LSD with Dante X

i ripped out the pages that reminded me of her
i know that i hate myself don’t need to see the words
i remember i had blamed myself for every time she hurt herself
it happened with the first but with the second it was worse
the deeper cut 
my feet are stuck and sink into the earth
i’ll never be good enough that’s something i have learned
crazy how the coldest person left me with these burns
and then in my time to heal it’s like there’s people taking turns
just to slow down my progress
i convinced myself that everybody is dishonest
i am no exception 
broken hearts and broken promises
follow me
traumatic memories are always haunting me
don’t pick up the blame to pour it onto me
like i always do
i’m not mad at you
because i been moving on and showing gratitude
i been smoking tryna fix my shitty attitude
numbing any feeling in my body through and through
and my memories are lacking any detail so i know that it’s working
i got a woman that i love and treats me better for certain
but the anticipation of finding what’s under the surface
it fucking kills me
but more because she doesn’t deserve it

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

oh the irony
oh the irony
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave
oh the irony i wanna live with you
but will you die with me
(will you die with me)
i spend this time with you and if it’s wasted
then that’s fine with me
(that's fine with me)
i wanna cherish it
i wanted you to know that you can cry to me
and i hope you stay for a little while take your time to leave

so love me
tell me that i’m pretty know i’m needy but i need it cause i feel so god damn ugly
i hate the attention
then as soon as it is gone i feel like not a single person cares about me
i fucking hate the way that i ruin everything
cause i can’t control my anxiety
i’m selfish but i’d do anything that you need me to oh the irony

please love me, i’m trying my hardest (prod. 4lexf)

MARI /// HIKIKOMORI (Prod. Sasha's Dying)

[Verse 1: Lil Blue August]
Tryna grab my soul but i won’t fold
sometimes i’m feeling like i got no time i’m gettin older
it’s almost like a limit on yo time for bein chosen
but even tho i’m weary get it done cause i’m a soldier i told ya

you slither like a serpent 
better find a purpose
better find some boys in blue ‘fore you get turned to purple 
he always servin up the percs that’s why they steady swervin
i know that i can talk coherent but my brain be slurrin
 
and even though my pockets hurt she gimme swallow service 
you niggas need to come to terms w yo internal burnin
don’t what to do with trauma, holdin on to nothin

so now they mad and tryna start somethin

these niggas hate cause imma go getta 
and they got a lot of anna cause i flow betta
they wish that they could have my riches 
wanna talk to riven 
tryna throw me off my mission bitch it’s not forgiven 


you say you got it why you bitchin, nigga?

[Verse 2: Lil Red October]
Bitch you on that sucka shit
Ya always on another nigga dick
Before I hit my lick, I gotta light another spliff
But damn I can't believe, I don't wanna see 
All these fuckin demons dancing in the breeze
Gonna freeze beneath the fuckin Taiga
Sasha gonna slice you up, my bloody scythe inside ya
Leading kids to hell, my legion free sign on the line ya
Think I'm boutta fight ya?
Ion use no hands, I bring them sticks I'll fuck yo life up

My niggas play you like Atari 
Bullets in the rain, form not the same you feel yo heartbeat
Slowly pulsing down yo vision dimming see the stars gleam
Fuck around and haunt me 
Feelings not the same, my shorty pained she hang like MARI
My niggas play you like Atari 
Bullets in the rain, form not the same you feel yo heartbeat
Slowly pulsing down yo vision dimming see the stars gleam
Fuck around and haunt me 
Feelings not the same, my shorty pained she hang like MARI

Dimensions - ITS Okªy

Karasha