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Die Schwachen stark die Blinden sehn

Wildflowers
Intuitive Song for Marissa
Voice, guitar and arrangement by Michael Stillwater

This is an intuitive, spontaneous song recorded for Marissa on Monday, 27. October, 2025, in Ulm, Germany.  Original guitar and vocal, other instruments added in studio.

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Lyrics:

Wildflowers they grow where they will
Wildflowers they’re growing there still
And the rain it falls on down and the sun it shines

Wildflowers they dance in the wind
Wildflowers they know what it is
To let go and simply be
Beneath the sky and by the sea
They know how to grow
They know how to grow
They know how to grow

Wildflowers in the middle of the night
Are waiting for the very first light
To bloom again like the light they are
To bloom again and be shining

Wildflowers they know how to grow
Wildflowers, yes, they always know
What it’s like to be free
What it’s like to let everything be
What it’s like to be free
There’s a wildflower inside
A wildflower it’s true
A wildflower inside of you

Wildflowers

I stare at the mirror
Mirror stares back
Flashes they fade
Night goes black
Have some regrets
Wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

I was so vain
Brutish and crass
The sound of my name
Raise of a glass
There's things that I said
I wish I could take back
God, I hope I'm finally through
I'm through with all the

Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
Oh, how I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all, Ms. Loneliness

I'm through with all the
Cheap sex and cigarettes
Laced with the taste of my regrets
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all
Regardless of the
Mistakes and sour grapes
How I hate to see a good girl's heart break
So save your breath and pretty dress
I don't miss you at all Ms. Loneliness.

sour grapes

my heart goes bum bum bum

tiger's jaw


lie to me like you used to
tell me everything is how it should be
lie to me, did you have to?
because in the end it never matters what I think

and I can barely tell the sky from the shoreline     
and I can see myself reflected in your eyes

and this was all a dream
and it's coming back to me
a portrait in grey scale
a perfect betrayal
and I can't even breathe with this weighing on my chest
you knew me at my best 
now I can't even stand on my own

plane vs. tank vs. submarine

i'm losing friends

i havent played guitar in two and a half months
this was recorded on an iphone mic
on the third take

its really bad but i wrote it and singing it makes me feel a little better

album out now

it hurts (trash)

sorrow

found this and saw the perfect opportunity for a part 2

check out the producer he makes amazing tracks!

producer @montydatta

Lyrics:
She smiles in the sunshine
She cries in the rain sometimes
She lies to herself at night
All dressed up for the boy she likes
He parks and he waits outside
He's shy, but he likes her, right?
He knows she ain't gon' bite
Still scared it's a waste of time
They dance and it's great this time
They kissed - he crosses the line
They split and no ones fine
She's lost, running off on her own
He's chasing her shadow like it's a bone
Just stay away, and leave me alone
"I'm sorry baby, I thought we..."
"Forget it! I get it! I rushed it! So fuck this, it's just another mistake!"
Fall into my eyes, sink into my head
Learn all of my secrets buried when I'm dead
Words I've never said
Pages never read
Words I've never said...

She Smiles In The Sunshine [Prod. Monty Datta]

Follow the homie @victim731

lyrics:

I’ll call you 2am to slide in your dms
I am not your friend, we can play pretend though
Just like Nintendo, hit for hit like kendo
Master of the temple, finishing move is a getsugatensho
Am I a Shinigami, or maybe shinobi
I do not even know me
You can call me daddy dandy, you can call me grim
Door to door but not for candy, corridors grow thin
You can’t run away again, you can’t stay away from sin

Origami paper cup – drink and get a paper cut, drink and get a paper cut
Bleeding lips, aren’t you afraid enough
I am so fucked up that I don’t give a fuck, I am so fucked up over simple stuff – simple stuff
Like being in love too much, too easily – too easily

I fall asleep, I am so damn weak
Someone help me please, to live my life of dreams
Without being asleep, I want to be awake
I want to see her face (2x)
Must I accept this fate? 
No…

Origami Shinigami [Prod. Victim731]

wow u can really hear my lisp in this one

cavetown

[D, Dadd9, Bm7, G] 
This is erosion 
Grinding up rocks with your molars 
A big fish swims past your rod 
You can’t catch it, it’s far too fast 

Deep hook marks in rubber lips 
I see your eyes in the flowers 
I’ll pick a bunch for your room 
Green and blue to match your pictures 

[Bm7, G, D, A] 
You looked so good in green 
I hope you’re well 
And you look so good with him 
And I’m proud of you still 
I miss your perfect teeth 
I was too blunt 
I hope you feel happy 
That’s all I want 

[D, Dadd9, Bm7, G] 
Mess in the kitchen 
I was so disappointed 
I guess I got to my head 
And I was too young to understand it 

I get it now that it’s too late 
I never stopped feeling guilty 
I’m over it, I promise that 
I just gotta sing it out of me 

[Bm7, G, D, A] 
You looked so good in green 
I hope you’re well 
And you look so good with him 
And I’m proud of you still 
Take care of my shirt 
Warm and red 
I hope you think of me 
Still as your friend 
I hope you love yourself 
Your body and heart 
I hope you feel happy 
That’s all I want

green

you fucked up my life

Freaky Friday.

fats'e - downtrodden

After all this I'll say
There's always more time
There's always tomorrow
Cause I can't be honest with myself
And I hope you'll forgive me
I'm trying my best
To be what I want to be
Say what's on my mind
Be a better man
Fucking learn to socialize
But I won't
Maybe one day
Just as long as I stay awake
Just as long as I wake up
Just as long as I leave my bed

But you're the only one who kept me together
And I'd be lying if I said I was fine
You don't have to call back
Just thought that I would try

Cause I still feel your presence
Flowing through my veins
I can only blame so much
On my fucked up brain
And the pills that I've been taking
Just accentuate the pain
So I'll build my own wooden home
To rest my frail frame

Cause I still feel your presence
Flowing through my veins
I can only blame so much
On my fucked up brain
And the pills that I've been taking
Just accentuate the pain
So I'll build my own wooden home
To rest my frail frame

I felt the cold wind in Minnesota
Felt that old heat in Arizona
I've seen the barrenness of Oklahoma
I've been to Little Rock, down to Kansas
Seen the pretty folk in Los Angeles
But I always knew that I'd come home
So I can drive around the Rotary
Listening to Owen
Wishing I was someone
Spending time with anyone
And when we leave this Earth
What will we have
A couple laughs and a couple fights

Cause I still feel your presence
Flowing through my veins
I can only blame so much
On my fucked up brain
And the pills that I've been taking
Just accentuate the pain
So I'll build my own wooden home
To rest my frail frame

I can still feel your presence
Flowing through my veins
I can only blame so much
On my fucked up brain
And the pills that I've been taking
Just accentuate the pain
So I'll build my own wooden home
To rest my frail frame
 
never,forever.
(nothing,nowhere.)

wooden home

big thank you to @sadsweetheartsclub for the guitar and support with this song :)

shades of navy blue.

lyrics:

(verse 1)
i've been searching 
i don't know what for
every day that passes
i've been up more
cause this life i can't sustain
i've been sleeping all day
when you call i never really say much
i'm a shell of the me i once was 
every day it seems that we lose touch
it hurts so much

(chorus)
when nothing but navy blue 
washes over you
the air is rather cold
finding my way home
it's kind of hard to say
i'd rather be awake
'cause when i'm alseep
i'm who i wanna be

(verse 2)

you know where to find me
i never go far
there's a bigger world 
but i'm afraid of every part
the sunsets of california
the forest in the carolina's
nothing feels like home

(chorus)

wooden home

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