playlist i started in late 2019
each song is dear to me and has accompanied me for part of my life
was originally supposed to be a simple playlist to put in background, then evolved into a playlist of sad songs, but the name remained unchanged
some songs don’t necessarily fit that description, but i like them nonetheless
started on youtube, some songs were not found on soundcloud : https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLr6KyGI8ilhTLnB4dZSTjkzdDMDcun0G_
love 💜

chill/lo fi

tired.

All Tomorrow's Vibes 2

im gona km$

Type shit

mark eliyahu,cem adrian-derinlerde (slowed+reverb)

please hold me - Julia Alexa

Başa Sar - Ege Can Sal /// Slowed

ATE - DİĞER YARIM ( S L O W E D + R E V E R B )

edo saiya - vielleicht (official video).mp3

the first time we met - Julia Alexa

poison myself - Julia Alexa

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

if i'm being honest - Julia Alexa

it hasn't killed me yet - Julia Alexa

i don't wanna be saved - Julia Alexa

cigarettes - Julia Alexa

all i do is think about u - Julia Alexa

This release marks the first official remix we've had on our music since creating Banyan and we both were enthralled by the way Fletcher Reed transformed 'Ineffable' from a bright, melodic house record into something we never expected. Bubbly kalimbas, African vocal chants, and playful vocal cuts beautifully dance around the infectious downtempo groove Fletcher has crafted. We hope it leaves you feeling relaxed and uplifted ✨

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Banyan & Equanimous - Ineffable (Fletcher Reed Remix)

this is what winter feels like

Weezy 06’ (prod. maximilli)

@rxseboy x @sundwn - you never loved me

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

prod. taymxru
#shoegaze #numetal #alternativerock #metal #deftones

process of elimination

lyrics //

didnt bother writing
i swore its all behind me
i saw it all play out
i saw the silver lining

guess we both figured out 
the reason weve been hiding
sick of all the run around
im sick of how you want him

you can try, break it off 
turn around take the fall
it was just the two of us
left the town where we grew up

holding onto grudges
im holding on nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into ur blood

(pump me right into your blood
im my mamas only son 
im my mamas only son)


i can be the one you want
i cant heal a broken heart
found me in a local bar’s street
find it funny when they run
find a feeling in a cup
fighting ppl that i love

my fist been clinched, i dnd my phone
miss the kid i was but now hes grown
if you’re the queen
then id be at ur throne
a peasant in the midst of common folk

you can try, break it off
turn around take a fall
it was just the two of us, 
left the town where we grew up
holding on to grudges, i’m holding on to nothing but
use me as a substance
pump me right into your blood

substance [neverforever]

unrest

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Nothing But You (feat. Donnie Sloan & Ricky Ducati)

julia alexa & belfa - everything i couldn't be

Nightcore - Lana Del Rey Chemtrails Over The Country Club

hi, i write & sing <3
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all i do is think about u - Julia Alexa

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