i don't know what to name this. theres a lot of devi mccallion

https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/3
arty by eddy atoms https://www.instagram.com/eddyatoms/
i’m going to fucking jump
i’m going to fill my lungs
i’m going to fucking yell
i’m going to have fun
way out in the sun and
i’m going to love myself
well if you want my blood
i’ll make so much blood
that you’re gonna fucking drown
i’ll always roll along
i’ve always been strong
getting stronger than myself

it feels like i’m under water
not content to do whatever
i hate every little choice I’ve made so
I’ve got no choice but to keep moving forwards
i hope one day life will be better
climb a ladder made of my sweat and
blood but the blood eater hungers
everything just keeps getting harder

Mom - Bloodeater

A short, early album Devi made back in 2009 :-)

You're Pretty and Everyone Likes You

Sometimes In Toronto

Your Jungle Wife

I'm an Unlovable Sea Bunny Who Drowns Repeatedly

I Saw Ur AIM Profile

Everyone I Know Has Magic Powers

There Are No Titties Where There Were Titties Before

7" tri-single vinyl out on Heaven's Lathe in May. Mixed and master by Katie Dey. Vinyl art by marie a / @808gum

Lyrics
I want things to be beautiful
I forgot things could be beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope

I want things to be beautiful
I forgot that things were beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope
I'm giving up hope
 
That maybe it could change 
That maybe there are options
It could take a different shape
It might not survive the change

But it could survive the change
Will we survive to stay the same?
1000th prison in my eyes
I've seen these lonely deaths be died
I'm no stranger to the sight 

It doesn't even move me.
I'm the type to keep it pushing 
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't 
I'll walk to work past wasted bodies
I hardly even mind

Change is in my hand 
Money changes in my hand 
..'s in my hand 
Money, change is in my hand 
I want things to be beautiful

I Want Things to Be Beautiful

A fire that bridges the world

All around the world people have heard about it
All around the world we're trained to leave our bodies
Ever since that day I hovered up above myself
Ever since that day it's like my spirit turned to stone
Couldn't tell if I'm alone

And I think there's hope for someone else
But not for us, but not for us
There's hope for someone else but not for us

All around the world duh-duh duh-duh duh-duh-duh
All around the world I think we just don't have the time
Ever since that day an image hanging overhead, moving in somebody's shadow
Ever since that day we couldn't spit the poison out
Still we chose it for ourselves

There's hope for someone else
But not for us, not for us 
There's hope for someone else but not for us
There's hope for someone else
for someone else, for someone else
There's hope for someone else but not for us

...
A call
A signal
A sound
An impulse
An echo
A call

Project 6

UP TO DATE TOUR INFO: https://blacksquares.neocities.org/
Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyPspF3VF0s

TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

spiral on a spiral - girl rituals

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

every body breaks down
nothings gonna carry you forever
always wanna carry on
always wanna scream in terror
im just tryna be myself
if it gets me killed no wonder
thinking i should by a gun
probably shouldnt but whatever

ive been getting so much static
ive been getting brainwashed and shit
please dont really drink the water
keep your head down theres tonnes of cops out

if theres nowhere to run
if theres nowhere to hide
can we dig a hole right into the other side
if theres nowhere to run
if they already

2017 / 03

Girls Rituals - Every Body Breaks Down

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!!
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Meow

let it be swagged out - cats millionaire

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!!
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/

sweater problems 2 - cats millionaire

t girl video blog #2395 - cats millionaire

who is this girl i met amongst the falling cherry blossoms - cats millionaire

zebatinsky - cats millionaire

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