(Written by Terry Reeves, 2018)
Terry Reeves:  Lead Vocal
Gary Reeves:  Occasional Chorus Vocals
Hans Albers:  All instruments, Arrangement & Production

Cover art picture is of Mum & Brian, taken in 1949.

My Mum requested that, at her funeral(today, 16 January 2022, being the third anniversary), our sisterJayne and her children made arrangements to cover her coffin in pink roses as a sign to everybody that we should celebrate her life and not mourn her death.  They found a casket with a pink rose design too, which would have pleased her even more.  She wanted to be remembered for the good times she had with her family and many close friends.  Mum enjoyed parties and celebrations a great deal.

In writing the song, I wanted to represent all the important parts of Mum's life to help us to remember what an incredibly generous person she was,  always there to help those who needed some extra love and attention.  We grew up in a house that was somewhere our friends and neighbours could always turn to if they needed help. Throughout our lives it wasn't at all unusual to wake up in the morning to find someone who needed refuge asleep on the sofa.  Neighbours' children would join us for meals on a regular basis and Mum made sure there was always plenty to go round..

At the funeral itself, as the chorus explains, I felt so uncomfortably exposed, standing at the front with all eyes seemingly looking at me, gauging every reaction. I think Jayne and Gal felt much the same if truth be told.  Even with my wife and children there to support me, it was one of those moments in life I don't think any of us ever really wants to face. 

We will certainly never forget our wonderful Mum and all the things she did for us.  She always made special times just a bit more special, going that extra mile so that the memories would last a lifetime.

I felt it was particularly important to write this song for my sister, who was the main carer for my Mum in the latter years of her life and dealt with all the difficulties with so much love, care and strength.  This song is for you Jayne, with all our love. 

As always, we give our heartfelt thanks to Hans for producing an arrangement so in keeping with the spirit of the song and the occasion it marks.
Thank you everyone for all your support.  (Terry Reeves)

One thousand pink Roses to light the flame
One thousand reasons making you live again
One thousand regrets as we all stand still 
One thought of sadness makes this moment so real.

I don’t wanna be here for all to see   X2

Five hundred stories to make you live again
Five hundred dresses in a beautiful frame
Five hundred presents for your many friends
One single moment, our love will never end

I don’t wanna be here for all to see. X2

One hundred whispers hiding words of truth
One hundred wishes turning magic loose 
One hundred kisses for children who sing
Only one person could make hearts ring

I don't wanna be here for all to see.     X4

Only one mother helps grow with a laugh
Only one mother puts smiles in every photograph
Only one mother gives when others take
Our family love you never stopped trying to make 

I will always be here for you and me
I will always be here for you and me...
I will always be
Here for you

ONE THOUSAND PINK ROSES (FOR MUM) - CRIPPLE CLUB & HANS ALBERS

TORN APART

2022 Edition
Lyrics and vocal: Lokka Vox
Composing&production: Juhax

(verse)
is this the way how you saw it
is this the way how planned it from the start
is this the way how you lived it in your mind
aaah

is this the way how ended
is this the way how you make me fall apart
is this the way how break a good girls heart
aaaah

e, e, e, eh

(chorus)
i am torn apart
i am torn apart

i am torn apart
i am torn apart

is this the way how ended
is this the way how you make me fall apart
is this the way how break a good girls heart

Torn Apart (2022 Edition)

This is kinda sad song, its about ending life or not, paradise ending 
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intro

2:18
I see you standing in the rain
Without you I go insane
I feel your touch I want you near
Without you I have no fear

3:05
take control

4:08
LATIN
fear of death, O God, save me

05:11
paradise

SUNDAY RAIN

Did a new version of the classic ABBA song, some new tunes included.
Massive project, 64 diffent synths/vst-s used and layering of sounds in multiple tracks !!
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GIMME GIMME GIMME - ELECTRO ED(ABBA)
Produced and composed by JUHAX

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"Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! (A Man After Midnight)" is a song by Swedish band ABBA. It was recorded in August 1979

LYRICS:

Half-past twelve
And I'm watching the late show in my flat all alone
How I hate to spend the evening on my own
Autumn winds
Blowing outside the window as I look around the room
And it makes me so depressed to see the gloom
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Movie stars
Find the end of the rainbow with a fortune to win
It's so different from the world I'm living in
Tired of TV
I open the window and I gaze into the night
But there's nothing there to see, no one in sight
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
There's not a soul out there
No one to hear my prayer
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Won't somebody help me chase the shadows away?
Gimme, gimme, gimme a man after midnight
Take me through the darkness to the break of the day

GIMME GIMME GIMME - ELECTRO ED(ABBA)

I´m just trying to show you something
You don’t want to know
I´m hiding all my guarded secrets
You already know
As if I stupid man would not comprehend
you go down to my plain 
Tell me it is plain to see
Your crying´s all about me

You say we’re goin´ down slow
And you have always known
We´re goin´ down slow
That´s the way things go

Drunk, lost and lonely, 
Melancholic beyond words,
Angry till you’re trembling,
And feeling unready for love,
You go out in a wild romantic gesture 
To a beautiful woman    
You fake a smile and a sober expression
And all in the name of love and pain.

You say we’re goin´ down slow
And you have always known
We´re goin´ down slow
That´s the way things go

You wonder ´bout all these contradictions 
All these trials and confusions inside
But with a splendid displacement
You will let them hide.

You say we’re goin´ down slow
And you have always known
We´re goin´ down slow
That´s the way things go

Goin´down slow

Une petite valse composée il y a quelques temps... A propos des dilemmes et plus généralement de la difficulté de faire des choix...

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A little waltz composed some time ago... About dilemmas and more generally about the difficulty of making choices...

Indecision

... another cool open collab track by Paploviante <3 https://soundcloud.com/paploviante-and-friends/odyssee-paploviante-open-collab ... here's my flute remix, kind of ambient jazz now :-) I hope I did justice to the awesome backing :-) let me know !

Odyssee / by Paploviante / joerxworx flute remix

Experiments

So Nervous When The Trip Starts

Return to the Origin

Improvisation - 5 (Cover)

Glow Shadow Bloom #496

Game Developer and artist (painting and music).
Artist Names Music: JUHAX, Juha Soderqvist
Artist Names Painting: JMS, Juha M Soderqvist
Game Studio: JUHAX GAMES
All songs are 100% made with Renoise (DAW)

SUNDAY RAIN

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