I'm glad i remembered Juli uploaded deeper than before on here after Rxseboy deleted it on his account

Get You Back (Thomas Reid, cøzybøy, Jomie)

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

dlm
don't leave me
i need you more than ever and it's strange
haven't felt this way in forever
straight pain
knowing that i'm not the best
and i can't handle change
don't know why you're interested
i'm nothing but a name
maybe i just fucking love the pain
it's what i been attracting
every waking day
hire an assassin
to cut out my brain
i'm tired of acting 
like i am okay
for a minute gotta hold it in
then i run to the back
cause the pain in my chest
i don't want you to see when i blow it big
and every single minute man i feel so distressed
i just need a fucking rest and control within
but it feels i never get it 
now this pain has been embedded
and this living i been dreading
dead emotions never settle
who am i?
cause i don't know
and i never did

baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away

hold me close
i need more
got no hoes
on my phone
i'm alone
all the time
even when there's people close
look at me
love your eyes
make me feel like i'm alright
so please don't leave
not on some pressure shit
you just be so precious
shit
i don't need no extra shit
just wish my hands were on your hips
run em up and down your tits
addicted to your fucking lips
the taste of em
i'm wasted on em 
taking breaks
exchanging gazes
you just look amazing on me
x2

baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
baby don't leave me i need you to stay
i'm craving attention today
and you look so beautiful wiping all of my tears away
x2

i would tell you not to leave but i don’t want you to feel pressured to love me (prod. 4lexf)

written by Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice
produced by mrmcchickino
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by Cavasoul

-lyrics-
(Chorus: Lxst Boy)
does she remember
the way she made me laugh?
i wanna text her
but i will get nothing back
it's harder than i anticipated
feel my chest collapse
i think i need a break
but i cant relax

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
save me
take control, don't
break me
turn the pencil upside down
erase me
what did i do wrong cause now
she hates me
oh she hates me

(Chorus)

(Verse 2: A Distant Voice)
every note that i would send
was a list of the dreams that i had in my head
but i missed all my chances, i’m feeling regret
now 
i’m 
thinking of how you would smile
you lit up my world
and it would took me a while
to stop feeling red
got my heart rate a hundred and ten
and you’re making it clear
i got nothing to fear
cuz now my end is here
all these letters i wrote to myself
were they meant for me or someone else
did i do something wrong to you 
making me seem like a demon from hell

(Chorus 2x)

S T R E A M

letters2myself w/ A Distant Voice (mrmcchickino)

this is a continuation of my song car ride. enjoy.

Lyrics:
I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I wonder what’s like to drink and smoke cigars
Or pass out in the grass on a strangers yard
Or how it feels to get high and look at the stars

I wonder what’s it like to give someone my heart
In fear that person could just tear it all apart
I wonder if Ill ever really come apart 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end 

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over 

I wonder if ill make past 21 
I wonder if my parents think that I’m important
I wonder if my exes think about me often

I wonder If I ever knew what I could love 
I wonder if blew my chances up above
I wonder If I’ll ever really be enough 

I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
I’m trying to be my own friend
Cause I know that Ill be with myself 
Until the very end
Until the very end

I let you go
Please come back
I want a chance 
To start over 
Cause I know this can’t 
be all  over

I'm trying to be my own friend

I'm Trying To Be My Own Friend (prod. Ocean)[OUT NOW ON SPOTIFY]

Sample vocals by Mia Smith
Produced by @meproducerrrrr
Artwork by David Kiernan

Kam Michael
https://instagram.com/imkammichael
https://youtube.com/c/KamMichael
https://twitter.com/kammichael_
https://spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Rxseboy
@rxseboy
twitter.com/_rxseboy
www.instagram.com/rxseboy
https://spoti.fi/2vnD4UE

Mia Smith
https://soundcloud.com/miaxsmith123
https://instagram.com/mii.uhhhh
https://spoti.fi/2TGf21n

Lyrics:

[Hook: Mia Smith]
Who do you think of when it's just you and the moon
When the light from the stars fades into your room

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah,
The way that you're looking I'm feeling alright. We can take off and then vibe through the night. Know it's love at first sight. I'm stuck in my head and I need some help, get me out of my mind. You're one of a kind. Got me relaxed. I said I won't fall but I'm boutta relapse. Not gonna lie yeah I'm getting attached. Out of this club we can sneak through the back.
We can talk 'till the sunrise.
Take sips get lost in your brown eyes.
I don't want it all to end, no you're too fine.
Swear to god you were found in a gold mine.
Follow my lead, i'ma give you the moon.
Or we can leave and go hide in the room
Lay in the bed and get into the mood
Swear I'm in love with the way that you move.

