hysteric jeans oh u think ur so different
and im a fiend all these drugs in my system
19 i turned into a dedman
and now its so hard to stay awake in the present
i feel so tired all the time i need adrenaline
and im obsessive
and i cant go to bed
i need sum medicine
girl pplz just let me in
u took ur knife out
get to the blood shower
u take my lights out
ur not gon psych me out
im on the psychedelics
we both need psycho tests
my mind insides a mess
you quake its seismic

seismic prod deadaux ,winter #1692

bazooka (zatru) #NIHIL

i didnt finish mixing Zzz

u aint rlly bout shit
u aint rlly on it
when u talk it sounds so fake
i got hella kpins ion like bein sober 
me n my bitch like 2 take pills 
ya we fckn rollin
im a fckn sadist
blade to ur throat bitch
im so fckn insane
im so fckn crzy
i cant rlly help it
but i think it made me 
she wanna b all over me
girl what u see in me

ima real jester welcome 2 the circus
u should kys ya why u think its k ur s 6 ?
i js wanna kms ya i feel like kurt bitch
fck my life but id never wanna b u
talk down n ill take ur bitch like its nothin
on these fckn pills ya im feelin like a zombie

sadist produced by me @scr2m0

hara-kiri (xen)

prod xxyymmtt
lyrics: 

say dat she "emo" 
kno she a scene ho
get 2 much $$$
i cannot see hos
she is so sassy
she is a diva
tryna get @ me
she lovin shiva
whole lotta red
whole lotta blood
movin like carti 
but i do not seeyuh
all on my bone
leave me alone
let me be freeyuh
tryna clone 
stain his tee
ha life fucked up
she blamin me
dont give a fuk
they hatin me

save me
camt do this anymore 
like take me
try try
but u cant replace me
this choppa flash
like say cheez
gettin da cheez 
no ratatouille

arp dat be my toolie
backology??
bitch we make em bleed
nigas juh need 2 slit they wrist
nigga u such a dweeb
whole lotta blood
movin like carti
whole lotta blood
movin like carti

youre not emo

every shadow is facing you w/jainn (kill & xen) #NIHIL

murder @snortblo

prod me

n honestlyy i found ma peace
u tha only girl 2 notice how i feel
u tha only reasonn tht am still here
was it lov or was it js me
was it all those thoughts comin back
i been tryin ma hardest but i ##relapsedd
yeh how dat happenedd
was it rlly all mb
all this moneyy i keep stackinn
why i still talk 2 these hoez i kno they average
yeh but shes a bad bish i caint help itttt
tell me am a good man she can sense it
is it 4 ma money ion care is depressing
bby i lov tha attention but bby ion wan mess it up
keep ma head way up in tha cloudz
i js caint nevrr chooseluv ill js end up getting hurt now

relapse (p. ogmatrixx)

ima go insaneeee ft gloomy prod jinxgarden

@topdown77 @brownanchor-2

I was sippin', I was sippin', I was sippin', I was sippin'
I was sippin', I was sippin', I had tweas up in the trap bitch
Got some tweas up in the trap
Yeah, I drink that shit til' it go black
My bitch, she got a fat ass butt
In that SRT, I'm going up
I had tweas up in the trap bitch (x5)
Eugh, I might fuckin' yack
Got razorblade on me, attack
I run thru your crib with no mask
Roll that blunt up, let's go fucking blast
Eugh, I might fuckin' yack
Eugh- eugh, I might fuck- I might-
Eugh, I might fuckin' yack
Eugh, I might fuck- fuck- fuck
Eugh- eugh

Money counter beepin'
Yeah, bring yo mattress- Where you sleepin'?
We get fried and make bread, best believe it
Cashout baby, let's go hit up Neiman's
I make yo rent just while you're sleeping
This designer, yeah I know you peep it
Run up thru the bushes, fuckin' creepin
Cutter, cutter, cutter, yeah this bitch'll leave you fuckin' bleedingg
Ya mother, mother, mother, where I send you, ya you fuckin' leavin'
Pull up in a foreign, yeah I'm waitin'
She said "You Popstar Teen?", yeah best believe it

She said "You Popstar Teen?", yeah best believe it
I pop these pills, I hope I don't OD, my mission not completed
This bitch do me so bad but I still go back, don't know why I repeat it
My members scam yo mama
Yeah they screamin' "Do not redeem it"
Make racks you can't get between it
I met this bad bitch in the bed
She wanna slop me now
Like damn, I love being Topdown!!
Step out, it feel like I got crown
Feelin' like some royalty
All these niggas just wan' be like me
Yeah bitch, I'm the fucking Popstar Teen

She wan' fuck with Popstar Teen (x2)
She wan' pull up to the trap and take some shots and pop some beans
You comin' to the crib lil baby? Know that you will never leave
Bitch niggas, I duck and weave
Like please just get away from me!!!
I miss the trap
(Come take a sip with me, baby let's go fuckin' drink)
I miss the trap
(I wan' go back)
I miss the trap
(I wan' go back)
I miss the trap
(We in the traphouseee)
I wan' go back!!
Designer bagged up
Designer bagged up

Got some tweas up in the trap
Yeah, I drink that shit til' it go black
My bitch, she got a fat ass butt
In that SRT, I'm going up
I had tweas up in the trap bitch (x5)
I got some tweas up in the trap, I'm drunk as shit

tweas in tha trap @sewmyskin

Rip me limb from limb, touch me, I can't get a enough, inside I drown without you, inside I drown without you, inside I bleed without you, crying pink from my eyes, crying blood from my eyes

inside i drown without you , i dont deserve u if this doesnt reach u
cut me drink my blood, on a full moon
can u save me from my death, flowers on my grave bed
my hopeless suicide, such a romantic way to die
hurt me i lie
ill grow wings and fly

teenmassacre , deadaux - drown w/o u prod 06jen #1692

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