"Loving" is a soulful R&B ballad that explores the quiet heartbreak of holding on to love when a relationship is already falling apart. With smooth, emotional vocals and moody, atmospheric production, the song captures the raw vulnerability of knowing it’s time to say goodbye—even when the love is still there.

Lyrics - 

I got myself locked in 
Girl I’m calling you out Hoping 
girl I wish you Knew What I have been through 
For your love for your love 

We’ll talk when I’m sober 
I remember what I told her 
Girl promise me this ain’t over 
You my love you my love 

This ain’t right 
That ain’t right 
I’m so busy, that’s all right
I wish I could take it anymore 

Loving we were loving 
We wanted the to be together till it’s done //

You thought I was lying 
Girl you acted like I quit trying 
Have you listened to your friends though 
They all lie they all lie 

I was like your keeper 
I was there when things got harder 
If you call me I’ll answer 
You my love you my love 

This ain’t right 
That ain’t right 
I’m so busy, that’s all right
I wish I could take it anymore 

Loving we were loving 
We wanted to be together till it’s done //


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Loving

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Every mirror lies. It reflects a face I don't recognize, sharp fragments of a me that no longer belongs to me. Cracks on the skin, emptiness in the eyes. It's not beauty that's missing — it's identity that's crumbling. This is my war against the reflection.

Produced by EileenNoise
Singer and guitar Sophie 

You can hear other works with her here;)
https://soundcloud.com/zipboy83/sets/grunge-vocals-by-sophie

[Verse]
Her mirror whispers
It cuts like glass
She sees a shadow
Her beauty won’t last
From the navel rises
A storm in her core
A flood of self-doubt
She can’t ignore

[Chorus]
She’s a masterpiece
Painted in pain
A work of art drowning in rain
Her eyes see cracks where there’s a glow
The mirror’s a liar
But she’ll never know

[Verse 2]
Each morning’s war
A battlefield stare
The mirror’s her rival
It doesn’t play fair
It twists her reflection
Bends her light
Leaves her in darkness
Hiding from sight

[Chorus]
She’s a masterpiece
Painted in pain
A work of art drowning in rain
Her eyes see cracks where there’s a glow
The mirror’s a liar
But she’ll never know

[Bridge]
The navel’s a spiral
Pulling her deep
A black hole of sorrow
Where secrets creep
She’s screaming silent
Her beauty denied
Fighting the ghost that lives inside

[Chorus]
She’s a masterpiece
Painted in pain
A work of art drowning in rain
Her eyes see cracks where there’s a glow
The mirror’s a liar
But she’ll never know

Distorted (She's a masterpiece)

Fake a Little Smile

brave

A sad yet hopeful song about holding on to love and not letting it die or fade away even in the face of intense sorrow and pain. Dedicated to all those who have loved, lost or are still holding on.

LYRICS:

It breaks me everytime we fall
Here alone waiting for your call
My beating heart still so in love yeah
You raise me everytime I fall

Wish upon a star
And please don't let it fade away
Please don't let love die today (na na na na)
please don't let it fade away
please don't let love die this way (na na na na)

Love don't fail us now
We rise
Never let me go
Never fade away
We rise
We are not alone

I won't let us fade away
We won't let love die this way (na na na na)
We won't let us fade away
We won't let love die today (na na na na)

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Production: Lyrics and music composition - DJ Joshy B (Aka Joshua Bryan); Software - Cubase 14, Fabfilter Twin 3, Synthesizer V Studio Pro 2 (Stardust Minus), Eleanor Forte,  Solaria voicebanks), U-he Diva, Ujam Subcraft, Moog Mariana, Sitala, Valhalla Supermassive, Eventide Blackhole.

Don't Fade Away


He was just looking for his salvation, and they all came, extending a hand. 
We can get you on track, nothing holding you back. Just listen to the plan. 
With options so many, he wondered, is what they’re telling me real? 
They all gave the steps to take my life back, but nobody asks how I feel.
He rejects everything this world expects.

There were times that the world was all rosy, no one can say where or when.
But sometimes it fell and it all went to hell, fighting those demons within. 
And so he avoided decisions. Anything’s fine, I don’t care. 
From the outside it sure looked like he tried, but inside the clouds were still there. 
He rejects everything this world expects.

Dreams, they say, are a window to the soul
A map to where you’ve been.
When the dreams just take off and leave a hole,
Sometimes you just fall in. 

So the lesson to learn, if there is one, is that life is complex, and it knows,
You can plan and predict, control and restrict, label and put into rows. 
But all stories are not happy endings, if yours are, rejoice it made sense.
When your story is shared, relived and compared, not all will take offense.
He rejects everything this world expects.


Expectations (For Travis)

At the beginning of the journey through the 22 stations or cards of the Major Arcana of the Tarot deck, the Fool steps off a cliff into the complete unknown. This is exactly what it feels like to be beginning this series of 22 music tracks for me.... but I'm hopeful it will be a fun and interesting journey!  

I'm very grateful to Andreas Pirner (@APi_ZZ) for providing such a beautiful and appropriate design framework for each of the covers, and for his ever helpful advice on sound quality and mixing.

0. The Fool

We all could have loved more. Right pilgrims ? ❤️💯👊🏾🫵🏾

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Ice of March

Apollo

Electronic music enthusiast producing loop and MIDI based tracks primarily in  Cubase and Logic Pro. People have described my music as emotional and  creating stories and scenes in their minds.  

I use a combination of digital audio workstations, virtual instruments (VSTs), MIDI, audio processing, live vocals, audio samples, and vocal synthesis to create my sound.  

I’ve been inspired heavily by artists from multiple genres including Hans Zimmer, Enigma, Peter Gabriel, Moby, Linkin Park, Trance DJs like Paul Van Dyk, BT, Armin Van Buuren  and Tiesto and producers like Timbaland as well as contemporary electronic, trap and pop artists.  Always enjoy collaborating with musicians and vocalists across genres.