Why you such a bitch 
I died inside last night 
Night

[Outro: JoshIGuess]
every day i fade away
losing space in my head
feels so out of place 
why you still upset 
i don't say shit

Every Day I'm Losing Space w/ JoshIGuess (Prod. Boyfifty & Ross Gossage)

Featuring: @joshiguess & @auby4rc
Written by: Kurama SD, JoshIGuess, & auby
Produced by: moneo 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & auby
Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Kurama SD

Lyrics:

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
Farewell to u 
Goodbye to me 
All the things I couldn't be
(I couldn't be)
Passing by in spring 
Strings cut to easy
(Too easy) 
u never needed me
I need time to breathe 
Lost my mind instead 
But I still miss the time we had 

[Chorus: Kurama SD]
I'll miss you
I'm waiting for you still
(Still)
Remember last year
I was crying tears 
So farewell to you
And everyone around here 
Your eyes were beautiful
Like fireworks

[Verse 2: JoshIGuess]
(On the 4th of July)
You had stayed home
We were making out on the couch
Nowadays I just wish you're in the ground
But I found a way to live life 
So I guess it's farewell
They say they don't care 
Well fuck yeah I can tell
Don't got much left to look forward to 
It's just another day 
Where the homies are ignoring you
I'm done with all this drama talk
And everyone Drifting away
(Fuck it I just might move out too)

[Chorus: auby]
I made the bed that i lay in
Please take my hand and say you're staying
If you're gone, I won't get over it
Say farewell to my innocence

I take back the words i said that night
I'm sorry
I'll miss you
don't leave me
I love you
Please hold me

Farewell w/ JoshIGuess & auby (Prod. Moneo)

Featuring: @nokerbforever
Written by: Kurama SD & NOKERB
Produced by: jolst & dercept 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & NOKERB
Mastered by: NOKERB
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
Some days I feel like a ghost
Feel like a ghost 
Going crazy in the back of the class 
I never thought anything 
You said was true 
So what the fuck dude 
True 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Verse: Kurama SD]
I fucked up 
I know I did
At least I didn't hide it 
I'm still a letdown 
I'm still a letdown 

Thought I was cool
But I always lose 
Nobody cares 
Who I am 
(WHO I AM) 

[Chorus: NOKERB]
Cuz i know that she doesn't move on,
Doesn't move on yeah she doesn't do that, 
And she wants to drag me down with her 
Yeah she doesn't go, 
She always looks into one direction 
Is it just her ghost who talks to me?
x2 

[Outro: Kurama SD]
Think I know everything 
But I know nothing 
So I fade away

GHOST w/ NOKERB (Prod. jolst & dercept)

Featuring: @yokaidreams 
Written by: Kurama SD & Yokai Dreams
Produced by: grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & Yokai Dreams 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
(Back off)
Life brings hell 
In the worst ways
Life is pain
(Life is pain)

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I walk through the burning path
Feels like broken glass
Every step is full of wrath 
The scars are still on my skin
From when you sunk your teeth in
Still I moved on though I'm bleeding 
at least I'm fucking breathing 
Everything is burning to pieces 

[Pre-Chorus: ]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(deep within)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Fighting battles 
Its a handful
I'll mange somehow 
(Somehow)

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
Seeing red everywhere 
Nothing left here but pain to share
U stare in my eyes 
I can't help but glare 
Flames burn on
I can hardly bare 
All this pain

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(Deep within)

[Verse 3: Yokai Dreams] 
act right
if i could act right
i wouldn't be in this situation
for now i need to back off
i need to back off
i think the battle's about to begin
about to begin

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I'll be right 
There

Battles I Can't Win w/ Yokai Dreams (Prod. grayskies)

Till Death Do Us Part (feat. XION90K)

Written by: Kurama SD
Produced by: afterlife & irby
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Chorus]
August gracing
I don't know why u are hating
I'm so often breaking
Your love is fading
This shit got me pacing
Got me pacing

[Verse]
Fucked up on the interstate
I can't escape
From this place
Always on the high way
Pulled up on the drive way
To see my family

[Pre-Chorus]
Family
Last August
(Août dernier)
X2

[Chorus]
August gracing
I don't know why u are hating
I'm so often breaking
Your love is fading
This shit got me pacing
Got me pacing

[Bridge]
Dealing with a lot of shit rn
I can't wear no crown
I can't be what you need
I can't find anything
To help me, to save me
From this shit

[Chorus]
August gracing
I don't know why u are hating
I'm so often breaking
Your love is fading
This shit got me pacing
Got me pacing

August (Prod. afterlife & irby)

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess

lyrics:
i cant control myself
when im off my drugs
had to put bro down
guess he ran outta luck
sendin shots at ya head 
boy u better duck
b4 i leave the pavement
covered in blood
i cant feel my face
when im high at night
look in the mirror
see my bloodshot eyes
pull up to bros block
yea we gonna take his life
when the night comes
im the real poltergeist

pull up to ya block
and u kno we come masked
we wont use straps
so we might leave bro bashed up
never catch me lackin
yea i gotta get my cash up
im gonna blow
thats a chance i wont pass up

POLTERGEIST! (zerobalance x sabrr)

GREEN! w/ Lil Kush (jolst x dercept)

Till Death Do Us Part (feat. XION90K) (slowed + reverb)

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
produced by Number48
cover taken by me (D34D)

OUTOFTHISWORLD! w/ JoshIGuess

Love Relapse

MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE! First music video I’ve ever done

Suicidal (MUSIC VIDEO ON YOUTUBE)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9P4Eo6OJ6wY


mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
produced by: Lazzie

lyrics:
flyin thru the lobby
u know i got my straps up
when i see green
it might make me act up
floorin on the gas
hunnid on tha fuckin dashboard
i can go where i want
ion need a passport

WOAH x3
YEA x3

lost my mind
off the drugs
turned ya bro
to a was
spin ya fuckin block
kick down the fuckin door
holdin up my fire
makin bro say "woahhh"

dont come outside
its past ya fuckin bedtime
all these drugs
leave me with a dead mind
keep a semi auto
and a switch on my glock 9(mm)
with extended mags
we make sure bros not alive

stomp em out
shake him down
dont let him run
i count every one

WOAH X3
YEA X3

WOAH!

mixed and mastered by @JoshIGuess
produced by rager
https://on.soundcloud.com/t8ipk

Lyrics:
de-stroy
de-stroy
yea yea
yea
yea 

i'm here to destroy everything in my path
i don't know if you and your friends will last

i dare you, stack the odds against me 
what's left to feel, when a mans been emptied
this is pure will, not a stroke of luck
tear me down and i'll get back up

upper 4: "raging sword, lord muzans memories, that nearly beheaded him!
i see that swordsman in him"
tanjiro: "hinokami kagura" 

i'm here to destroy everything in my path
i don't know if you and your friends will last

keep tryna stop me, it's not gonna work
cant feel anymore, not even the hurt 
barely alive, yet i keep going forth
if there's one thing i feel, that's OUTOFTHISWORLD

cant
stop
gotta keep going
tears
fall
heart rate slowing

barely alive
nowhere to hide
nowhere to run
no one is gonna save me now

get up and fight
"but my wounds are fatal"
get up and fight
"not sure my legs are stable"
get up and fight
there's no other option
if i wanna live
THEN GET UP AND FIGHT

i dare you, stack the odds against me 
what's left to feel, when a mans been emptied
this is pure will, not a stroke of luck
tear me down and i'll get back up

i'm here to destroy everything in my path
i don't know if you and your friends will last

DESTROY!

new album out now
tour tickets: https://ffm.bio/joshiguess