@y4ndere 
https://youtu.be/iBzyNcpJLIM?si=dtkKtAuUX1nvMFYB - AMV!!

(knew that u would break my heart)
(knew that u would break my heart)

back again
its like everytime i fall right in
swear that i cant leave you
o-our hearts as one girl i need you
all of this was just for you
why do i feel so confused
yea i dont know why i had any trust
w- w- w- when you never even cared for us
useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

(leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you)


i dont understand, why you dont see me
time and time again, feels like im bleeding
guess its supposed to always end like this
all the feelings that i had, guess its really what it is
throw me away n-now 
cant stay the same now
im scared of the future, dont want no changes
me and you till the end i cannot save it

useless, i feel worthless
so insecure im hurtin
all those nights waiting for your call
all those "i love you's" never mattered at all
leavin, im leaving you
hurt me, i feel so used
hate me, i know you do
but im crawling back to you

@afterstoryx @remedysnuts @1straycats

✰ Back 2 Uu (っ˕ -｡) AMV IN DESC (yandere)

Was it all a lie?...

Collab with @1drms tap in wit him!!

a/n Im too hooked on Shield Hero 

Lyrics:

[Drew]
Get you out my mind, get you out my headspace
Runnin’ out of time, I don’t wanna be late. You said I’ll be fine
If I said you were predictable, that would be a lie
Can’t believe that you would really go and push me to the side...

Baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

To the side, baby, open your eyes
And at least give it a try
Can you see or are you blind
Can you see or are you blind

When I see you, I don’t think about her
When I see her, it’s a mental battle
And it’s something I can’t handle at this point
Don’t think I’ll do it anymore

[drms]
yk i cannot fix it, i cant move
ik you do not regret all the shit u do
give me a couple of days gotta think this through
js keep me close to ur heart
i js need some proof

and now im layin in my bed js thinking bout u
cannot keep myself together baby what ure up to
i cant change the fact that im js tryna love you
gotta make it clear i cant fall over

Headspace w/ drms (prod.drew)

it felt like i was dreaming.. @_@ 

@domerrz 
@owtiss 
@makemeapromise
@44yy

[@domerrz]
do you mean it ,yea 
what do you see in him?
it's my season, yea
heart still bleeding, yea
give me a reason
and maybe I'll believe it...
girl i can see everything inside your eyes, your weakness yea

[@owtiss]
you!
cant see reason
why should i stick around?
think I've seen enough
to be certain of the outcome
wanted to believe
that to you I'm not just backup..

but i see u for who u rly are.

all u do is put me down..
honestly its gone way too far
all i rly wanted was someone to believe in ;|

[@domerrz]
every time you calling on the phone I gotta block the number 
telling me you really wanted me I know there is another
somethings going on I'm feeling sick i think I'm going under
don't wanna be right

[@domerrz + @owtiss]
wanted me when I know there's another 
i thought our hearts were tethered 
i feel under the weather 
don't think ill be here forever

tryna piece my heart back together
never care to see my side of the matter
whatever!

Its too bad, you're too late...

that's something u cant take back
u know that?

there's nothing you can save

i don't care if u got that
wont call back

weakness w/ owtiss (surgeon, 44y)

cainhearts + s0lemn - lifetime to heal [counter]

prod @sincever @kuzm33
feat. @1xene
master @noahsuri

www.instagram.com/1noahsuri
www.instagram.com/xene.wav

---

@noahsuri
dreh mich um seh dich nicht mehr
du bist einfach umgekehrt
warum bin ich dir nichts wert
wenn ich koennt ich wuerd mich teilen in zwei
ich wuerd durchs feuer gehen um immer bei dir zu sein
ich steig den berg hinauf
danach fuehl ich mich erschoepft
doch ich raff mich auf, das potential wird geschoepft
wer brauch schon sich selbst, ich nicht
hab das gefuehl ich komme nicht mehr klar ohne dich
ohne dich

@1xene 
Oh, what I wanted to say
When you left this town
Is that you're all that I need
Now you're not around
And the silence, when closing my eyelids
I'm afraid of it now
I'm afraid of it now

I'm tired, I keep to myself
I'm tired, I'm letting it go
I tried to reason with hell
And now I'm losing control
And baby I can't forget
You carved your name in my chest
But you turned on me your back
You were all that I had, I had

ohne dich ft. xene (333since kuzm33)

prod @bloodcryy + @spaceboyry
mixed by @bloodcryy
..

*Reloaded** {bloodcryY + spaceboyry}

Special thanks: 
- Instrumental by @rewind214 & @pico-13910899
- Mastering by @soreu_u

A thousand things I can’t convey
There’s so much on mind to say
Won’t you wait... won’t you stay...
Won’t you stay?

The silence I know more each day
Your voice lingers on when I pray
Wide awake, how I lay,
You’re the one,
I crave

Time flew past,
And the tides started turning
Living life fast,
But at night I’m yearning,
Yearning to see you again,
I’m hurting
Knowing I can’t be right there,
I’m certain

I know you’ve moved on
I’m in a city that I hate,
It feels too wrong
Living life estranged for way too long
Yeah I’ve got no place where I belong, no

I want you by my side,
You in my life
For you, I would die
Baby, that’s no lie


a thousand things i cant convey (rewind + pico)

prod @ssj5-junk @shikaiii
sfx @ssj5-junk

tried 2Hard i Would stay 4U  ,, l;
& u Never even Loved me back . .: :{{{
Kept it inside Like u Want me2 , ,__
how tf Do u Move like tht .. )???(

u Act like u Cannot Rememberr , ||\ \\.
I swear Imma #dieByDecember . ... _
coldBlooded ,, stillRunnin .._-- Dont want it -++
I Figure Im not Wat u Wanted . .,,_-

toe Tag myself ,, but U dont care : _ [[[ 
Even wen Im dead &Gone I'll b Right there - 
its Soo bad - - I want uU . . its not Fair ; L 
Ima kms on ig , ,  Hype me : pp

ask If Im finna Die ,.-- Bitch Likelyyy :P  
ima Cut myself , w/ uU right Beside Me .___
4give who I am ) My Brain isnt There ..
Im sry im filled wit Dread&Despair . _ _ l

backDown 4got Wat is Real . , ,
took a Xan 4got how2Feel , ,, :
xanaxAdderall : whole Meal )) 
badHabits , ,, gotta Hit dis dopeDeal :P 

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die by december [ssj5 + !yukik0]

Based on the ending of RE2, enjoy.

You weren’t there when I woke up
I thought you were gone
You’re so beautiful, and you’re not giving up
I was in a cubicle, now everything’s going wrong
It’s unusual, yea one right can’t right two wrongs

Take a leap of faith I know it’s scary
I know you don’t wanna seem unordinary
I can’t scream feels like nobody HEARS me
The feelings that we shared I thought I seen it clearly
Trynna save you girl, feels like my head is in a guillotine 
Like did you use me? I Thought that we feel the same
Tried to talk it out, Then you pulled your gun on me
I can’t let you go, your kiss still heals me

(Second chorus says: even after all this pain, your kiss still heals me.)

this is such a mess now
I know that you’re stressed out
I just wanna help out
You should know I mean the best now.
Now I’m on the come down.
You can’t be with me?

I feel so guilty
Not seeing your face, it kills me
I know that you wanna let yourself fall down
But in the end I had to go and turn around

We coulda been something in a past life
I just feel so used like a cracked pipe
Ima do it all for you till I flat line
Girl stay alive

flatline. [xtasane]

Join me and the start of my journey of overcoming the Matrix

Matrix

Again And Again

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

flatline. [xtasane]

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