produced by my boy: dercept

lyrics:

(when life gives u lemons yea just make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face)

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah 

get out my way
im in a bad mood
whats new? 
fuck this
walk away if I have to
I fuckin miss school
hide away in the bathroom 
like this, fuck you
just a girl with tattoos

and like I told u yea I always keep it movin,
and I love to hear u talk girl yea ur voice is kinda soothin ♡
if he want smoke baby
yea u know I keep a toothpick
on my waistband like some gucci
cut his tongue out cus im ruthless
if u need anything hit me 
yeah u know right where my room is 
I dont fuck around w fake friends
cut em off like Freddy Krueger
fuck your ex boyfriend 
if I see him, leave him toothless
show him he cant train the dragon
then tail whip right on my scooter yea 

when life gives u lemons yea u make some lemonade 
im still hurting everyday but im still smiling thru the pain
and I keep my circle small got zero time for the fakes 
if u coming at my friends then get the fuck out my face

and ur not even mine but still the one i serenade,
I been way too fuckin blurry I got hit by novocaine 
cherry red on my shirt I took a shot right to the face
but I always keep it moving so jus get out of my way yeah

novocaine (dercept)

@hammy
@prod5head
@freveltrothy

https://open.spotify.com/track/5BkW5V0RWNHTXQlNzBfMQu?si=38b4139a445f4660

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

yeah i’m moving on 
i’m finding my way out
they always talking down 
my head up in the clouds 
no i can’t feel a thing 
im fucking withering
i was flying outta hell 
till you cut my wings 

i keep falling down 
i get back up 
said you hate me 
i couldn’t give a fuck 
i’m counting cash bitch
i can’t get enough 
in a fast life 
they not catching us 

wasting all this time 
wonder where it goes 
watching years fly by 
and i’m still alone 
gotta a voice in my head 
we don’t get along
know i’m too fucked up 
too far gone 

trapped in the cold 
froze my soul 
broken down 
i’m 6 below 
in too deep
hanging by a thread
walking on a thin line
dancing on the edge 

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

stray

10.07.2021

pre-save

stray (prod. frevel & 5head)

i love u pt2 (ily again).wav

that's the only way i'm getting what i want to me 

only one [prod. geo]

check out the bros::
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/yungaxstn
lyrics 

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

snow on her dress watch us fade yea,
snow on her chest heart break yea,
she told me we should take break yea,
im lookin at my phone
dumb, stressed out, and i feel all alone,
don’t
try to use yo dome,
if i break out i jus hope i go home,
stressed out in the back so im sippin on crone.

lil skele:
I took a lil too much 
I be moving slow shawty I ain’t in a rush 
yeah black out in the backseat
I’m a lil too fucked if u ask me 
yeah
it’s like bury me in Louis v 
I been hella faded my eyes getting hazy 
Ion love that bitch she crazy 
ion ever leave the house chill by my lonely 
i fw anybody don’t pick my phone up when it’s ringing 
bumping dg and I got wrist on icy 
feel like guitarboi sipping on peace tea
I been steady stacking bands I got the money

yung axstn:
The nicotine helps me get over 
I’m not your friend you’re never sober 
my girl yeah she wants me over 
i feel the same just wish you were closer
now if you don’t mind I’ll be back in a bit
Cause the shit in my head it makes me wanna quit
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there 
and I know that you want me right there
and I’m sorry that I can’t be there
you miss me all the time I just wish I was right there

kais:
i, saw u in the back an
i, did a little to much then
its gettin harder to sleep now, really wishing that i could be real now x2

it's getting harder to sleep now (w/lil skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

SPOTIFY

it's getting harder to sleep now. (w/skele & yung axstn) [prod.nejdos]

nejdos: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCD05UM9ao2K6-EyZVzxDwrQ
w/ @alliknowispain & @quinsea
by @joshuasageart
https://www.instagram.com/joshuasageart/

Spotify

Skip Class (w/ lil thuey & quinsea) [+nejdos]

prod. soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

recount it back from the start
don't know what tore us apart
could be the way that you hold my heart so tight

you walked me back to my car
i wasn't scared of the dark
but you were saying it's alright you don't mind

was i just nothing to you
what else was there i could do to get through this now
when we've both been bruised
& i don't care if they knew
i'd scream it out from the roof
if you felt this too
yeah you felt this too
know you felt this

you're always far from me
so why'd you fall for me
you make it all just feel so incomplete

you make it hard to leave
i'm always down on my knees
can barely tell how to speak cause your kiss so sweet

i'd do anything
just keep it all the same
i spilled my guts onto the floor 
i made a mess of it
 
i'd do anything
don't want our love to change
i spilled my guts onto the floor won't get this surface clean

every time i see you now i'm losing my balance
the pressure always peaking till i blow up i had it
i'll pull my sleeves down on my arms so it'll cover the damage
you drink away the shit you bottle but i know that you felt this too

Damage (prod. yesterday)

featuring kais
prod. 16preme

Lyrics:

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Am I in love? I can't remember. 
I hope we get together this December...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Reaching out to you is hurting
my insides are turning
flick the ash off this wood that keeps burning
am I in love
my head is running circles
am i enough?
I cant keep dodging hurdles

Late night talks, staring at the stars,
can we talk this out, shit been too hard.
and i'm not too far, from your broken heart,
when i saw those scars going down your arm.

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Na Na Na Na Na x4

na na na na na,
tell me what you want, yah,
am i in love, now? Never woulda thought,
wow...

Can we start over? (ft. kais)

delusional [prod. outby16 x grxgvr]

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

if i could read the signs
i’d see it coming
as i recall it seems that 
i’ve been here before
can’t contain it
thoughts are crawling 
out the dome
somethings calling
is that you, mother 
come back home

there’s a million ways to tell me how you feel
tip toe all around 
the question that count
to clarify guilt 
keep callin’ rain fallin’ 
cold sheets that keep from thawing’
she stallin’ card drawin’
no luck but i’m still ballin’

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

mission: alright (prod. odece x v5 x northeast lights)

lyrics:
(sewerperson)
rainfall i can see your silhouette 
i confess 
i gave up before my final breath 
no love
(hellerson)
rainfall i can see your silhouette
I expect another fight cause that's just how we are i guess
I expect another night of fuckin broken promises
I expect another life who would have thought I would've missed
your lips, your kiss
swear this song isn't a diss 
im just confused about the things we do
we'll just call it bliss 
(sewerperson)
siren calls
lately i can hear these walls
chest filled up with ice cubes
but i really think i might like you
i don't know
living life in my own world all alone
you the only thing that make it feel like its home
i feel at ease when u hold me tight
baby feel the breeze on this summer night
warm memories for these lonely times
cold extremities i sense a poltergeist
rain fall
i can see your silhouette
i confess
i gave up before i took my final breathe
no love
in this hole inside my chest
i digress
i still run her thru my mind before i finally get my rest

sewerperson x hellerson - rainfall (prod. Griesgrammar)

The Eyes (Music Video) https://youtu.be/7mY5uRnB_DU?si=zXH_ZB7SYXUbgpW7
✧ let’s make it out of the darkness together ✧
✧ follow the path ✧
✧ i’ve been through this before ✧
✧ do not fear ✧
✧ do not be discouraged ✧
✧ critical hit ✧

Skip Class (w/ lil thuey & quinsea) [+nejdos]

JoshuaSageArt