Josif - no tengo tiempo

beat prod by kimbo // lyrics r below: 👇 
(open verse) bpm 156 key gmin

@shiragoated: 
sorry i can’t take ur advice 
didn’t tell u it was wrong 
so now u thinkin it’s right
they told me not to do it
so i’m doin it twice
b careful how u movin
if u flitch, den u die

i could never trust a hoe, it’s just not in me
nd all these niggas rlly hoes, nd filled wit envy
if u feel sum typa way den come n end me
acted like i loved u, nd i should’ve won an emmy
#goated

sorry i can’t take ur advice 
didn’t tell u it was wrong,
so now u thinkin it’s right
they told me not to do it
so im doin it twice
b careful how u movin
if u flitch, den u die

hold that L… u should’ve took it nd stride
youn even gotta tell me, i can tell that 
u don’t care ab life
do u wanna die over ur pride?
could’ve sworn i saw a demon
ian look, it was at the corner of my eye
it’s ok, u gettin wrapped in ur lies
ik u goin crazy, i’ve been wrapped in ur mind
i’ve been takin my time, time to myself 
youn gotta tell me that i’m goin to hell
youn gotta tell me what’s gon ruin my health 
how u gon tell me that i’m wrong for the way that i felt?
plenty times yea, i should’ve jus left
ian ask for ur help, i can do it myself, ahh

released april 6, 2023

envy

envy (free verse)

p.(mamoru)

i got these messy feelings again 
and i don’t know where to go
i just wanna go home
but i don’t know where
another lost and found like no one cares 
cause i’m way too fucked up for you baby girl
you should know 
you should know 
you should know
but i bet you don’t 
cause i think too much
cause i drink too much
and i doubt myself way way too much 
if i can’t, then i won’t 
i just wanna go home
do i love myself? no
give no fuck bout it all
but when i see your face again
it brings hope in me again
i just wanna be your friend 
i don’t want these things to end

lost and found

prod. drma, nihil2free, and 80root

they say the grass ain’t greener on the other side
but the grass over here done already died 
u thnk im slow, why u constantly tellin me lies ?
u thnk ian kno? u a hoe need a better disguise 
u like fuck niggas, go nd pick a better guy
wtf is up witchu, go nd get a better life
or u can wait in line, wait til its ur time
she ride me like a scooter youd thnk i work for lime

yuh nd i tried to fit in, yuh i like being different 
i thought i gave u all my time, wassup wit this distance 
her hat nd jeans b fitted, im the one ur missin
i could hit ur mrs but ian even dissin

yuh nd i tried to fit in, yuh i like being different 
i thought i gave u all my time, wassup wit this distance 
why u always trippin? im on a money mission 
i could hit ur mrs but ian even dissin

ian gotta make a diss, u still gon hear me
nd i promise there’s no one whose puttin fear in me
u said ur boys got sum guns? my boys got sum first degrees
im jus tryna have sum fun, these btches b so thirsty 

they say the grass ain’t greener on the other side
but the grass over here done already died 
u thnk im slow, why u constantly tellin me lies ?
u thnk ian kno? u a hoe need a better disguise 
(need a better disguise, pick better guys)
whoa uh huh whoa oh whoa uh huh uh uh

they say the grass ain’t greener on the other side
but the grass over here already done died 
i got voices in my head, sayin i should unalive..
myself… im in hell

yea my heart got broke too many times
i cant even sleep at nite, sleep at nite (i cant sleep)
yea u told me dat u love me, why u lie? (lie to me)
i no longer have any tears left to cry (cry for me)
would u rlly love me if i fuckin died?
why dont u rlly love me, never told me why? (tell me now)
yea my heart got broke too many times
i cant even sleep at nite, im not alright