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gloves

production, mixing and backing vocals by @blackwinterwells

come pick me up i'll pay for gas
there's nowhere that i want to be
and you'll drive fast and i won't ask
to pick the music or the street
and we can talk about whatever and pretend that we won't tell
even pretending to ourselves

u think it's easy where it's darker 
and i like to feel my heart
speed up with my eyes shut
and feel we're doing something we should not
so for a time i spend my life just trying to find out when to stop
just trying to guess when we'll get caught

this place is suffocating
i'll still be here in five years
like i promise i won't through the wind in your ears
but nothing feels as urgent
and these nights are still important
and there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

every time i feel alive it will feel just like this
i'll get the things u did 
forget the boy i kissed
by the hangar and you'll both be strangers to me

tonight it matters how i'm not a person who u want to see
cause i like to talk about the hospital and go when i don't need it
just to show the world i feel it
i only ever did it once
and it was selfish it was dumb
but i can't bring myself to

hate me for wanting a break
i'll still be here in five years
where i made every mistake
sixteen trying to disappear
for one week and a half
you know it's all an act
cause there's still a lot i haven't put into words yet

hangar

hangar (blackwinterwells)

prod notamachine, joe leytrick on guitar 🎸🎸
vocals & micro edits by button


lyrics:

fuck,
think i’m noticing something’s..
wrong..

does it even matter what i say anymore?
(it doesn’t even matter what i say anymore)

fuck!
think i’m noticing something’s up
(i’m done)
ya i know that i fucked up
yaAaAaAaAa

does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window in the heat of the argument
is it really okay, does it justify what i’ve done?
i threw you out the window because i just felt like it 

don’t complain to me when it’s plain to see you’re getting caught up, baby

i know it’s wrong

WRATH (produced by notamachine + joe leytrick)

don’t care if i hurt you by this time
the way you talked looked like it was such a crime
obsessed with the way you said you’re mine
oh oh oh, i don’t wanna know

how her heart felt when it’s closer then mine
couldn’t have bothered once more then just twice
seems like a lot of effort on your side
oh oh oh, i don’t wanna know

it’s stuck in my head
no i can’t let go
it’s stuck in my head
but i don’t wanna know

felt like i was grabbing for you eyes
treated that shit like it was some type of prize
wish i could take back all the times i cried
over you, i wish i knew

made it feel better when it was such a rarity and i fell for it cause i thought i was clear to see
how many mistakes will i get thrown at me
until i learn, but i don’t wanna know

it’s stuck in my head

it’s stuck in my head
no i can’t let go
it’s stuck in my head
but i don’t wanna know
X2

in my head ( kimj )

(Around, around, around...)

---
She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

She's not around no more (no more)
I heard that she's got a new man she adores, but
He doesn't treat her right
I wish I could've done more, but
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, yeah
They walked right by, didn't tell you why

You can count the days all on your fingers
But it don't make a difference
The world still spins around, around, around
You can tell yourself that you don't miss her
But when your heart is blistered
The world still spins around, around, around

And it's all your fault
And it's all your fault

The world still spins around, around, around
The world still spins around, around, around
---

blisters

stream

all @dylazy except for some art help from @reksi420 :3

Can you just swim in water
If you can't swim I'll hold you
but if you don't go to the deep end
I'll never grow up

My madrigal
you're fucking tired of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Hearing 8 different opinions is confusing to me
and I'm supposed to pick up the guns and make them see what I want to
It's hard
and it's a journey that honestly feels like
its way too far from me

never go run it back
feel the ice on my back
cause i want u to be here
right in my arms
right in my arms
right in my

you say you want me that's a lie though
im always calling what a psycho
I wanna feel wanted
but ig im not ur favourite sidekick

Tell me when the time is
Clock goes tick tock
but not for my shit

You're never free
is it that I make to many jokes about the fact that I'm into pee..

(and im not feeling focused)
ADH generation obsessed with sex and accusations

My madrigal
you're fucking tried of me again
My madrigal
I hope you want me by the end

Madrigal

Make Me Cry

Partywithyourfriends

software gore 1of3

written + performed by 8485
production + ambient sound design by @baojiaxiang [包家巷]
production by @glasear
mixed & mastered by @blackwinterwells
photography by oliver leone w/ editing by blackwinterwells + 8485

goreblog [feat. bod [包家巷] + Glasear]

streaming elroy.70angels.com/crybaby

produced by elroy, chris marek, scro, rj pasin, jacob geoffrey & ty lorenzo

Crybaby

[software gore:3of3]
in the drawer
☻
words by 8485 + Murrumur + @blackwinterwells
performed by 8485 + Murrumur + blackwinterwells
produced by Murrumur + blackwinterwells
mixed + mastered by blackwinterwells

Photo by Phillip Ly

Learn more at personalprotocol.net

ANTHROPOL [+Murrumur +blackwinterwells]

Live Wires

Super gassed to have my second vinyl release out for N4 Records. A huge thanks to Pete Cannon for trusting in my music and so happy to share these with you all. 

Vinyl / Digital here

N4028 - Fluid Haunts - Feed My Soul

GLIDE UP THROUGH THE CEILING
BREAK OUT OF THE BUILDINGS
FLOWERS BLOOMING IN THE SPRING 
OH WE'RE BLOOMING

7 YEARS OF ISOLATION
ALL THAT TIME WITH CONTEMPLATION 
FACTS I'M SIGNING A NEW PLACEMENT
I'LL MAKE HER DEAL WITH THE DEVIL

glide

go stream it

peroxide

GO LISTEN TO @tailtiu THEY R AMAZING AND THE BEST

lyrics
(oak)
heed me that
like youd never go back
b-sat
keep it up like a trifold
screenshare that
like youd never go back
b-sat
hold it up when im high low
x2

everybody's alright, back, oh
everybody's all right back to you
x4

do i talk back
loud enough?
i dont know
whats enough
and i think i
have had enough
of the things i
thought i loved
x2

(tailtiu)
so loud
feel like fake ears on my head so loud
put my face on cus i dont like crowds
feel like falling i can only look down
if u dont talk back then get the fuck out
out out
my head so loud
put my face on cus i dont like crowds
feel like falling i can only look down
if u dont talk back

dont text me all your words so loud
put my face on cus i dont like crowds
dont text me all the same words again
or ill forget our story take it out of my head

but its not my fault told u so many times
it doesnt take away from it not being right
dont wanna have this conversation again
but i hope that one day i can call you a friend

(oak)
heed me that
like youd never go back
b-sat
keep it up like a trifold
screenshare that
like youd never go back
b-sat
hold it up when im high low
x2

everybody's alright, back, oh
everybody's all right back to you
x4

do i talk back
loud enough?
i dont know
whats enough
and i think i
have had enough
of the things i
thought i loved

in my head ( kimj )

joss lockwood

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