[Hook: Mia Smith]
Who do you think of when it's just you and the moon
When the light from the stars fades into your room

[Verse 2: Rxseboy]
We taking off while my heart racing.
if i look in your eyes, i'd be star gazing.
we could go travel to mars faded.
getting caught, zero gravity car chases.
nah i'm playing, but trust me, its real and I feel it.
drop all the drama, one knee, i be kneeling.
i want you for life, you stuck in my sight.
i'll say my vows while i make you my wife.
slow down, can we hold up for a minute.
you a bad chick, put some roses on the linen.
say you bout this, okay me too, lemme get it.
now it's midnight, kinda wanna see the aesthetic.
i don't want nothing that's basic.
i just want love with some patience.
I hope you get what I’m saying.
We should go take a vacation.
Flying away in my spaceship.

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Kam Michael - Us and the moon (ft. Rxseboy & Mia Smith)

Much love to the fam @rxseboy and @ivrii for creating this with me <33

Lyrics:

Ivri:
I want your eyes
on a silver plate
And your lungs
Don't hesitate to breathe
I will absorb you
Watch the bugs as they swarm you
I only adore you
I will absorb you

Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Despise me
Just a tip from the dead sequioa tree
I'm sorry
I think so violently

Thomas Reid:
Our lips met and it felt like a snake bite
I wonder if you miss me late alone in the nighttime
The earth rotates and your love runs past me
You threw my heart away, I’ll pick it up if you ask me

Now I’m falling falling
But I’m never calling
Even though I want to
You were my home to run to
But this home is broken
God, wish I could focus
Memories we share now embers burned above us in the air

Rxseboy:
Turned to a mockery
What do you want from me?
Body on top of me
Can you get off of me
Hate your reflection like I hate myself
And I hate my reflection I was I was somebody else
You look at me like I'm something you need
I think that you're into making me bleed
I see bones, I see daggers all pointed at me
Fell the pain while you torturing
Gouge out my dreams

I don't get intimate
Vibe getting sinister
I run away like a cold-hearted criminal
All these subliminals go to my conscience
I'm falling deeper is this what you wanted?
(Yes)
Is this what you wanted?
Memories haunt me
That's why I'm cautious
I let my gaurd down
You took advantage
Evil inside you I don't understand it.

Despise Me

Spotify

Thomas Reid x Rxseboy x Ivri - Despise Me

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Snøw & Skinny Atlas - I Guess Im The Reason Why

Produced by M.E ( @meproducerrrrr )
Art by: David Kiernan 

Kam Michael
instagram.com/imkammichael
youtube.com/c/KamMichael
twitter.com/kammichael_
spoti.fi/2RxYGFj

Lyrics:
[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 1: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I empty out my soul trynna think of what i'm confessing.
hope you open up the the door to your mind and I'll be the blessing. Late nights of heart breaks, we think everything is a weapon.
See I know he broke you down to the bottom but I'm obsessing never stressing.
Know it's tough, know that we got it rough, It's hard to say that "I'm sorry" but harder for you to trust. And i'm learning that I'm enough, something I had to find,
You say that you're broken down,
But really one of a kind, and I know..
We make mistakes and it shows
But baby I don't think that I could ever be on my own.
I used to live inside my head, was feeling empty and cold.
You gave me reason not to fear of ever being alone.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

[Chorus: ]
Oh why do you cry at night when you're alone?
Oh please take your time to find the reasons behind these feelings inside.

[Verse 2: Kam Michael]
Yeah, okay I know you hate it when I compliment you,
but you should love yourself, there ain't a single thing against you.
See I'm not picture perfect and I'll prove it cuz baby, you fit the frame.
I'll always feels the same, there ain't a second that I'll never miss you.
No going back, swear no going bad.
Whenever I'm chilling with you my head it be running laps.
And lately I'm feeling better, been moving away from past,
So when I write about you just know that I'm speaking facts.
And I was walking on a tight rope, stuck inside a life boat, but now I see the light inside of you, don't tell I don't
You're way too insecure, but I'm the same, I found the right cope, we could be whatever.
Said your exes? I'm not like those.
I wanna hold you for a lifetime, living on a lifeline.
Stepping out our zones, mix emotions with the white wine.
Staying up all night and pillow talk it through the sunrise.
I know you're very different, glad I found you at the right time.

Kam Michael - why do you cry? [Prod. M.E]

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deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

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