❥ soul collection~

why am I trying every hour
To pick this cotton flower
Millions of them all around
And wind is getting louder
Working spring to autumn autumn autumn
Walking top to bottom bottom bottom
Feel like I’ve forgotten gotten gotten
What meaning is this cotton cotton cotton
Days like row of buttons buttons buttons
Drag me like a burden burden burden
Hope all of a sudden sudden sudden
I land in Eden’s garden garden garden

뜨거운 햇살 아래에서 노예처럼 목화를 따
해가 질 때쯤 하얀 꽃에 피눈물을 drop
난 누구의 옷을 위해 이렇게 괴로워하는걸까
아무것도 변하지 않고 들판은 끝이 없네
하느님 절 이 들판에서 구원하소서
우릴 이렇게 만든 그들을 거둬가소서
이 목화바구니는 too heavy for me
내 삶은 곧 끝을 맺고 싶은 story

끝내 버리고 싶어 이 삶
내 발은 저밑 저밑에 언제 끝날까 난 밤을 새 im a
Slave picking cottons lotta pain 내게다가와
눈앞에 펼친 좌절 언제까지 들여다봐야될지
앞이캄캄해져 i got
Thousand pain 짊어져 맘이급해 지니
따뜻해 질 날을 기다리다보니 
어느새 지나가지 bout 2years 주변엔 뭐가 붐벼
I feel like im a loser uh 
I wanna go to peace but i dont yeah
Need a lotta bad pills 느껴 bad feels
I just wait a long time in a pain though
Tired of many chances so sad uh 
끝내 버리고 싶어 이 삶
내발은 저밑 저밑에 언제 끝날까 난 밤을 새 im a
Slave picking cottons lotta pain 내게다가와
눈 앞에 펼친 좌절 언제까지 들여다 봐야될지
앞이캄캄해져 i got

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k-indie x lofi hiphop 

the magicians: 
@love-sadkid
@chriswrightotj
@ciikki

art: twitter.com/lordohsew

lyrics:

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)


This is me losing to the rapids
Take it back moving ever faster
Check front no never going backwards
I peep whatever is disaster
We fight we talk and make it up
You jumping ship when it gets rough
I can't ever just be enough for you, matter fact I can't even afford you
I saw the way you look at him
I seen ya eyes tryna hide ya thought
Wanted to get with the truth and ya lies were afoot
Keeping me down no matter how I fought
I noticed that the us in trust was the you and I in my suicide
Never going back, never check the past
Sorry's never matter, promises don't last
I know that the fire burning wasn't wrong but it's a perfect match
We were good for eachother so much that we burned to fast, left and we turned to ash
Iodine diet you made me salty just for fun
And throughout explainations of my expectations you could never learn to love

Oh we can't go from whence we came
I know that you won't try that hard
I'm wounded by my battle scars

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

I think I might of spent my whole damn life in love with somebody, but
Hopelessly, you don't miss me, on the way back round to the house party
Made a stop at the store got whiskey galore, and I drink that shit till my eyes can't see
Broke down ice machine, always meant to be cold but I drink enough that it’s warm to bleed
You were warning me about bad decisions
But you made it worse in this bad religion
Like Scientology, high and gotta be mixing off of this bad addiction
Treat popping pills like a competition, when you popping off about how you miss him
I add her all up, some bad addition
My windows stuck on a old edition
Cause we been staring at the same shit but it don't look right to me
You cut my image out of your group photo, framed me for it, then blasted me
But I still feel like I can't ignore it
Flag wave in my face so casually
Don't wanna another casualty, and actually I'm so proud to see
That we came far enough from our home towns (hometown)
To see it for ourselves that it's going down (going down)
All up on your phone I been calling just to lay around
You don't wanna talk so I think I gotta say it now
I'm crazy for you

오늘 처음 만났었고 우린 낯설었고
언제 그랬냐는 듯 껴안은 채
(We met for the first time today, we were strangers
and we’re cuddling as if wondering, when were we like that?)

아프단 말도 없이 난 처음이란 말로
어디로 가는 지도 몰랐어
(You never said that it hurt, said that I was your first
I didn’t know where we were going)

숨이 헐떡거릴 만큼 너는 뜨거웠고
멈춰지질 않아 참 곤란했었지
(You were hot and gasping for air
you didn’t stop and it was awkward)

괜찮단 말도 없이 넌 어떻게든 될 거라고
난 그냥 믿었지
(You never said that it was okay, said it would work out
and I just believed you)

rhodes played live by the homie Steven

sample: CIKI - Baby Crush

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strangers (ft. love-sadKiD, Chris Wright, CIKI)

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[lyrics: https://goo.gl/Ua2s2i]
[art by: instagram.com/maikoolk]

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