silver w/ giovanni (prod. m.e & raspy)

hollywoods bleeding (cover)

crawl under ur skin (intro) - Julia Alexa

white sheets

i know how it feels (p. niche)

Tough choices with Scorpio and Mackk :)!

Lyrics below: 

(Vails)
I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

I still feel the same
And rotting my brain 
The most intense pain 
Was i to blame

I dont think i was but ima take credit for it
Cus i cant shift the blame, i never wanted this shit 
But im left with it, guess ill deal with it 
Its not like i had a fucking choice to begin with 
Uh im not hating myslef because thats easy
And its not like anyone else could please me 
If things were differnet that believe me
It wouldnt  be so easy to defeat me 

But im going away for good
Wrapped the pain around me like a cloak 
i never knew if i should
But ive got good at learning how to cope

I don’t think these meds are working as they should do 
Cus I’m still in pain, I still feel the same

drop the act, well I’ve tried too
I failed a thousand times tonight  
Trust me this an issue
even when I’m high as hell I still miss u 
keep a photograph close, pretend i could kiss u
holding it close
I really never let go 
so I don’t let go, but I still feel low 

(Scorpio)

I feel like im dying and no I'm not being dramatic
I feel like I've been trying for what feels likes been ages
I'm not even crying cos the meds don't allow it
I cant stop myself hiding from all of their faces

stone cold rock you could call me onix
i might blast off maybe join team rocket
jumping out my socks run from my feelings like im sonic
turn up off the wall like vans if im honest

Ive never been good
At talking about my problems
I just take a puff
Until they’re all forgotten

Telling me she like me
Like im an option
Baby that’s unlikely
im barely worth a conversation

theres too many options
and too many tough choices
and if im being honest
i feel like im nothing

#midwestemo #emo #poppunk #mathrock #emomemes #modernbaseball #emorevival #music #indierock #realemo #posthardcore #screamo #skramz #punk #indie #tinymovingparts #sororitynoise #thefrontbottoms #guitar #emomusic #alternative #americanfootballband #capnjazz #momjeansband #musicmemes #weezer #hotmulligan #americanfootball #rock #indiemusic

Tough Choices (feat. Scorpio)

follow secre x jolst 

lyrics:
stay with me 
you are my home 
stay with me girl 
you are the soul, that i’ve always known

i just wrote you a letter 
(a letter) 
yea a letter
whenever you read it feel better
occasionally (occasionally)
yea, ima disaster 
ill have my shit together then ill lose it so much faster
i really hope that it doesn't change the way you look at me
i can't seem to maintain stability
i know i have, the capability
i know that, i know that

stay with me, you are my home (secre x jolst)

Revisit in time (prod. The sound clown + tiedforsilver)
Voice over from Lil Peep . May he rest in peace ❤️
Hope you enjoy. Vails.

Lyrics below:

I’m afraid
It’s time I left this city and never once look back
I’m afraid 
Of the people I’ll upset 
But I know in the end they’ll all understand 

It’s been far too long
Hiding in my shell I think I need to come out
It’s been far too long
i miss being happy 
So maybe next time
We can revisit this song 

Watching rain drops
Fall out my window
feeling glum
No innuendo 
Will it get better from here ? I hope
Will i ever stop shedding tears? I guess nope 

I’m afraid
It’s time I left this city and never once look back
I’m afraid 
Of the people I’ll upset 
But I know in the end they’ll all understand 

It’s been far too long
Hiding in my shell I think I need to come out
It’s been far too long
i miss being happy 
So maybe next time
We can revisit this song 

#sadrap #emorap #rap #sad #lilpeep #emo #hiphop #emotrap #soundcloud #music #rapper #soundcloudrapper #emorapper #trap #sadtrap #beats #gbc #newmusic #gothboiclique #juicewrld #alternative #sadraps #liltracy #producer #darktrap #guardin #xxxtentation #bhfyp #goth #sadmusic

Revisit, In Time

produced by pekarot

…

so we think bout cuttin ties!
sever the connection to the stars that had aligned!
god… if it’s real give me a sign 
cuz I keep movin slower as I’m running out of time and…

It’s getting close to out of line!
You don’t wanna leave but you don’t wanna pick a side!
yeah… I know I’m wrong you’re prolly right
I feel like an ass shoudlnt have to apologize 

saw the red flags behind your chocolate colored eyes
I don’t listen to my gut cuz he likes killing butterflies 
in my head it’s always cold, but girl you feel like summertime 
but baby seasons always change and we’re just human by design.

wizard (+pekarot)

dry spell

Bad Habits (Prod. Lexi Banks)

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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crawl under ur skin (intro) - Julia Alexa

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