i don't know what to name this. theres a lot of devi mccallion

Millionaire Pedophile - Girls Rituals

Premiered 2024-02-17 @ Golden Conejobeat
Drums ripped from Cam'ron 'Oh Boy' prod. Just Blaze

Receiver leaking brand new colours
Closest ER out of range
We put our hearts into eachother
We lose ourSelves but still don't change
I wanna touch the nothingnesses
I only ever had too much
My body: numb with all its data
Send all my numbers going off 

He's got a head like a- Like a boy- Like a-
He's got a head just like a boy
Look like a boy to me
It'll be ok
It'll be ok
x2

What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

What good is that?
What could you ever want from me?
What good is that?
What good is knowing about it? All you did is nothing about it

Receiver

THIS SONG IS NOT MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its by girls rituals aka Devi mcallion go support her https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/ yadayada 
there’s already an upload of this by someone else I just did it myself because theirs was compressed and it irritated me

Girls Rituals - Goddess

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Fresh Straw Berries Tour with Bubblegum Octopus

BanG Dream! Ave Mujica AMV
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TYSM to (un)familiar. who contributed some mix notes for me

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lot of them
K so rotted give a fuck if it's toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm  too old for this

Day after day
I feel so dumb
Pressed up against
Unnatural
'n weighted down
By what I want 
A thing I covet
I can't become
   
Pull at me, you're so entitled
Quiet as the tomb
Who put in design, desire
Signal, interference,
All-in-one?

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forge-

Tiny little problems
Everybody's got 'em
Who wins the race in the race to the bottom?
Maybe got a problem
Probably got a lotta them
Shits so rotted give a fuck if its toxic

People say I'm too old for this shit
So true, I'm too old for this shit
People like to say I'm too old for this shit
That's so true, I'm too old for this

Inside myself
Echoes my life
Crushed up against
Filled up to the eyes
Bleed out the meat
Blot out the sky
Caught in my throat
Just trying to say goodnight
Just trying to say goodbye

In perfect darkness
Bathed in all potential
Peeking thru the keyhole:
Know,
One day we'll all forget

Forget

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

отойди (go away)

its ready if you want it
its on fire and its nothing
if you touch it you can have it
but if you touch it youll become it

its like a wound 10 miles wide
how can it heal if we cant see to either side
its carnivale
its 2012
im in a new shit now
keep changing shapes until it helps

lets try a new dance
lets make some new shit up
under the new moon
lets make a new style
lets fuck something up tonite

lets fuck something up tonite
lets make it right tonite
lets fuck something up tonite
you dont have to be alright tonite

im never knowing for a sea of fire
im never hoping for a world of pain

tell me how it feels
tell me if its real or not
is it really real
tell me if its real or not

2017 / 01

Girls Rituals - New Moon

Girls Rituals - Black Crow (Black Froach Remix)

(devi) 
i live in sickness 
i live in spinning 
the whole wide world is a carousel 
i stood in line 
and now the ride's beginning 
i could still do so much more if i dont kill myself 
i live in nausea 
eternal nausea 
in a spotlight shaped like a spiral 
im in the bible 
god's favorite idol 
cos the whole sick world loves to smile 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick 

(devi) 
smile like a rainbow 
smile like a crescent moon 
just keep doing what ur doing 
just keep doing what ur doing 
smile like a crack in the earth 
like a curse 
like a corpse 
like a wound 
smile like a rainbow 
just keep doing what ur doing 

(rook) 
cum-stained black hoodie 
grey soul and static in my eyes 
try to see the future 
but i'm not sure if it applies 
by the water in a pissed-in miniskirt 
trying to see the world thru the anhedonia 
feels kinda like my soul is burnt 
too late, too late if only uhhh 
we're not like the other girls 
this shit's too evil to be stylish 
don't tell me this is too dramatic 
cause i LIVE INSIDE IT 

just fucking try it~ 

(devi+rook) 
i feel sick 
i still feel sick 
i still feel sick

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

NAUSEA 2019

from "f***ing sucks!"
the band is dead so there is sadly no way to support them
song obviously not mine, uploading it here for listening purposes
discography dl: archive.org/details/babygiraffesdiscography

baby giraffes - giraffe party

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

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Meow

let it be swagged out - cats millionaire

all credit goes to devi mccallion!!!! uploading these here for myself only really

go support devi!!
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sweater problems 2 - cats millionaire

t girl video blog #2395 - cats millionaire

who is this girl i met amongst the falling cherry blossoms - cats millionaire

zebatinsky - cats millionaire

you can put yourself in somebody’s arms
or imagine that you’re doing it too
it’s true i don’t care if you’re mine
but i would love to belong to you
my body doesn’t ever feel real
except when its heavy and useless
you can keep every part of me if you can find some hidden purpose for it but

i don’t want to clutter your space
i’d never want to weigh you down
i’d hate to get in the way
i don’t want to bother you by sticking around
for too long
but everybody wants unachievable things
it’s not like you ever treated me badly
im just so scared to push you away from me

it's just me and my broken font
and i know it’s such a long long drive
i know i’ll never have anything that i want
but i hardly even mind
when i'm so confused
when i'm reaching back in time
when i finally find my strength
i need to keep it
i need it to be mine

i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i just want you to rest your eyes on me
i don't care what you do
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i want you to make my skin feel
un-see-through
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
i don’t know how i feel but
i’m scared to be away from you
i want to be your dog
i want to be your muse
you always make my skin feel
un-see-through


Mom - Un-see-through

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