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sometimes when i get up at 6:20 i ask myself:
«what am I living for?»

ㅤㅤㅤそれはすべて意味がありますか？

no life left.

The Upload

Jams 14

fake friends

luvme :･ﾟ･✭

never sit in silence.

https://soundcloud.com/c-o-r-p-s-e

I was told to love myself but then went and dated it.
Shipment closing I've been clouting working up my banishment.
Keep it simple, up the hatred think up on the internet.
Everything for nothing, frightened thinking it's so imminent.
All I talk about is music speaking lonely, me, me, me
Run up through the traffic, end my life while I hear a beep, beep, beep
Thinking I'm a winner but my numbers scary e, t, c
Sayin I'm all better, up my problems, someone hurt me, please
Leaking head my issues solved thru sadness
Topple over friends to get the Madness
Level up till gaining swag to Harness
Soul is raw and crunchy like a Radish
You are my own take on hell now.
I'm sad, man, cant you fukn tell now?

COFFEE (PROD. CXRPSE)

Dante's Inferno feat. Lucifer [Prod.Nicasso]

sad song i made hope u like it

fucked it up, lost someone i trusted
after all maybe im just nothing
oh, don't go
laugh it off, guess it's always something
lost it all, watch it turn to dust and
fall, don't go

lost inside my mind i won't come back
i'll sit idly by cuz u like that
waste my time i'll wait till the morning
i can't lie, wish i could control it

reach

prod @fantasiee
engineering @prodaxiom
cover: Hailey Wiegand

Wasted Time

Spotify

Lyrics:

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

i hate to think that you're the one
'cause honestly i'm so fucking done
i thought that she would care about me
i guess that i was wrong from the start

try to figure it out
what i'm missing now
was it slipping through my fingers again
was it all in my head
were the feelings i felt just fake
'cause i can't really tell anymore

Nowhere, I've been gone
tryna find that home that
the people keep on talking 'bout and

so i venture out
and try to scout for
places i can stay for ever in

i know that it's not realistic
but i don't care about the things
that seem to sting
right in my feeling
this is not the same as last time

Realistic (feat. Elijah Midjord)

love lost (prod.dewhuan)

Nobody Needs Me (feat. Cavasoul) [Prod. CapsCtrl]

Buy on iTunes

Chanel Shoes! Prod. by [ Loveonfriday ]

@amadxus
@y4ndere

every time it always ends the same
my insecurities just needed space
i thought that you would understand and wait
so why're you moving on like everything's okay?
You don't understand a thing I try and say
and when I say I'm sorry it's too fucking late
I know how you're feeling cause i feel the same
So just look at my face now
And tell me you luvme
Don't say that it's too late
Just tell me you want me
Just say that you'll still wait 
The future still haunts me
but you make it okay
I hope that you call me
addicted like cocaine
Each time that you're falling 
ill be there to catch you
and when the rains pouring 
I'll be there to wrap you
When you laugh I laugh too
When you crash I crash too
Don't care if the worlds ends
as long as i have you

Is it all in my head?
Sometimes i wish i was dead
Sometimes i cannot get out of my bed
and when you're brought up i just miss you again
You're stuck in my head
You're playing over and over
will i get any closer?
I want to forget
I wish ide never of known her
I'm forever a loner

SPOTIFY

luvme :･ﾟ･✭(amadxus yandere)

Waiting For You To Call Svar X Ouse.

i'm sorry.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5A4Hjx2RAeo

production: maknae @mkne
mixing & mastering: me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:
i fell in luv with u last year
your pretty smile and eyes, so clear
i thought that we would be forever
but we’re not together now
you made me better every time
we’d talked for hours on facetime
and every call we always said
“i love you baby and goodbye”

say goodbye
you fucking lied
you left my messages on read
when i said: “i don’t want to end”
say goodbye
i fucking miss you all the time
i hate feeling this way
but i can’t help it tonight

tonight
tonight
you left without warning
my heart on fire, burning
the pain tonight, it’s hurting
i’ll write it down, record it

after i write this verse
my mind will go blank and blur
this is the last time
you’ll be on my mind
tonight it ends
tonight it ends
tonight it ends
tonight it ends

say goodbye
you fucking lied
you left my messages on read
when i said: “i don’t want to end”
say goodbye
i fucking miss you all the time
i hate feeling this way
but i can’t help it tonight

stream <3

goodbye </3 (maknae) // video in desc.

tell me everything i tell u that i wanna hear.


i wish i tld myself im fine but no i never cld
everyone else is telling me i nvr understood 
i swear theres no one else to go to
i dont rlly kno :/
i swear its never getting better
it dont rlly sho
all the ones that i luv nvr call me back
talk for once in a while then i mess up bad
taking that taking this over things i lack
put the mic to my lips n i dont look back

but can u say that u mean it?
dnt go to sleep yet
gun on my tongue
cuz im fiending for feeling
im always gone 4 the weekend
u h8 to see it
whine abt love cuz i act like i need it

ur so far away from me again
i lost everything go back to bed

the grass is always greener on the other side.

i (prod.@darkboysanta + vendr)

space (prod.2ezzy)

Discover Snøw:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5fSVkkuijRIpxuvSqysYiP?si=sOLJYnTUT3eMYqS4Cd_COw
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_callmesnow_/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCv5FkNYxboERW_yuVsuZ_cw

Discover Poetics:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6sdgbah9YMIS5jSYdyzpBP?si=5LduJMXRTXmZ5IdE4qgABA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/prodbypoetics
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/prodbypoetics/

