[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest and into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Verse 1]
and i still try and keep my head up while falling down
and i try (to)  keep my own steady self dignity
and i manage to keep my calm through out  the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head again
holes burn through my chest into my heart
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories flooding again

[Bridge]
and i manage to keep my calm through the storm
and all i want again is just to be with my friends

[Chorus]
Nightmares filled my head when will it end?
holes burn through my heart and into my soul
I try and try and it never worked out
thoughts and memories never to be said again

Nightmare Again

https://soundcloud.com/anotherfakecel

idk what to do with my life
im sure ill die before i turn 29
i waste i waste 
all of my time
i just i just
 wanna stay online

cuz i dont see the point in going outside
id rather die than get a 9 to 5 
i remember it like it was yesterday
and im still in so much fucking pain
fucked over from my highschool days
stuck like this dont think ill change my ways

(deo mar)
every day I get more and more insane
I'm in my bed and I'm slowly decaying
always thinking of shooting my own brains
cause that's the only way to end the pain

I don't wanna go out 
I just wanna zone out
playing with my online friends 
but they all went out
yeah they're all gone now
I'm all alone now
I'm all alone now



never going outside again (ft. deo mar)

Wish U Were Here

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Cover

Lyrics:

I won't change, I won't change at all
I fucking hate my voice, that's why I hate calls
My life sucks, I feel bad, And I'm barely a man
So I make shitty songs, shit music with fake drums

Woooohoooo I am so fucked up
Woooohoooo I'm tired of trying
Woooohoooo Nothings new, nothings fine
Woooohoooo Fuck my fucking fakecel life

No games, no life, No music I die
Too much to see, I was born with no eyes
I'm not a weird guy, I used to have dreams
I have no mouth and I must scream

Woooohoooo I am so fucked up
Woooohoooo I'm tired of trying
Woooohoooo Nothings new, nothings fine
Woooohoooo Fuck my fucking fakecel life

faekcelcore (mgchi cover)

the v-card that i never lost

Nothing in my brain but you and MDA
i took too much to think too much i feel insane

As the chem floods my mind
I feel your love one more time
I drift off and I die
I Wont tell anyone why

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision


if you were in my room id have to be on shrooms
What happened to my youth
i died of substance abuse

As poison floods my mind
I feel your love one last time
my life will end overnight
forgetton by sunlight

ive got my issues
I fucking miss you
your absence left bad trips with bloody tissues

theyre bad decisions 
im losing vision

left to cope with dope and indecision

dopehead

i wish i could relate
There’s nothing you can say
So just go away

theres something in my brain
if you come close well youll get pushed away

verse 1
you seemed pretty nice to me
which made it hard to end things prematurely
it ended before it began
couldn't make you understand 
cant trust anyone again

(chorus 1)
i pushed you away
i pushed you away

verse 2

the fault would be solely mine
when youd leave and i die a second time
id rather be the one to leave
then watch you find out all the things wrong with me

(chorus 2)
so i pushed you away
so i pushed you away

outro
i guess ill just die alone
chasing someone i wont ever know
you tend to live in pain
when you push everyone away

ipushedyouaway

It's a hostile takeover
She's gonna lose her lover
It's a hostile takeover
Kill that bitch, she's so shit, my life is forever

Go down to the black market
Obtain my fucking skull
I don't know why you're laughing
Your life is modern hell
I think it's really funny
Watching you cough up blood
You want to go down the street
You're all out of her love

I want to end your life
You're such a thorn in my side
I see the heat from your breath
I just want to beat you to death

It's a hostile takeover
She's gonna lose her lover
It's a hostile takeover
Kill that bitch, she's so shit, my life is forever

Richard Stanley's HARDWARE

Collab song between @retardead69 and @killjogger.
He did the majority of the work and his musics way better then mine, lol.

Dead: https://soundcloud.com/retardead69
Buy his Album on CD: https://www.6monthsmedia.com/product/retardead

12 Gauge Suicide ft. retardead

incel slop music

no spotify bc im broke ):

the v-card that i never lost

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