『 0245 2021 1218 』「Q」
[Further description below]

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Juli♡ / ☆Julia Alexa☆
Fem. Singer Songwriter
Melancholic | Emo | Sad
[Prod.] Zug/Switzerland

[RELATED PLAYLISTING] 1
Moar Sad Boi Sad Gal Emo Vibez
by Artist & Mashup Compilations.

chill for melanchoholics
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/004-q2-va-sad-boi-trap
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1
weltschmerz swag rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/007-q2-va-de-rap-emo

[RELATED PLAYLISTING]
Singer Songwriter Voices (Human)
Artist (Label/Profile) Playlists only! 

vocal folk rap reggae ukr
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/055-q2-a-piatnica-duo-ukraine
rastafari irie tunes usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/101-q2-a-sennid-rootsreggae
tokyo based songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/058-q2-a-ren-al-cistus-japan
alt indie folk songwriter
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/052-q2-a-mario-show-china
sad boi acoustic singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/203-q2-a-kayou-emo-lofi-chill
singer acoustic (t)rap
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/122-q2-a-ghosty-emo-sadboi
fem(cel) songwriter usa
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/165-q2-a-brynn-miche-singer
bootleg songwriter etc
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/459-q2-remix-tributes-cover-va

FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes...

voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east
voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's!

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023!

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts!

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[A] Juli[a] Alexa Piano Sad Gal Emo Singer | Q2 (245)

『 0480 2023 0628 』「Q」
[Further description below] 

[THE AUDIO CONTENT]
Emo Singer Songwriter +
Rap Beats Trap Trip Hop
Gloomy Shoegaze Mood
Hyper-ish Sad Boi Ballad

[FEATURING / LINE-UP]
Quertius (Belgium)
heylog♡ ("hyper")
goodnight lavender
and some more... (soon)

[RELATED PLAYLISTING]
Yes, but only a small excerpt AND
these only work oneway from now
on since backlogged Playlists can
not be tagged any further! Sorry...

Still... I'll do my best in keeping my
Main Sections updated! See descr.
below, in this case (Q2) it's all about
"Human Voices," Singer Songwriter,
Hip Hop, Rap, Reggae, Soul, Funk ...

Which ones stand in "direct relation"
to this Playlist? Hard to tell! IF I were
to choose, I'd decide on those three:

engl. unplugged singer
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/204-q2-va-acoustic-hum-engl

chill for melanchoholics
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/004-q2-va-sad-boi-trap

melanchoholicompilation
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/109-q1-va-gloomy-sad-boi-1

[FURTHER RELATION/S]
My dear reader! (And/or listener!)
Keep scrolling, you'll find a set of
"Intertwined Playlists," designed
for smooth access & reachability!
I will NOT state that there's W.i.P.
although there IS always Work in
Progress! Until further notice... Q 

[6 x SUB SECTION Q+2]
At first, the Playlist most related
to the one you are in right now...
Sort of a Genre based Schedule
with "similar" music and tunes... 

voices "multi lingo" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/398-q2-plus-hum-misc 

Plus these five ones below,
same thing for the various
Subgenres of the "Human"
Singer & Songwriter, Rap &
Hip Hop, Indie Pop section 

voices "japanese" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/134-q2-plus-hum-asia
voices "english" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/157-q2-plus-hum-engl
voices "europe" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/121-q2-plus-hum-euro
voices "deutsch" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/010-q2-plus-hum-germ
voices "east side" MAIN
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/053-q2-plus-hum-east

[Q10 MAIN SECTION 1+2] & 3?
My best attempt of an overview
with a mere 50 plus of Playlists!
Meaning that's the "Homebase"
of all the Q+ Style Subsidiaries!
Not to mention this Sh*tload of
DJ-Mixes, Livesets, VA's & LP's! 

long live the "red queen"
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/091-q1-plus-q10-alicia 

She has even already received a
sequel that includes ALL * Links
to my sorted Mixes & Live-Sets!
*Except for the Playlists released
later than February/March 2023! 

the journey continues...
https://soundcloud.com/mrqlx/sets/460-q1-plus-q10-alice2 

So much for now... I'm quite sure
that pulling up with a Volume 03
is inevitable, but it will be a damn
hell of a hassle to link that sucker!
However, there's always a reason
to return to the very first one and
start a re-do of things! Until then
I hope y'all are havin' a good one
and enjoy your music and/or arts! 

