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CHEWING ON MY PILLS (PROD. KIMLORDS BEATS)

PLAY NICE (prod.cristalbeach)

DRAIN (prod.cristalbeach)

WHISKEY COKE & EIGHT BALL

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Born of secrets and floorboard creaks
Under ash that formed to expire
Twisted kneecaps a running relapse 
At swamps where a frog croaks of liars
Gnarled limbs of dead trees
Longing to embrace me
And comfort swims in stagnance of sin
As he pulls my shirt up higher

No trespassing signs line the forest side
Of rock walls built to procure
My wet shoes fill the ceramic grooves
As his aggression I must endure
The promise of some trading cards
The buds of his repugnant tongue
The craving of some attention
But it's not what I want

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

Returning faces and flakes of silent snow
Replaced speeches in passing
Hydrangeas blue from sulfur
A photo to remember for masses
Their souls inside wooden tombs
Necessity and lethargic
If I'd witnessed this iconoclastic image before
Well maybe I'd forgotten

Oh I miss my home
Cut my wrists over every poem
Waiting to hear I'm sorry
The kingdom implored my departing

My Departing

I stare at the mirror
Mirror stares back
Flashes they fade
Night goes black
Have some regrets
Wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

I was so vain
Brutish and crass
The sound of my name
Raise of a glass
There's things that I said
I wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the

Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
Oh, how I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all, Ms. Loneliness

I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
How I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

sour grapes

my heart goes bum bum bum

tiger's jaw


lie to me like you used to
tell me everything is how it should be
lie to me, did you have to?
because in the end it never matters what I think

and I can barely tell the sky from the shoreline     
and I can see myself reflected in your eyes

and this was all a dream
and it's coming back to me
a portrait in grey scale
a perfect betrayal
and I can't even breathe with this weighing on my chest
you knew me at my best 
now I can't even stand on my own

plane vs. tank vs. submarine

i'm losing friends

thank you for everything brother.

vocals: lil peep

prod by me

cut myself w/lil peep

wow u can really hear my lisp in this one

cavetown

[D, Dadd9, Bm7, G] 
This is erosion 
Grinding up rocks with your molars 
A big fish swims past your rod 
You can’t catch it, it’s far too fast 

Deep hook marks in rubber lips 
I see your eyes in the flowers 
I’ll pick a bunch for your room 
Green and blue to match your pictures 

[Bm7, G, D, A] 
You looked so good in green 
I hope you’re well 
And you look so good with him 
And I’m proud of you still 
I miss your perfect teeth 
I was too blunt 
I hope you feel happy 
That’s all I want 

[D, Dadd9, Bm7, G] 
Mess in the kitchen 
I was so disappointed 
I guess I got to my head 
And I was too young to understand it 

I get it now that it’s too late 
I never stopped feeling guilty 
I’m over it, I promise that 
I just gotta sing it out of me 

[Bm7, G, D, A] 
You looked so good in green 
I hope you’re well 
And you look so good with him 
And I’m proud of you still 
Take care of my shirt 
Warm and red 
I hope you think of me 
Still as your friend 
I hope you love yourself 
Your body and heart 
I hope you feel happy 
That’s all I want

green

comforting skin next to me
she said that i can never be
myself when i die i will be alone
listening to her heart i can't feel anything
below my neck, and now my thoughts will take control
and if u prefer
i'll leave out all the details of this emptiness i feel
and if u prefer
i'll be around to listen to your softly spoken words
darkness seems to make isolation easier
i welcome my hallucinations
understandings of what i am will come undone
as i spiral deeper into nothingness
but if it helps me sleep
i'll take out my frustration on my temporary skin
if it helps me sleep
i'll smoke until i never have another dream of you
being in this space where nothing stays the same
i feel this biting clawing pain inside my chest
fly against the window pane soon to die
why does he try
why try

swallow

little brother

And I was surprised in a Cleveland car park
In the corner, my new Texas sweetheart
The perfect setting for an awkward first kiss
You were smiling, so my lips met your teeth
You pushed me back into my bed with your eyes
You shift your hips to help your underpants pass your thighs
I couldn't see you through the dark but I could hear your voice
Whisper "never let the distance catch us"
You told me that you've known a lot of assholes
Yeah i'm an asshole but id never treat you wrong
No more flying no more whiskey or cocaine
I can change if you promise to love me
I'd rather die on the plane flight home
Than disappoint you in the years to come
Let me crash into the ocean
Let the water fill my lungs
I'd rather die on the plane flight home
Than disappoint you in the years to come
Let me crash into the ocean
Let the water fill my lungs
Everything changed when that boy got hit
He fell and bashed his brains on the concrete
I was thinking what the fucks so wrong with me
That'd make you sit by his bed before long days
And oh i know you said you were just friends
But I guess I'm not as stupid as you think
I've been waiting for a late night accident
Burning holes in my ceiling from my bed
Tell me do you have a thing for the bad kid?
I heard hes packing heat, he sells prescription meds
I would've killed that motherfucker with my bare hands
But i changed for you cause you promised
I'd rather die on the plane flight home
Than disappoint you in the years to come
Let me crash into the ocean
Let the water fill my lungs
I'd rather die on the plane flight home
Than disappoint you in the years to come
Let me crash into the ocean
Let the water fill my lungs
If the bad boys are what you want
I can show you bad I can show you bad
If the bad boys are what you want
I can show you bad I can show you bad
You want a boy that makes his mother cry
You want a boy that drinks so he can sleep at night
And all his friends are at the needles end
With seat belt tourniquets in the passenger seat
A boy addicted to another's cries
When every girl means no more than the last one does
Read the stories on my hands
And my broken bones
And the scars on my eyes
If the bad boys are what you want, i can show you bad, i can show you bad
if the bad boys are what you want, i can show you bad
i can show you bad
i can show you bad

cleveland, oh

I’m always so lonely, frustrated, and angry
And I never know if it’s my fault
Or if it’s just my brain working fucking wrong
Cause I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control

And my feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
And I’m trapped inside the torture of living with all of this disorder

And I always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
I’ll always hate myself before I hate anyone else
Cause I know I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit

And I want to believe that it’s not my fault
And I want to believe that I can live a fulfilling life
But I might not
I might not

cleveland, oh

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