From the album Go Hard(2013). Download it here: blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/go-hard
Art by homura910210 (https://twitter.com/homura910210/status/1386878887930458112). 

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Yellow Bile + Figaro the Kid - "Go Hard" U-Mix

devi mccallion - it's a beautiful world (feat. ada rook)

There are US tour dates coming in August and November which you can see more abt on my instagram as the story develops. Special thanks to nora who suggested adding some piano
https://www.instagram.com/dei_genetrix/


"It's perfectly alright to step outside the law, because the law itself is aberrated" 
-L. Ron Hubbard

Darkness, We live in some
Darling, please give me up
Sometimes, it seemed like hope
Promise, you didn't-
Don't
Assume there's something here for you
I thought it thru.
Every single chance we ever got we only fucked it up
I think its wrong to lead me on
Don't assume 
It's just us two
Me and you
We're having fun
But I cannot live with myself and 
I'm still so scared of touch

Really
Don't fuck with me nowhere
But then, it's just not what I need
Say that we're put here for something, that's something that I can't believe
Think that I'm living my life, I think I'm a mistake 
Thought that we're reaching for something did worse than just get in your way
It's not a test
We play for keeps
We make a mess  
Who'll clean up me?

Clean up me?

CHARLlE KlRK WAS A GUY THAT DROPPED OUT OF COLLEGE TO JOIN A GANG. THAT WAS HIS FIRST CHOICE OF WHAT HE WANTED TO DO, CAREER-WISE. NO CRAP HE GOT POPPED BY SOMEONE IN HIS OWN CLIQUE. USUALLY WE DON'T MOURN THIS TYPE OF GUY UNLESS WE'RE RELATED TO THEM. I THINK IT'S ACTUALLY SO SAD THAT THIS HAD TO HAPPEN... IN THE SAME 24 HOURS THAT THE US SENATE VOTED TO CONCEAL THE E-------N FILES...

I bent my head
I bend my spine forever
You hold my hand
I know I hold your hand too hard
Curl up in a circle
So broken-skin, so raw
There was a girl who was ugly forever and ever, amen
I swear it never gets easier
I swear it never gets better
I know if I admit to pain, we'll live the pain together
Too bad
So much gets said
But what gets it done?
What gets it done?

I know I look dumb
The type of dumb you would want
I want a lot to be blunt
It’s like you’re right all along

I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I'm just not like that
I wanted to be in love
I wanted to feel love but I’m just not like that

I 
I wanted something more than you could give
I
I
I wanted something more than you could give me

I hope you get to stay the way you are
I start to lose my posture
My spine sticks out the back of my neck
My hand, hitched up on angles
So broken-skin, still so raw to the touch
A finger in the wound is never enough for me
I swear it only gets easier
I swear it only gets better
I know if i admit to pain, we’ll live the pain together
If the road becomes the goal
We’ll ride it out to blackness
I try so hard
All fxcking day
All my efforts work backwards

My Neck

Living by my pragmatism:
Integrated warfare system.
I can carry signals with your finger on my head.
God could never not explain it.
Block him out with radiation.
Mother of our DNA should
Just eat shit instead.

Body out
Nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body

I can only
get it hard for
dreams I cant remember.
I think I love the things I care about
but I cant afford the price
Couldn't really even tell if your seeing me
But adult life gets so
tired and busy.
No one knows to message me so
I'm scolded by your ghost.

(...)
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
no body no body no body
body out
nobody nobody nobody

Crying in the
Garden terrace.
I cannot play mom for planets.
I'm barely like an older sister,
oh, I-cover up
my head. I
miss our little laughing bubble
shared realities blur out to nothing.
If you saw my failures then
I think you’d understand.

Body out
nobody nobody nobody
body out
(...)

Pragmatism

The 2nd last single leading up to the release of "I'm It!'
Art source Color_LES's Mage & Demon Queen
www.webtoons.com/en/comedy/mage-and-demon-queen/list?title_no=1438

"When I was a kid that was a soccer field, and it's already a recycling center"

I live thru wrong decisions
I built my world around them
Lets play the cards we're given
Let’s break the rules around how it goes
How it goes
If you watch you can kinda still see how it goes

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres living fountains spouting
Theres resounding laughter when they see us

Let me get inside it I can prove that this is worth the price-uh--
I tried to make it right and all my options s*******l
I tried to speak my mind but it came out so all one-sided
If I only stayed behind there might be things to keep an eye on
Let it get inside me I can prove I'm worth the price-uh-
You're why so serious and acting like it's do or dire
I feel a bit stressed out but then I think that I really like it
I can't stand anything bout my life but then I'm really lying

What I had to in the moment
I did what I had to in the moment
Guess our lives are made up of little moments
You could make the wrong choice on every single one of them

Lets try harder in the future maybe we could do better
Put in a little effort, are we only living if they let us?
Lets break the spell around it, lets spell it out in shining letters
Theres crimson fountains spouting, just resounding laughter when they see it

They're looking at me and I'm looking their way
I know you're hungry, look you're licking your plate
NAZ✓ng nothing so I step off the stage
Not saying nothing kinda crazy these days
They're looking at me like I'm pulling a face
I'm not authentic yea we all make mistakes
We're sending signals like we're playing charades
I'm looking at you and you're looking my way

I guess I’ll let it happen
I think I’d keep my head down
Think I’ll let it happen

They're Looking At Me

Amethystamine

Thank u for supporting my work.

LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

from "f***ing sucks!"
the band is dead so there is sadly no way to support them
song obviously not mine, uploading it here for listening purposes
discography dl: archive.org/details/babygiraffesdiscography

baby giraffes - giraffe party

new album out now
https://blackdresses.bandcamp.com/album/peaceful-as-hell

PLEASE BE NICE

A beautiful journey as a young woman becomes a horse in the face of an adversity.

Pragmatism

Girls Rituals