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UnoTheActivist & PlaqueBoyMax - Man Of The Year (prod. 5kjordn)

https://soundcloud.com/1rot


[jrmyrr]

what did you say?
"i never knew that you hated me so much"
oh well, oh well
"why do you even hate me"
"why did it have to become the state of us?
idk 
"oh well"

you started dating within 2 weeks (and you're moving him in)
"thats good for you im glad"
and i dont know how to do things, when im meeting my end (im meeting my end)
but lately ive been thinking of you, and how you do things without me 

you should really listen closely 
(u should rlly listen closely)
i dont treat anybody nicely
(i dont treat anybody nicely)
and then u wonder why they ghost me?
im just caught in a hole and i dont know how to get out

you started dating within 2 weeks (and you're moving him in)
"thats cool i guess"
and i dont know how to do things, when im meeting my end (im meeting my end)
but lately ive been thinking of you, and how you do things without me, i.

[rot]

i've been trying my best
but apparantly im not no good for you
and i know im a mess 
i've been stationary up inside my room

do you think i'd forget 
what i had done for me to make things wrong
and i know i'm a mess 
but i can talk 
no i'm good on my own 

im supervised but i am nowhere near a puppet
i'm fucking done with everybody kick the bucket alone

and i dont wanna talk anymoree
push me away cause you thought i was boring (as fuck)

no one ever goes back to me
i think i'm a washout that you interrupt
probably a bother i know
sorry im disappointed in myself who i hate

two weeks w/rot

killer.

[lyrics]

im always wasting my time (i know)
im always thinking of you 
cant get you out of my mind (oh well)
AND I CANT HELP IT!!!

why do you look so mean?
when ur always looking at me??
i wish i was spending some time
with the ones who love me!

if you just wanted to stay for a while you coulda told me that?! (but you didnt)
im tired of looking at everything in a broken graph.

our stories dont align
its a picture perfect sign
that I GTG 
but i want you to know that ur the reason!

i know i wasted my time (i know)
im always thinking of you 
cant get you out of my mind (oh well)
AND I CANT HELP IT!!!

why do you look so mean?
when ur always looking at me??
i wish i was spending some time
with the ones who love me!

if you just wanted to stay for a while you coulda told me that?! (but you didnt)
im tired of looking at an empty screen screen in a broken graph.

our stories dont align
its a picture perfect sign
that I GTG 
but i want you to know that ur the reason!

i want you to know, i want you to know. 
that ill wait for you
and ill wait for you forever and ever.

i gtg [prod.sickboii]

[lyrics]

wake up and open your gifts
theyre right under the tree
the way that ur looking at me
i got lbp for the ps3!

its cold outside
and im missing the warmth that u gave me
all those nights ago.,.

drink a hot cocoa maybe it saves me.,.
idk, uh huh, uh, hm

u remind me of a winters day
when it snows or it starts to rain
on our skin.,.
on our skin.,.

writing a christmas song in november, oh thats swell
smelling the air and theres lights everywhere
oh the thought of you next to me increases my energy 

i got a spot to share, as long as ur next to me it wont be the end of me.

randomchristmaslovenostalgiasongthatiwroteinthebeginingofnovember

[lyrics]

im hanging your pictures on my wall
i know that one day they will all fall, oh.

but i wouldnt trade it for anything better than you.

than you, than you
than you, than you

oh i, i miss you (i do)
from anywhere i go
that cant, be the end, of our show

ur hanging my pictures on ur wall
but ik one day they will all fall

i tried to be honest with you
oh i tried to be cordial with you, ohhh.

but i know that one day, we will both stand still
and think of the day, when we, had stopped, talking.

cordial

[lyrics]

Im tryna find me in my head? 
i know
i never been so lost in my life
i never been so scared of my life
what if i just end up alone????
wake up without you
thats my biggest fear

and ill end up without you here
but its cold and i doubt ur near
im by the campfire singing a love song

Im tryna find me in my head?
i know
i never been so lost in my life
i never been so scared of my life
what if i just end up alone????
wake up without you
thats my biggest fear

you not around has shown me, that i can be someone different 
so tried of all this bologna, the lies are so inconsistent 

Im tryna find me in my head?
i know
i never been so lost in my life
i never been so scared of my life
what if i just end up alone????
wake up without you
thats my biggest fear

AND ILL END UP WITHOUT YOU HERE
BUT ITS COLD AND I DOUBT YOU'RE HERE
IM BY THE CAMPFIRE SINGING A LOVESONG

braindead love song

[BOJACK CROSSOVER]
"i feel bad, about what happened."
"so you're apologizing"
"yes, im sorry"
"okay"

[lyrics]

And ill just disguise the truth
im practically alone..
its like no matter what i try to do 
ill always pick up the phone
when u try to call me
and then u tell me that im pretty 
oh god, and now im blushing like my old self, oh.
i really hate my old self
i hate it, i hate it, i.

old self

THE MIXING SUCKS BUT I DONT CARE YOU GET THE IDEA
IF IT BOTHERS YOU FIX IT FOR ME 𝓝𝓲𝓰𝓰𝓪
@FLESHSMOKING VOCALS, YES THAT IS ME, I DONT CARE, FUCK YOU