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=QMsf5S2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Thomas Reid & Snøw - Lucid (prod. Poetics)

prod wstd

spend a bag n i get it right back
idk myself, i dnt wanna ask
walkin in the mall im poppin price tags
fallin in the void so i wear a mask
couple hunnid on my wrist if im feelin bad
smokin weed in the mist stayin unattached 
when i walk thru the deep i dont get a scratch
lock myself in the keep jus so i can craft

wasteful extravagance 
an idol like im baphomet
oz of kush and i keep it inside the cabinet
as above so below, just imagine it
lead inside my head, make it gold
im an alchemist

(posted with the pretty birds
bet that im not missin her
livin thru an avatar
paint a world w my words)

2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1

2 become 1
creature of the nighttime bathing in the sun
i can see a bright light saying im the 1
i become 1
i become 1
i become 1

2 Become 1

SHE MAKE IT CLAP (Prod. Fantom)

prod. @out-of-luck-today n me a lil
mixed + mastered @prodvincent
feat. @ashbybby

vincent:
and i cant stop thinking bout the topic
take a cumshot ur so full of nonsense
tell ur homie he aint hopping on this
and i never said
tell ur homie
and i never said that i had a fast car
and i never said i aint have a few scars
if u a dinosaur imma go rawr
if u a telescope imma go far
if u a canteloupe imma fuck u
if u a poem imma haiku
if u a bookbag imma highschool

ashby:
i don’t gotta say, know i gotta big dick
way i walk around real sick like i don’t give a shit 
ur a pup imma dog imma pit 
walk around real sick bby eat lick my spit ugh 
get the fuck off my phone i don’t wait for text 
idc if ur a friend ur my ex or my next 
bet i’ll tell a few lies for an ego an a flex 
an i’m aiming at ur neck 
bitch

go rawr

spotify

go rawr w/ ashby [prod. outofluck] 🖕( ͡❛ ᴗ ͡❛)🖕

LIL KAWAII x WILLOW.X - UNDER MY TONGUE

@joshuasageart

Lyrics:
How could you do this to me?
You're all I wanted for me.

I'll never get back anything.
You make me forget everything.

And I don't wanna think about anything
Whatever you want, I can't get enough
I'm caught up in your spell it's misery
I'm coughing and bleeding why can't you see?

You make me wanna regret everything
Whatever you want, I can't get enough
Baby, for you, you know I'd do anything
So why you gotta put the blame on me?

Blame 「+recyclebin & krave」

Eternal Life (Prod. KAFKA)

lyrics

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know
shit made me sick
no one asked what you had thought
shut the fuck up like oh my god do you get tired ever 
no one cares i promise list me the reasons u not just a number
liar liar

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

come back gimme more
so attached and growing more
lifes so crazy i know lifes so crazy
i cant waste my time wondering why u hate me
stars look at these stars they gotta sign in em ya
i could see venus i could see mars i am too high in here ya
i am a punkstar i am an asshole
look my body covered in ink covered in black crows

purple cup like kush i could smell if its bush
do not tell me to chill i could walk myself home
im inside of my head counting my days cursing my bones
real life took me by surprise i didnt know

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste
i couldnt smell i dedicate this record to

i dedicate this record to
the lonely souls with the broken hearts
they gave away they pawned em off
u hate to see it but so do they like twenty fold
i suffocate in deep space
i couldnt smell i couldnt taste im high as hell
drowning here in this wishing well

pewpewpew (jabarionthbeat x makii)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

fruit2 / fleas (vid in desc)

Left On Read (Prod Splashgvng)
Key A Major
Bpm 150

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Left On Read

mix, mastered and produced by @scapexgoat

safety pin

Lies

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prod @dogdick
www.instagram.com/swagsohardimboutthatlife/
mixmaster @smokingstogies
www.instagram.com/smokingstogies/

Gotham City feat. Zelly Ocho (prod. Dog)

KOTA The Friend - Emotionally Dumb

[Verse 1]
Head in the soil
Brain in the clouds
Carousel eyes, I'm spinning around
And around and around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see, yeah

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Verse 2]
Stuck in the past or living for now
What is the difference
If you ain't around?
Ain't around, ain't around

[Pre-Chorus]
I had your back
You turned yours on me
I was so blind, now
It's easy to see

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep the distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

[Bridge]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend

[Chorus]
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend
Keep your distance
Losing you's a win-win
Always gotta pretend
I don't need a fake friend
Hello, hello, hello?
Pick up, pick up the phone
Think we're slipping
Ice is real thin, thin
Where the hell have you been?
I don't need a fake friend

fake friend

[prod. thislandis]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jDQJiyUrtRU

everybody hates me

running from my problems
see them always chasing 
sorry that i fucked up 
never not anxious

everybody hates me
i cant really blame them
thoughts of what it all means,
dont know how to say them

cinderella x8

when they see me on TV i fuckin know they hate it
how i came up from the bottom to be celebrated
getting recognized in public getting elevated
but inside i feel low like i aint gonna make it

i be takin mad shit
i dont wanna panic
i be getting so high 
on another planet

wish that i was thom yorke 
wish i had a talent
wish i wasnt useless
wish i wasnt Alex

cinderella x8

(at the same time)
i was on my own, never getting nothing from you
baby that sorrow, you would never know, never know

mirror says im sorry
broke soul broke body

nu davai pognali 

im not even in this room

cinderella

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

Blame 「+recyclebin & krave」

JoshuaSageArt