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lyrics:

I can tell you're happier with him
You ask what's killing me now
That's what's killing me
I can hardly love myself
At least I'm honest what the hell
That's what's real in me
there's nothing real in you
You're not reeling me in
You're not really my friend
Lie and say you have my back
You know you're fake as shit
I'm happy that this is the end
And I'm happy I won't see you again

Pull the knife from my back
Look you straight in the eye
I wish I could forget you over night
Pull the knife from my back
Look you straight in the eye
Whoever said it gets easier they lied

I can tell you're happier with him
You ask what's killing me now
That's what's killing me
I can hardly love myself
At least I'm honest what the hell
That's what's real in me
there's nothing real in you
You're not reeling me in
You're not really my friend
Lie and say you have my back
You know you're fake as shit
I'm happy that this is the end
And I'm happy I won't see you again

Pull the knife from my back
Look you straight in the eye
Whoever said it gets easier they lied
Pull the knife from my back
Look you straight in the eye
Whoever said it gets easier they lied

backstabber

trying to fix something that cant be fixed (prod. Ocean)

lyrics¬

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we,
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

im sober now
dont cut me out
i fell in love
too fast, for my own good
but you're the one that loved me too
i cant imagine a life without you
cos we stick together like feathers and glue
and i would be finished if i lost you, too

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

inevitability ill get replaced
missing the times i wake up to your face 
reminiscing on places we visit apart but together 
in juxtaposition oh
why does it have to be this way?
i hate its not us spending everyday, together
what ever happened, to, forever? 

he's everything
that i wanna be but never was
and i bet he treats you better
than i, ever could
we
were always fighting i
think i misunderstood
what you meant when you said you loved me
i didnt think anybody could

misunderstood (marco)

Artist:
@sxdtune

Lyrics:
i know
that when i call your phone
you’ll leave me all alone, yeah
you’ll leave me all alone, yeah, ayy
i dance on my own
but i need you here
i feel you on my skin
but i cant be with you when i
i feel so worthless all the fucking time, time
ay, you were my all
you were my everything
you told me to go and i did
and i thought that you would come back
but you didn’t, and i
i won’t call you all the time
i just need you here

i dance on my own
but i need you here
i feel you on my skin
but i can’t be with you when i
i feel so worthless all the fucking time, time

ay, you were my all
you were my everything
you told me to go and i did
and i thought that you would come back
but you didn’t
and i
i won’t call you all the time

don’t go
you’re half of me now
but i’m hardly stood proud
i said it almost
i said it almost

sxdtune - call you

on me

crawl under ur skin (intro) - Julia Alexa

akumuh x paper bag - ta-da (lxst boy remix)

SadBoyProlific- Gatsby (ft.3L3VAT3 ).mp3

Shout out to Lxst Boy for killing this track - And of course Moneo for the amazing production.
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Lyrics
-
(Lord, I thank you) 
(Keep me safe)
(Babe, you offer an escape) 
(I won’t go another day) 
(Look inside my heart decays)
(Fill me up with oxy faded) 
(Look at my eyes)
(I’m way too jaded)
(Way too used to painful cadence)
(Brand new sky still under maintenance) 

Does it feel how it’s supposed to
I don’t know, couldn’t tell you
Now we’re tired
But she’s sleeping in my arms
In the chaos come desire 
And I know we get drawn to the fire
But stay with me
Girl, I promise it’s over soon
Oh, its over soon

I can’t carry weight 
She said “touch my face”
In that cold embrace 
Release all my hate
Release all my doubts 
I can’t think about
What life would have been
If I ain’t have you now

I got reasons
Baby, don’t think ion mean them
I would cry ‘bout the hard times
When you came through I was bleeding 
Let the light live
I remember looking for a warm wind
In a cold place, couldn’t grasp it
And it’s been a minute but I’m back in yeah

Drawn to your presents
Like moths to a flame 
Winter nights got the best of us 
It’s happened again 
I fold when you call my name 
Call my name 

I can’t carry weight 
She said “touch my face”
In that cold embrace 
Release all my hate
Release all my doubts 
I can’t think about
What life would have been
If I ain’t have you now

From the dry old ground 
To the open sky
If I come back down
Know I’ll stay this time 

From a world that has blossomed 
Reborn after death 
I will reach for my love
I will warm up her breath
I will feel the true weight of the whole universe
When she breaks down on me 
In her heart I feel the words

(Show me the way home)
I can’t carry weight 
She said “touch my face”
In that cold embrace 
Release all my hate
Release all my doubts 
I can’t think about
What life would have been
If I ain’t have you now

Weight

Weight w/ Lxst Boy (Prod. Moneo)

These are my songs I wrote and produced. Very raw versions tho.

3014 Winds howl

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crawl under ur skin (intro) - Julia Alexa

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