*someday i'll have a signature. Q

[VA] SC- Lofi Emo Multi Lingo Singer Songwriter | Q2 (480)

sad playlist:(

Untitled Playlist

produced by heylog

lyrics:
would u like to meet in the summer
catch up on life or should i even bother to plan a dine
i don't really even know where u reside
pick apart my soul and it feel like
something has been missing
right now i really miss u
n when i'm alone i wish i could reach out and kiss you
but life isn't fair
no life's never fair
the one i truly loved is gone now i'm the only one that's here
man i'm really done, getting tired, might just book a plane
this the same shirt i wore, for like 3 days
throw it on, roll my eyes looking mad at the stains
no if u can't handle this then u can't handle me
i'm busy hangin w myself so i got no time
to come through and drink booze or waste my life
peer pressure, i said i don't wanna get high
but the pressure continues i got a fragile mind
so i fantasize about a future that lies
and u are in it w me, all the way till we die
but i don't want it to seem like i am forcing
anything oh at all, just tell me what u think

always feelin down, guess this is life
surprised i live another night
surprised i haven't took my life
surprised i'm even still alive
but i got way too much to lose
i don't do it for me, i do it for you
i put away the knife, i did that for you
i'm wonderin if u can see, i'm right in front of you

so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too
so would u wanna run away with me..?
through the mountains and things i've never seen
on a hill maybe lay down by a tree
and close my eyes with a little bit of breeze
she said, "i can't do this log... i can't look after u no more"
so why u telling me this now?
i thought u had me figured out

man i'm really done getting tired might just book for a plane
in the north montana, gotta isolate
need someone to break my heart to feel something
cus i deserve it i've caused way too many pains
so i fantasize about a girl who i'd die for
and she look up to me, like "ur the one that i search for"
but that's too good to be true
and that is my point of view
if i had to ask one thing
would you die for me too

spotify

reside

produced by heylog

lyrics:
ok i been right here since the beginning
look into the mirror and i hate what i see
back away n just shake it off
i never even knew i could look this rough
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust

well i heard what u said right behind me
making rumors up bro why u lying
so tired of being under the bus
always cautious about who i trust
so i don't need anyone, only need me
cus in the end that's the most important thing to me
i never noticed when we talk
both your lips are coated with gloss
so i'm glad we're done and i'm glad we broke up
if u saw me u might just throw up
hate myself, show it through a cut
new faces, have to adjust
and i hate the way you look at me
your face expressions fib to me
and i sent you a text but it never received
and u sent me a snap but it says pending
and i cant believe we're separate paths
i hope ur happy and i hope ur glad
so finally i can catch a breath
without your hands around my neck

i'm glad we broke up

produced by heylog

lyrics:
the biggest thing i fear
the darkness in my heart
will never disappear
now i'm back to start 
but u gave me one night where i felt happy again
i smiled and waved goodbye
i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows, while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey,
i think i made a friend

i hear them calling on my name
i'm still log and i'm still the same
hold right here don't let go of me
i'll be here if u need anything
it's getting pretty late
i could talk to u for hours
i never say a thing, i never say a word
but when i speak with u
i leave my introvert
i leave it all behind, is it better is it worse

well is it better is it worse cause you've known me for a while
and the day really depends if i frown or if i smile
will depression come again
but as soon as u went home
depression came back
but i don't really care cause i think i made a friend

she said, "the night is young"
well i got nothing to do
let's ride around town
windows open through the roof
i think this is special
it's never been us two
laughing in the meadows while the flowers bloom
don't leave u needa stay
cause i don't wanna go home
i could stay here for days
so maybe hang again
cause i'm okay with that
i don't wanna get my hopes up but hey..
i think i made a friend

but i don't think i'm ready i cannot have a girl yet
i'm still getting over my last relationship
i'm slowly getting better but some nights i still feel numb
now people wanna hangout but the doors shut
u say that u miss me and i really doubt that
u say that ur proud of me, do u even mean it?
but i think ur tryna take advantage of me
cause no one around me is doing what i'm doing

