The Upload

2020 year of the metal rat

'one sky, one destiny ep' coming soon

i need to break away escape this winter cold

among the darkness i find solace

in the cracks along the road 



im letting go

of all i know

ill run in circles hoping i find answers

to everything that i have questions for



forget everything that you think i am

you think you know me but youll never have a clue



reject me

and leave me to the vultures

its getting colder day by day

forget me

and brush me off your shoulder

let the vultures break me down



its half past noon and ive been sleeping on the floor

empty bottles are my closest friends

they dont leave me alone

what the fuck

is the point of this

if all i ever do is bitch and moan

and stay up all night staring at my phone



fuck my head and leave me dead

ive lived and learned and i have bled

for all ive learned and all ive said

the vultures tear me up to shreds

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vultures

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

So Perfect feat. YungJZAisdead prod. YungJZA

Follow my IG! @riseoverme

Self produced cover of "My Town" by AFS<3

MY TOWN

Too sad to type out the lyrics, I love you all. I really hope you enjoy this track, I will drop something on friday as well.

wondering if you'll ever get it right (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

SPOTIFY

my album drops June 26th!! Enjoy this other song from the vault, I love you all Minivans!! (This and the last song are not part of the album)

i just set fire to my room

i just set fire to my room (Prod. Trechor Boy & Tyler O'Neil)

sb hunt - ez

on sight! (prod. nate2timez x internet joe) (contest)

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Lyrics:


It seems im just slippin away 
Aint nothing left for me to say 
Aint no reason i should stay 
Everybody still changing they face x2

wont understand if im ok
We still always Switching lanes 
Im fiendin for shit like everyday 
waste of space
Waste of space 
Always running from the promises that you made 
Same old ways, i cant change 
I know youll never understand the pain you made 

Sleepless nights an ill never say 
Sorry for the time that i waste 
Always chasing something i cant face


It seems im just slippin away 
Aint nothing left for me to say 
Aint no reason i should stay 
Everybody still changing they face x3

Nothing Left To Say (prod. Thislandis)

I Swam Out Into The Middle Of The Ocean

🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
lovespelledbackwards @iamcjcarter
🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️🌧️
prod. sketchmyname & vaegud @sketchmyname @vaegud
🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌🌌

Lyrics:
Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

Lovespelledbackwards:
gave up on a sober life
i let the drugs consume me, why
did i end up like this
i can’t fight it
no i won’t fight it

open ur eyes
look at the damage you’ve done
take a look around
& see the person you’ve become

Frvr:
Im living in a starless sky
Gave up on everything i
Mind trippin in an endless night 
Gave up on seeing you i

Lost hope, grew cold, became alone
Im thinkin that i might die alone 
Got dope lil hoe, i gotta go
Lately i cant even cry no mo

🌌🖤 STARLESS SKY! 🖤🌌  ft. lovespelledbackwards [prod. Sketchmyname & Vaegud]

lyrics:

you went away last summer
and without you, i feel left out
in your heart full of wonder
i am locked there, don't let me out 
and i hate the heat
i hate the moment when you died that day
you went away last summer

so many people don't believe in honesty
it makes me want to schedule a lobotomy 
confused on why you said that you would promise me
then promise nothing
i know i'll never agree with your philosophy 
it'd take a surgical wrist to remove that part of me
why is everything we want so impossibly far away?

on sight! (prod. nate2timez x internet joe) (contest)

jstnprks