If You Love Me

@grotesq & @hazee - goin down prod me #garnetaudios

blerg

(hook:)
it's a miracle the pills haven't taken my life
i'm hanging on by a thread u could cut with a knife
i'm poppin percs til i'm numb and i'm feelin alright
swear to god i don't think that imma make it tonight
oh hold me closer while i od
so many people wanna know me
but i'm still so fucking lonely
show me thinking bout those things u never told me

(verse:)
tell me that i'm doing alright
i know i'm really not
i'll just shut up bottle and hide
the things i really want
feels like i'm stranded in space
i'm like an astronaut
screaming for somebody to help
when i know they won't
imma let it go for a second i can manage
cut off all my friends cuz my habits doing damage
i know it's wrong i guess i got so much baggage
when i'm at my lowest then these xannys take advantage

(hook:)
it's a miracle the pills haven't taken my life
i'm hanging on by a thread u could cut with a knife
i'm poppin percs til i'm numb and i'm feelin alright
swear to god i don't think that imma make it tonight
oh hold me closer while i od
so many people wanna know me
but i'm still so fucking lonely
show me thinking bout those things u never told me


s a y i t.

juliaa