Lyrics:

Both my parents knew you weren't the one
And yeah, we tried our best to prove them wrong
But I think that they were right
We were two kids in this life just having fun
Why'd it take ten months to see it clear?
If I'd saw it coming, I would have disappeared
I'm just thinking to myself, thought our path led somewhere else
But now we're here
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say
I know you're confused, I feel the same
You're still in the dark and I'm the blame
And I can't stand to see you cry
If you don't wanna say goodbye then look away
But someday you'll be in another's arms
And you'll be happy that I broke your heart
Maybe then you might forgive me
For not taking you with me, it's a start
If it's perfect on paper
Then why do I feel like?
I love the idea of you more than I love you
And that's hard, so hard to hear
We checked off all the boxes
But that's not what love is
And that's hard, it's hard to hear
Even harder to say, harder to say
So hard to say, it's so hard to say

Changes - EP

The Idea Of You

Lyrics:

It's funny how life takes time
From under your fingers
Like snowfall takes the life
Of flowers in winter
We're all just passing by
Too quickly to linger
So scared we're gonna die
Before we begin to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
I lay awake most nights
Painting a picture
Of what could be in my mind
If I didn't leave to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?

What Did I Do?

object of my obsession

i want to live forever when i die

all i do is think about u

cycles (w slmnMORE x Static)

not your fault (hey you)

We're Slowly Falling Apart / I'm Just a Ghost

I'm Just a Ghost

vocals:  L.A. Ferguson
written and performed by L.A. Ferguson

Her Heaven (Take 3)

I Just Wanna Feel.wav

essence in the void
space inhales the unseen

A line brushes between shadow and light
Silence settles on the edge of a thought
The slightest motion charts an erased map
I walk inside the echo of a suspended note

Less is more
Less is more
Pure essence, new shape
Unless, there is more

The tempo slows, the surface retreats
Every breath becomes a moment without signal
I touch the absent, I hear the vanished beat
The minimal vibration holds a universe

Less is more
Less is more
Pure essence, new shape
Unless, there is more

In a sonic hollow I find the truth
A mote of time afloat, weightless

Less is more
Less is more
Pure essence, new shape
Unless, there is more

And in the silence I become my own reflection
Essence regained, I let the shadow fade

Unless, there is more (OST Pop reload)

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all i do is think about u

Julia Alexa