I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND
I THINK I MADE A FRIEND

i think i made a friend

'i'm sorry' produced by heylog

lyrics:
every other june is never hot it's just as cold
staying in my house all day my skin could probably mold
closing both my drapes and sit in silence while i scroll
loving u is hard when i don't love me as a whole
mom notices whenever i'm down i point my chin
she ask, "is something wrong?" but everytime i always fib
people my age are married when i feel like a kid
i write all apologies to people on a list
so i'm sorry for mistakes i've made i need to watch my tone
i'm sorry letting people down u didn't have to go
i'm sorry for responding late just tired of my phone
and i'm sorry for never smiling but can't u see i'm broke
i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want
i wanted ur opinion u didn't have to be so blunt
telling u my secrets but u were so wrong to trust
everything is hitting now not separate, all at once
and it hurts so much
in the dirt eating mud
let me say it really sucks
i'm so close to giving up
and i really hate it here
this pain is severe
i'm so close from disapearing
yet again another year

there's a reason why i hide my face and my identity
people are so curious if i'm young or if i'm 23
searching for the info and my god it just upsets me
please just let it go i have a life and i'm not telling
show me some respect, there's a point that i'm unknown
maybe i dislike my face or maybe i just don't
music is my second life and my first is personal
finding out the truth u come to realize it just hurts to know

i'm sorry for mistakes i've made, i need to watch my tone
i'm always letting people down and everytime they go
i'm sorry i'm on dnd just tired of my phone
and i'm sorry i don't smile, is it clear to u i'm broke
i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want
i play out all scenarios but they're too go to trust
dodging my own hatred but i always fail to duck
every problems hitting me like a million bombs
and it hurts so much
in the dirt, eating mud
let me say it really sucks
i'm so close to giving up
and i really hate it here
this pain is severe
i'm this close from disappearing
i survive another year

i'm sorry

new song with @lvgg via @dabootlegboy
stream : https://too.fm/6x300qo
lyrics 🌧️

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 1 (levi):

i fall apart in your arms
and i don’t even know how this started
stay by my side till we sleep but baby
i know you‘re gone in the morning
(i know you‘re gone in the morning)

and i’m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i’m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and thats not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

verse 2 (levi)

you said you will call me i guess you were lying
can’t handle emotions but god i’ve been trying
too many days i’ve been stuck in this circle
don’t wanna lose you, i don‘t wanna hurt you
running around with no heart in my chest
don’t tell me your feelings it makes me upset
i try to change but i‘m still work in progress
i‘m walking miles baby i‘m crossing oceans

and i‘m writing song after song
i just don’t feel like i‘m being honest
and every word that i say hurts you deep
and that‘s not what i wanted

hook (julia alexa):

i don’t want to die
i just don’t want to live
cause the more i try
the less i get back

i don’t wanna die
i just don’t want to live
cause in my twenty years
i have never felt a thing

i don't want to die (with levi)

when u needed me i stayed hidden
so 4 u this is good riddance

good riddance

if god exists

2 scared 2 lose u

am i the problem?

watch - billie eilish (J Remix + Sped up)

how u make me feel - montell fish (sped up + reverbed)

“i was only falling in love…”

Check @fixandmix voor kwaliteit mixing!
I also make English tracks but this is a Dutch one

Layla, Layla, Layla
Layla, Layla, Layla
Ooh Layla

Layla, Layla, Layla

Oh layla
Oh Layla
Er zijn zoveel dingen die ik wilde zeggen aan jou

Layla
Oh layla
Waarom moest je mij hier laten staan in de kou?

