hope you all doing good. theres someone out there going through the same thing. Jesus loves you <3

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the long way home (feat. Sarcastic Sounds & Sara Kays)

If I Die

If I Die (feat. Julia Alexa)

deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

Leaving

Leaving (feat. the bootleg boy & Heroe)

Belak on all platforms:
https://linktr.ee/heybelak

Stream/Buy this song:
https://share.amuse.io/track/belak-dont-look-up

ft. @powfu

Lyrics:

(Belak)

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

i hope i dont end up like my dad did
die young, from mixing drugs in the cabinet
even if all the pill bottles had an asterisk 
saying “this will kill you!”
people would just laugh it off
and pop Perc 30s till the casket
says “wassup!” and the party gets crashed in
imagine a world without distractions 
no addiction, but that’ll never happen
been fucked up
i been right there with you in the same boat
putting cracks in the hull, let it sink slow
till you hit rock bottom, then you think to yourself 
that only way out is to swim up
but everyday i feel like i should just give up
i still pray to god, tell the devil he can get fucked
i walk along my path working out the knots and hiccups
i put on my raincoat through the storm and drizzle

so if earth got the hit by meteor
i would just smile and laugh
as the world burns down around me
if everything just stopped existing 
then i would be fine
because at least i wouldnt be here to cry
x2

(Powfu)

i guess im a selfish man
yikes
i got nobody holding my hand
spent too much time on desktops and papers
if i could go back
would i tip my waiter?
didnt notice i was falling
popping way too many adderalls
blinded by the shit that doesnt matter at all
laugh when i fall down
you step on my back
all this shit thats coming at me
i deserve from my past
i cant see through the lighting
half my town wanna fight me
heart made of stone 
i was hiding
was a lifeless soul till you found me
not afraid of death im all in
i dont need a rest
my calling is spread out on the desk
now i understand im meant for way more

don't look up ft. Powfu

Stream/Buy

don't look up Ft. Powfu

Written by: Thomas Reid & Fog Lake
Produced by: boyfifty

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic

Lyrics:
we were always miserable together
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
got everybody asking me where i’m from
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
i got nowhere to go now

and i been running away from myself
got everybody saying that i need help
i couldn’t even tell you
tell you
cause i know you’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody left to talk to
it’s no fun
i wonder where highway
might lead
if i just started driving

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

we were always miserable together
(together, together forever)
riled up and underneath the weather

i been running away for so long
my lungs are curled up and i’m slowing down
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
i’m too tired to move now

and i been running away from the past
the finish line’s empty when you’re in last
i wish that i could tell you
tell you
but i know i’d just run out

and i got no one
no one
nobody ever calls now
they moved on
i wonder if i’m breathing
maybe not
if no one can see me
no one can see me

running down your face and on your sweater
something I've been thinking for forever

no one can see me (prod. boyfifty)

Lyrics... 

My fate is sealed I don’t know what to do 
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate and I’ve been paying my dues
But I think I’m too late it’ll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be snake and they never teach
That’s why you never see me trust they all deceased
So I’ve been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I’ll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep

That’s the cards that were dealt 
And I’m sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain’t any better I’m deceiving myself
And It’s funny cause the money yeah can’t buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically I don’t have money to spend
Ain’t that crazy cause Every penny go to family and friends and that’s why I say I’m quitting music I like it but I’ll prolly be dead

I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired
I’m fucking tired
I’m so tired 
I’m tired and honestly I think my time has expired

feeling well 
I ain’t been feeling well
And I’m done with trying to talk I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I’m destined to failI
I’m breathing regret every time I fucking inhale

Moving on I can’t
Man I’m trying but my mind is stuck back in the past
I’d be lying if dying didnt seem that bad
I’m writing the facts I’m fucking fighting for this 
I give my life but that shit wouldn’t last

Yeah I’m giving my best but still want me to change
Man I’m trying to change
And I hate when they tell me I’ll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half of the help I’m getting feeling it’s fake

Fake as a bitch
I’ve been pushing but my mind it can’t handle this shit
I’ve been battling depression ever since just a kid
I’m a shell I’ve been broken and I’m sorry I got nun left to give

Honestly, I'm tired (prod. 4lexf)

@akumuh - can you leave me alone?! (prod. sundwn & jang0)

@sorrow x @no.cape x @juli x @thebootlegboy - deeper than before

Kiss me(prod.chill sebs).m4a

some nights (feat. powfu, rxseboy, sarcastic sounds)

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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deeper than before - powfu, rxseboy & julia alexa (prod. the bootleg boy)

☆Julia Alexa☆