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Snake's Valley

„Time doesn’t run — it just stands in the rain.“

Background: soft container crackle, steady rain on metal

"I am Cell B. Not an artist name. Not a metaphor. Just reality."

I live on a trailer site, deep in decay. Among rusted staircases, watering cans, and people who say they’re sick when they’re just tired. I’m sick. Really sick. I have B-cell lymphoma. And still — or maybe because of that — I’m here. Fully present. With Murschel, my cat. Coffee. Cigarette. And the rain, which hasn’t stopped for four days.

This isn’t a book about hope. It’s not a cancer guide. Not an emotional appeal. It’s a spoken memoir of reality, with music you can read to. 25 chapters. No storyline arc. No happy ending. But every line is lived.

Decay speaks to me. And I speak back. I found home in things no one wants to keep. And time doesn’t run — it just stands in the rain.

Schwellenwind. It begins now.

New episode every Sunday. You coming with me?

This is the full book — each chapter paired with one track of music. No publisher, just eyes and ears. No money, just time and sound.

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Intro-Folge: Schwellenwind – Kapitel 0

Hintergrund: leichtes Containerknistern, Dauerregen auf Metall

"Ich bin Zelle B. Kein Künstlername. Keine Metapher. Einfach nur die Realität.

Ich lebe auf einem Bauwagenplatz, mitten im Verfall. Zwischen rostigen Treppen, Gießkannen und Leuten, die krank sagen, wenn sie müde sind. Ich bin krank. Wirklich krank. Ich hab B-Zell-Lymphom. Und trotzdem – oder gerade deshalb – bin ich hier. Voll da. Mit Murschel, meinem Kater, Kaffee, Zigarette, und dem Regen, der seit vier Tagen nicht aufgehört hat.

Das hier ist kein Buch über Hoffnung. Kein Tumor-Ratgeber. Kein emotionaler Appell. Es ist ein Hörbuch über Wirklichkeit, mit Musik zum Lesen. 25 Kapitel. Kein Spannungsbogen. Kein Happy End. Aber jede Zeile ist gelebt.

Der Verfall spricht mit mir. Und ich mit ihm. Ich habe Heimat gefunden in Dingen, die keiner behalten will. Und die Zeit läuft nicht davon – sie steht einfach nur im Regen.

Schwellenwind. Jetzt beginnt’s."

Neue Folge jeweils Sonntags. Willst du mitkommen? Hier kommen Auszüge aus dem kompletten Buch mit allen Kapiteln und jeweils ein Track mit Musik dazu.
Kein Verlag nur Augen und Ohren - kein Geld nur Zeit und Ton.
Ich freue mich. Mein Geist freut sich über die Entkoppelung von Leistung und Geld und containert lieber. 
Fortsetzung folgt am nächsten Sonntag.

Kai-Uwe

kolkhorst 2025

Schwellenwind

[Intro]
Just two friends in an old car ride
Hearts wide open, nowhere to hide
The heater’s broke, but we don’t mind
We’ve got girl problems and time

[Verse 1]
Me and Bill were tight since ninth grade gym
Talkin’ 'bout love on a teenage whim
The old car rattled like a coffee can
But it rolled uphill like a stubborn man

We found a spot where the stars stood still
Engine off, just parked on a hill
Cold air wrapped us like a woolen sheet
While we fixed the world from a bench seat

[Chorus]

Hi there fellas, said the man in blue
We jumped like kids with nothin' to do
No beer, no smokes, just talkin’ it through
He laughed, said, “I’ve been young like you”
Foggy windows and frozen toes
Just spillin’ secrets the heart only knows
“Hi there fellas,” now it makes us grin
Two boys talkin’ 'bout love again

[Verse 2]
Bill’s girl left him a note on his shoe
Mine just said, “I need someone new”
So we played like shrinks with a dashboard light
Two hopeless romantics on a Saturday night

Didn’t need a party, didn’t need a plan
Just a bench seat, and a brother in man
Sometimes the best nights have no design
Just you, the stars, and a friend who’s kind

[Chorus]
"Hi there fellas," said the man in blue
We smiled through the fog, didn’t know what to do
No crime, no fuss, just payin’ our dues
He said, “Keep talkin’—it’ll get you through”
Cold air outside, but hearts were warm
Two teen philosophers ridin’ the storm
“Hi there fellas,” still rings like a bell
That night we had nothin’ to sell

[Bridge]
Now Bill’s in Denver, I’m in L.A.
We text now and then when life goes astray
But when I’m feelin’ lost or need a grin
I think of that knock—and Bill

[Final Chorus]
Hi there fellas, echoes in time
Of broken hearts and friendship prime
No cuffs, no trouble—just caught mid-rhyme
Two boys sortin’ love in a teenage mime
We had no answers, just the drive
But man, that night we felt alive
Hi there fellas, what a perfect scene
Two kids, one cop, and fogged up dream

[Outro]
Fog on the glass, stars overhead
Laughin’ at the tears we both had shed
Just Bill, me, and a night so grand
With a cop who seemed to understand
Hi There Fellas!

Hi There Fellas!

Back to my roots on this one.

"I have lost your tracks"
Why am I so blind?
I can't escape, I'm not breathing
You don't care that I'm bleeding
Yeah, ooh, ooh
I used to be your lover, I used to be your lover
Ooh, ooh
I used to be your lover, you saved me

Bleeding

Carbilicon takes over and leads us through a psychadelic journey across space and time. Half man/half machine = a whole force to be reckoned with! 


Carbilicon Guest Mix

LoNe WolF - "Hard to Love"


Mixed & Mastered By: LoNe WolF







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Hard to Love

watching over you

Freezing but sunny day around Schwarzsee (or Lac Noir if you prefer).
Easy going, simple and enjoyable day with family captured by acoustic guitar and bass in this easy listening song.
Enjoy your easy going moments!

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In the Box

Frozen lake

I started playing various musical instruments at age 5. Later on I became a military bomb technician and combat veteran. Now I’m making music again. Thanks for stopping by and listening, always appreciated 🤘🏼 🎧🥁.

Bleeding

Josh Ricci