Chasing The Fleeting

Instrumentals Written and Recorded by Izzy Rodriguez
Drums by Niles Rodriguez 
Vocals/Lyrics by Izzy Rodriguez

Mixed and Mastered by Josh Bearden of NevermoreRecordings 

Album Art by Ivan Lopez at Blxxddrunkart 

Logo by Ivan Lopez of Blxxddrunkart
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I wasn't meant to be alone
Another product of a broken home
Chasing my thoughts, hoping they get better
Don't hold my breath cause I know they  won't

Who I am, what I was, what will I be
The light is gone from my eyes I cannot see
A thief, a liar a whore
I can't take this any-more

 Death internal

Who will sing my song
There is nowhere that i belong
Castrated
Ripped of humanity

You ripped my heart out
I'll take my last breath
Do it over and over til there's nothing left


You tear my heart out
I’ll take my last breathe 
Do it over and over til there's nothing left


Nothing, til there's nothing left

You left me to rot
you left me to beg

I stood in silence
I stood in fear
For my Demons brought me here
Cut my heart out
Right from my chest
My demons always know what's best

Lost in the voices  
Killing me from the inside out
These voices in my head
These voices want me dead 


I pray for silence
I pray for sleep
Silence my demons
Bring me to peace

Suburban Misery - Silence My Demons (Romantist Edition)

CREDITS:
PROD. BY: $ARDONIC
LYRICS BY: $ARDONIC 
MIXED AND MASTERED BY: $ARDONIC 

LYRICS:
I just wanna

Bleed

Bleed

I just wanna

Bleed 

Bleed 


Take my soul away

Bottle take away the pain 

Razor in my vien 

God don't answer when I pray 

I just want to bleed 

Until I'm in the grave

If I give you all my heart 

And you refuse to do the same

Bitch I'll see you in hell

In the flames you will dwell 

Find me playing with a razor

I'm just pleasuring myself

I love

Staring at my blood

I think I'm gonna cum

With every little cut 


I just wanna

Bleed

Bleed

I just wanna

Bleed 

Bleed 





EXORCISM

BLEED

BACK UP! - ColeMane x TXCKA (Prod. Lil Swedden)

TADPOLES - FEAT. WHILE I SEE SOUND

PROD. NOOKIEHATESU

LYRICS:

(IDIO)

Yeah yeah.

Blood from the cuts on my hand.
Tell my baby I’m upset.
Tell my mom that I want death.
Tell myself I need to rest. 

Never fuck with you again.
Drugs forever in my head.
You don’t wanna be my friend 
I’m a cunt, I’ll get u vexed.

Please don’t hit my phone, or bell my line.
Always on the clock, but always running out of time.
I envy you motherfuckers.
I can’t satisfy anyone around me, 
I just really need to die.

Cry.
Lie to my face, you’re my sacrifice.
Bye.
The spirits in my life tell you to hide.
I, D I O
Pray to me that you’ll survive. 
Suicide on my mind watch me hanging, 
streaming live.

(SLEEPISFORMORTALS)

I can’t relate.
My head still hurt. 
I’m so misplaced.
Misunderstood.
I’m on my way.
I decompose.
Wouldn’t wanna be in my head, 
I can even see my death 
Fuck it, oh.

All my days I be on my own.
Got my own wave get me get me , no.
I don’t give a fuck if you let me, go.
Bitch, don’t fold 
I’m so, gone.

Please don’t hit my phone, don’t blow my line.
You can see no soul look in my eyes.
Please don’t hit my phone, don’t blow my line.
You can see no soul look in my eyes.

MISUNDERSTOOD W/ SLEEPISFORMORTALS

Not Alright; beat produced by XEEZAY BEATS. Vocals done by Ethereal Shadow, Original God &EJT! Check out both of their pages here as both artists are fucking amazing!

Original God:
https://soundcloud.com/original-god/tracks

EJT:
https://soundcloud.com/user-28531486

Mad Design for the album art:
https://www.instagram.com/official_maddesign/

Lyrics:

[Ethereal Shadow]
You say it’s alright
Yeah you say that I am fine
But you never feel the chill
That’s running down my fucking spine
You don’t ever see the shadows
That’re lurking in the light
You don’t ever hear the voices
Screaming in my feeble mind

I am lost
In the corner looking for something
What’s the cost
I’ll find the truth even if it kills me
I am lost
In the corner looking for something
What’s the cost
I’ll find the truth even if it kills me

[Original God]
*missing*

[Ethereal Shadow]
You say it’s alright
Yeah you say that I am fine
But you never feel the chill
That’s running down my fucking spine
You don’t ever see the shadows
That’re lurking in the light
You don’t ever hear the voices
Screaming in my feeble mind

I am lost
In the corner looking for something
What’s the cost
I’ll find the truth even if it kills me
I am lost
In the corner looking for something
What’s the cost
I’ll find 
the truth even if it kills me

[EJT]
*missing*

Bring Me The Horizon - Don't Look Down Only BMTH Version

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