ig - lilashleyxo

lyrics 

im in the studio you know that im fucked up
rambling on and i cant shut up
you're cold and you're so stuck up 
girl, im just another fuck up 
everbody round me always speakin on my name
i be all alone
life is pain
never wanna ever live my life this way
the sunrays are right this way

drain the blood from my cold dead body
blacked out and i woke up in the lobby
blacked out and recording while im nodding
blacked out
blacked out-
im numb to the bone and im worthless
still tryna figure out my purpose 
still tryna figure out why im nervous 
i seem fine but only on the surface
girl come and lay on my chest
i couldnt figure out what was making me stressed
and i look like im a mess 
girl i wish u the best
girl i wish u the best 
theres a tight feeling inside of my chest
she know im not like the rest
i have contract with death

just another fuck up [p. frevel]

@ilyaxhes x @joshuasageart
prod. by @internetjoe
curated by @shameitried

bleeding thru (ft. ashes & joshuasageart)「prod. internet joe」

@joshuasageart
@qqqu1ncy
@beatsbykrave
Banner artwork: https://godenteredmybody.tumblr.com/post/655484120380719104

Cannot Escape [+qqqu1ncy x krave]

Don't Get You (prod. northeast lights + GUDA)

★_..i just wanna make friends.._★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/ilyaxhes

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/adolescence-w-ashes-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
youve come so very far
thats why you must move forward
or will you just stay here
will you remain a child forever?

hook: (scoobert)
i got unread messages
on my phone
its the only way
that i cope

with the fear
of being alone
if i cant let anyone in 
they cant hurt me now

and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

and i just cant shake it
even when the times are good
i cant shake it

cause i know that ill be vacant
on my own again all alone
cant take it 

bridge:
and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

verse: (scoob + ashes)
all i have
i hope to give
hug u tight
ill forgive

i wish that i was better
do u feel me

im ravin carnage 
drippin blood in the mosh pit 
i dont get it 
thinkin back it makes me sick 

what you say i cant move 
i see grey 
yeah i know i really fuckin lost it 
keep on talkin shit u get smacked up

bridge: (ashes)

*ashes making angel noises*

repeat hook (scoob + ashes)
i got unread messages
on my phone
its the only way
that i cope

with the fear
of being alone
if i cant let anyone in 
they cant hurt me now

and wish i could stop
i just wanna make friends
but i shake at the thought
of losing them once again

and i just cant shake it
even when the times are good
i cant shake it

cause i know that ill be vacant
on my own again all alone
cant take it

★streaming★

★adolescence★ w/ ashes. (prod. uglyzucc)

@daybat
@weikooo
Synthetic fest 28th August 2021

Never Mattered Anyway +spiral [weikoo]

w/ @pinkperc
prod me
mixed by me & perc
cover by me
sample from White Oleander

-lyrics-

benji
the world is overwhelming me
it hurts me just to tell you not to leave
cause you were my love
you were my everything
you hurt my heart so bad, yeah
baby stop in the name of your conscience
does it make you happy to watch it all come crashing down
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down
baby i still hope you're happy now

perc
i hope you're happy 
cause it's a struggle to get through every day
and i wake up in agony i wish you would have stayed
and i can't stop all the memories wish it wasn't this way
and i have to live and move on cause i'll never see your face

benji
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down

benji & perc
yeah now, yeah now, hey
yeah now, yeah now
hey, cause baby i still hope you're happy now
baby i still hope you're happy now
yeah now




















haha get it cause the song is called happy but the song is actually really sad get it haha :(

happy

spotify

happy +pinkperc

★..cause the world just seems so grey..★

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/jason22k

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/losing-sight-prod-jason22k-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]

hook:
every word
you said that day
stays in my mind
like on replay

think that
i have lost my way
cause the world
just seems so grey

thinking back to the night
but i am losing my sight
cutting my heart like knife
swear that your draining my life

i wont talk bad outta spite
feel like the ropes tied too tight
its all up to you
what will you do now

verse:
my heart is your hands
will you break it, or take it
without no remorse
will you fake it, forsake it

tired of the bullshit
tell me how you feel now
im sick of overthinking
tell me what is real now

aye

ive been losing
so much sleep
even still
i try to count the sheep

yeah

maybe if
you were next to me
i could finally
have some dreams

bridge:
but i know
you wont tell me
this is just
a cry into the void

and i feel kinda better
but i know i wont forget this

repeat hook:
every word
you said that day
stays in my mind
like on replay

think that
i have lost my way
cause the world
just seems so grey

thinking back to the night
but i am losing my sight
cutting my heart like knife
swear that your draining my life

i wont talk bad outta spite
feel like the ropes tied too tight
its all up to you
what will you do now

[p.s]
ilysm forever n always

★losing sight★ (prod. jason22k)

★it feels live forever, its never getting better★

[featuring]
https://soundcloud.com/frankiedoppler

[producer]
https://soundcloud.com/uglyzucc

[artwork]
me lol

[nitecore mix]
https://soundcloud.com/cutemfontheblock/haunt-me-w-frankie-doppler-prod-uglyzucc-nitecore-mix

[lyrics]
intro:
it's raining
you should have gone home a long time ago
but if you came after i left then we wouldn't be able to meet here to play
there was no guarantee that i would come was there

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but I swear your-

hook: (scoobert)
i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

bridge: (scoobert)
and i know your gone forever
but i swear-

verse: (frankie)
it feels like forever
it's never getting better
baby i just wish that i could hold you tight tonight

like when we first met
baby you were perfect
i knew the second that i looked into your eyes

baby just text back
i swear that i just wanna talk yeah
i swear to god
your all that i want
but everything's wrong yeah

all i need
is just hear you say my name yeah
your just like heaven
and it's driving me insane yeah

bridge: (scoobert)
every word that you said
is still fresh in my brain
but i have to move on
yeah i have to stay strong

and i know it'll be hard
but i'll be okay
i still have those memories
at the end of the day

i don't wanna call back
if you won't answer
i'm getting really tired
of all these games

and i know that you know that
but you won't text back
oh i wonder if
i'll move along

yeah i swear you haunt me
i see you in my bad dreams
and i know your gone forever
but i swear it's killing me

★haunt me★ w/ frankie doppler (prod. uglyzucc)

This is 2 At The Top on overdrive — a rapid-fire rebirth of Mookie Morning Star’s anthem. The tempo snaps harder, the drums hit sharper, and every line feels like a victory chant echoing through the chaos.

Faith meets fury in motion. It’s the soundtrack of a fighter racing through the storm, chasing purpose at full speed. The bars get quicker, the message gets louder — God made me unstoppable.

⚡ “It’s too hot — it’s 2 at the top — I’m not droppin.”
Turn the volume up. This one doesn’t wait for anyone.

2 At The Top (Remix)

Artist name Real Name: Justin Gribble
Artist Name: ATK.Stepper
Label: TMP Records

Care For Me

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

Cannot Escape [+qqqu1ncy x krave]

JoshuaSageArt