Ik gaf jou hoop en jij bracht het naar mij
Nu ben je bezig met het stressen van mij
Ik zag je status je was wel online
Maar toch zeg jij nu al dagen niks tegen mij
Ayayay

Oh Layla, Layla, Layla
Oh Layla

M'n hart zit in een bodybag
Je hebt hem helemaal verpest
Nu zijn zelfs mn feelings weg
Maar toch krijg jij mijn lach niet weg
We acteren maar we voelen het
Je pakte het uit open chest
Ik dacht jij was meer dan echt
Maar nu zie ik jij fakete het

Die route die ik nam was slecht
GPS geeft me de verkeerde weg
Op de route naar geluk een beetje pech
Maar je komt er wel zorg dat je rug nu recht is

Jij was mooi van buiten maar van binnen ben je catfish
Had t moeten zien maar kon niet zien dat jij je hart mist
Weet niet of je meer weet maar niet waar mn hart is
Jij liet mij hier staan op een plek waar het te koud is

Nu heb ik je niet meer nodig ben nu onderweg naar geluk
Naar geluk
Ik ben OMW

Oh layla, Layla, Layla

Nu heb ik je niet meer nodig ben nu onderweg naar geluk

Oh layla
Oh Layla
Er zijn zoveel dingen die ik wilde zeggen aan jou

Layla
Oh layla
Waarom moest je mij hier laten staan in de kou?

Ik heb nu kk veel ellende door die life dat I chose
Ik dacht jij met mij dan kunnen wel weer door
Maar waarom liet je mij nu jij gaf mij die hoop
Ik kende ellende maar jij hield mij hoog

Ik gaf jou hoop en jij bracht het naar mij
Weet je nog die tijd zo een mooie tijd
Nu niet meer dat is verleden tijd
Oh Layla

Dankjewel dat jij me hier weer liet staan
Hier in de kou
Ook al is het koud
Ik heb het nu zoveel beter zonder jou want zonder jou is de focus nu op mij
Blijf weg voor altijd
Blijf weg nu altijd

Oh Layla, Layla, Layla
Oh Layla

Layla mixed by @fixandmix - Beat by tennis player

Want You Here

ashes - Julia Alexa

Baby stop crying
What is the problem
Would you tell me please
Always in a low 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But your the cure for me

Lay down next to you 
Fall asleep in my room 
Hope I wake up to seeing your face
Promised we go on a date 

Baby stop crying
What is the problem
Would you tell me please
Always in a low 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But your the cure for me

Lay down next to you 
Fall asleep in my room 
Hope I wake up to seeing your face
Promised we go on a date 

Love you for so long
I think I'm trying too hard 
You're so special to my heart
Don't want us to fall apart 

I know we have it 
The chemistry is something different
They don't like it
Fuck them fake friends keep a distance 

I don't care what other people think of us 
I think I'm losing my mind
My heart going fast
See the moon and stars
I wanna do this again
All the memories with you 
Just never seems to be the end 

Baby stop crying
What is the problem
Would you tell me please
Always in a low 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But your the cure for me

Lay down next to you 
Fall asleep in my room 
Hope I wake up to seeing your face
Promised we go on a date 

Baby promise me that everything will be okay
I need you next to me, the butterflies change up my taste 
And if you love me why’d you leave me out to relocate
Everybody else gets better while you end up the same

I need your love, give it give it right now
Can you be my baby? I just need it right now 
If you want my love, I can give it right now
Girl what is up, you can tell me, don’t frown

Baby stop crying
What is the problem
Would you tell me please
Always in a low 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But your the cure for me

Lay down next to you 
Fall asleep in my room 
Hope I wake up to seeing your face
Promised we go on a date 

Baby stop crying
What is the problem
Would you tell me please
Always in a low 
Tell me I'm wrong 
But your the cure for me

Lay down next to you 
Fall asleep in my room 
Hope I wake up to seeing your face
Promised we go on a date

Promise w/ Jelex

white tee w/ yung bruh (prod. nedarb)

Beamer Boy

Demilitarized Zone. A concept album in collaboration with EternalBushido.

No Wind Resistance!

hometown glory - Adele

hi, i write & sing <3
contact me on insta juliaalex.a
my spam: @ilyjuli
@lonelymusic18
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