prod @lilac

lyrics:

in the fog i can’t see where i’m going
i’ll follow you baby even if it’s pouring
told em “catch up” we flew off in foreigns
a lucky life but i think that it’s boring
i don’t need money when i’m rotting in my bed
i burnt all my bridges just to get a little rest
wake up everyday just to go right back to bed
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?
everyday i do nothing 
so i go back to sleep to end the suffering 
frozen in time my bodys frosted
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?

guided by the blind
broken clocks won’t tell the time
out of sight it’s out of mind
all the times you crossed the line

love me love me
i know this is wonderland but things are getting ugly
bloody bloody
this is do or die baby i hope you can trust me
trust me i wanna get off it
severed arms i can’t stop it
sit in my room and watch the clock tick
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?
walking on stilts as we blossom
why did you make me your monster?
rotting heart in a coffin
can’t you tell i’m exhausted?

exhausted (lilac)

prod by @nxietymeds
if they dont understand you now, they will later.

free me from all of this damn pain
I wish i could take it all away
lately I been tryna get away
lately I been tryna fade away
yea they never cared anyway
you left me cold and thats a damn shame
on the e-way switchin lanes
all that talk and they never stayed
(naval)
["To some extent, self-esteem is a reputation you have with yourself"]
["So, if you're struggling with yourself, the outside world becomes an insurmountable challenge"]

yea bridges burn and I can see the smoke clear
yea lesson learned I can take it all from here
thats why they say its lonely at the top
cus its so damn crowded at the bottom
I dont wana talk about it now
I just wana move on with my life now
I'm too busy tryna figure out
figure out how, wishing you would turn it all around

Fade Away [nxietymeds]

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

medusa w blxty prod cranes pop

They not fucking with me

They not they not they not

I just move so differently
I can tell u missing me
Yea this za pack hitting me
Getting that bag efficiently
Ion even know his name but he dissing me
Think u one of the gang are u kidding me
Watch u turn to a lame that shit killing me
I tried my hardest but its not healing me
Leave me like a carcass when i needed u
Ima flex the hardest im not seeing u

Baby what u need i can go get that
Yea im stepping out steel strapped on my six pack
I just wanna see u smile girl i miss that
Yea just pull up for a while we can kick back

Bro just hit me said pull up
Im not worried bout ya bitch she a dub
Got done so cold i cant show no love
On my third J im so fucking stuck
MVP i made a triple dub
Yo new dude a lame falling for a scrub
They gon hate regardless cant give a fuck
Pull up to the show lets go turn it up

I just move so differently
I can tell u missing me
Yea this za pack hitting me
Getting that bag efficiently
Ion even know his name but he dissing me
Think u one of the gang are u kidding me
Watch u turn to a lame that shit killing me
I tried my hardest but its not healing me
Leave me like a carcass when i needed u
Ima flex the hardest im not seeing u

Kickback (sochi + lati)

miss ur txts 
i miss ur calls 
i did everything you wanted 
tell me how did things go wrong 
every day i wanna vomit 
this shit feels just like withdrawals 
if u need me kno i got it 
i will catch you as you fall

only saw your bad side 
treat me like a bad guy 
black skies 
nails painted with the cat eye 
dying slow like half time 
photos of her on my bedside 
said goodbye i didnt know itd be the last time

my heart is really broken 
i can feel it in my chest 
pictures of you in my room 
n silver hair inside my bed
tell me what im supposed to do 
i just cnt get u out my head 
i shut my eyes and i see you 
and hear the rain against the glass

im popping pills just to relax 
looks they kill , made me relapse 
dnt kno  how i can be whole again 
u made me feel the best 
theres no way i can feel home again 
my grass is growing dead 
and every tear i fight to hold it in 
i end where you begin

last time prod me

@joshuasageart

Lyrics:
She calling my phone
I pick it up
Margielas all on my toes
I know that I am enough
Oh yeah, you're letting me know
I feel so hype and so out of control, controller
Bae I pick it up back, back, back
Girl I need you so bad
Girl you pull me in, and pull me right back
And she call me right back

Doing all this crazy shit I hope you notice
Baby you're the only one I got in focus
Baby you took my heart, and stole it
When I look into your pretty eyes you noticed
We keep on running and running in circles
Baby let our love unfurl
I don't wanna make you feel hurtful
When I touched your hand it was like uh uh
Swear there's fireworks every time I saw ya
I know that you're fragile like some paws, awh
Shawty yea you look just like a doll yeah
Baby you're safe in my arms yeah

Doing all this crazy shit I hope you notice
Baby you're the only one I got in focus
Baby you took my heart, and stole it
When I look into your pretty eyes you noticed
We keep on running and running in circles
Baby let our love unfurl
I don't wanna make you feel hurtful
When I touched your hand it was like uh uh

She calling my phone
I pick it up
Margielas all on my toes
I know that I am enough
Oh yeah, you're letting me know
I feel so hype and so out of control
Controller
Bae I pick it up back, back, back
Girl I need you so bad
Girl you pull me in, and pull me right back
And she call me right back

Pick it Up [@blueyeswh1tedragon @333since]

19th vibes mate, prolly some off key shit in here i also dont care

sorry for lack of uploads but this my life

2:04 esprr
5:21 zangel
13:00 zangel
14:10 vinso
18:06 starboyrob
25:11 zangel
26:18 ppayn33 tahu

🎂✂️

@1akura @rewind214

its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign
its been long enough all the tears dried
I started moving on I stopped asking why 
cuz every time I try to trust you all you do is lie
you wont let me in your heart i should just take the sign

Im way too wishful
I just keep on getting hurt it adds the insult
and it just keeps on getting worse Im so forgetful
I dont wanna think bout her I get remissful
I keep tripping myself over Im falling down and down
you kept giving me cold shoulder and now youre not around
and even though that we dont talk I just hope youre happy now
cuz what I want for both of us is to be just safe and sound

wishful (akura + rewind)

https://www.instagram.com/meowmist.mp3/ mój instagram🤞 btw szykuje mega mocne rzeczy

Meowmist.mp3 - Miłość

our intervals #bp

Instrumental by @shatter3d and @jichuuu

Decided to upload something a little different, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:
'cause I've been breaking my heart
And now I'm back at the start
I don't wanna try again
I don't wanna fall in love
And I've been losing myself to the stress
I cannot progress
And the hole that you left
It just wont mend

Used to depend
On the fake love
And the texts you'd send
I'm still hurting, I've been losing my focus
I feel hopeless
And I've been dying slowly, but you ain't even notice

Think you should quit your hello's
It's a waste of time
You're no longer the apple of my eye
I no longer wait for your replies
I was bound to you, but looking back I was just blind

Thinking 'bout the past, 'cause I'm stuck in it
I got off really bad, never wanted this
You were everything I had, now I got nothing
And I don't wanna try again
I don't want none of this

back at the start (shatter3d + jichu)

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

Pick it Up [@blueyeswh1tedragon @333since]

JoshuaSageArt