better days

feels2.0

Woah ?

Sad Lyrics

mood

he said, she said

i’ve been trying to write you
a series of poems
but nothings changing
ill bottle my problems
till i can’t contain them
they’ll stay right inside of my own head
and i just wanna know what it means
to be myself again
i’ve lost interest in the things that would help me just forget

and i don’t like the way i talk
i hate whats said
id rather just shut up
and eat this lead
i cant deal with dread
i cant deal with stress
i lie every single night awake in bed
my mind is sinking into sorrow
i cant see tommorow
yesterday was hollow
eyes are feeling shallow
i cant give a reason
why i should be breathing
wish for different seasons
so i can feel decent

some nights I lie in bed
trying to make sense 
of what i intend to be
my mom says get a job
but i cant hang on
to a life that isn't for me

but you and i
see eye to eye
as they keep movin forward
we get along
sing the same song
someday we'll make it out there

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poems for myself w/ stephanie cortez (caspr & saint tommorow)

depression is not an aesthetic

limbo - belfa & julia alexa

wish i could hate u - julia alexa & belfa

nothing's real - julia alexa & belfa

don't be scared - julia alexa & belfa

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zevia, Rnla - Toxicity

Fever Dream

collapsing

collapsing. w/scapegoat (prod.deadspyro)

Intro:
Used to chill up in my treehouse.
High above the clouds, inside a world I couldn’t be found.
I was doing me, all by myself and staying positive.
Fall asleep and wake up, had a dream about accomplishments.
Ima do It all.
As long I can stay committed.
I don’t want a 9-5.
Cuz I’m too high above the city.
Know my mom is getting worried, promised I would make her proud, but...
then they cut my treehouse down.

Verse 1:
Flash forward twenty years.
Group work, twenty peers.
Stuck in grad school.
I’m mad cool, but that don’t matter here.

Had to sacrifice my goals, cuz now I got a family.
No more music, no more lyrics, no more dreams of winning Grammys.
Had to man up for my girl, and drop my plan to change the world.
Cuz they said that ain’t realistic.
Especially for misfits.
Integrity was cut in half.
Sit atop a lonely stump.
Think about what could’ve been.
I can’t go back, but we ain’t done.

Outro:
Cuz I built my son a treehouse.
And made it somewhere he will always be found.
He can be himself. ima cherish his accomplishments.
Got a new role, great man on my father shit.

Ima tell him everything they never let me learn.
And ima teach him how to swim in case the bridges ever burn.
I know that one day, he gon make it and I’ll see him at the top.
Love my family forever, even after time stops.

@sorrow - i miss my treehouse (prod. 8ROKEBOY)

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Billie Eilish - Your Power (Lofi Trap Remix)

Produced by bapop x ayoleybeats

Lyrics

Laying in my bed, been up for 24 hours
I don't wanna feel the love unless the love is ours
I should learn to let go but I'm honestly a coward
I'm afraid that we're past our final hour

Baby where'd you go?
I been missing you since
I made that grave mistake
I think I should take a hint

That you're done with for good
But I still wonder if we could make it work out
But then again I wonder if we would

Cause we're both fucked up, we don't know what we want
But I know I want you back and that I never could front
I'm like I was when I had that job calling outbound
I don't care about shit, I only work when you're around

Come back baby
Won't you save me?
I hope you don't hate me
I could never even if I say that I do

I only have cause it hurt so much
To go without what I had
Your touch on my soul made me glow
And how dark it's been without, you don't even wanna know

I can't escape from myself
I know I'll burn in hell
For the things that I did
But I never would tell

Nicotine on my tongue
Bad build up in my lungs
Metal press on my lid
My hand is holding a gun

Send a signal from my brain to my hand just to end them all
Place I'm in just abysmal like the hole inside my heart
If I had a fucking nickle every time I fell to parts
I could buy a fucking missile and blow up for real this time

I get lost when in my mind
All my thoughts are you & I
Think bout all the times
That you fed me up with lies

Telling me you loved me
Ain't nothing else above me
But I know everything is
At the bottom of the pit

Fuck this, I'm pissed
My pain I'm in
I don't think I'll ever get
What the fuck it is I did

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UNI.

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will we ever meet again? ~ sad lofi mix.

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2shXwMVkuarIsLjigxyKtS?si=674a852900204a1c
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/fi/album/stay/1566083025?i=1566083026
YouTube: https://youtu.be/95aim9tU9rk

[Verse 1]
I hate it sitting alone when my thoughts attack
‘Cos I lost my shield a while ago 
I'm really sorry if I put it on your back
There's not way I could know

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus]
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

[Verse 2]
I know what you're thinking 
He just really hates to be alone
But I promise you
That you're the one I love

I will admit when I'm wrong
Not always easy to see
But I'll give it my all
And then I know we can be 

It's always better with you
I haven't felt that in weeks
My tunnel's lighting up too
And I can finally breathe

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t want you to leave
I wan’t you to stay right here with me
You’re the reason I feel how I feel
I want us to be what we are in my dreams

[Chorus] x2
I need you by my side
I got you on my mind 
Everything around me
Reminds me of your smile

Stay

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/45uxxj7CQoEvqxAWW4errg?si=UKihEWG_QCSm217BBbb1qg

simpler times...

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simpler times... [Now On Spotify]

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Raindrops

Arcade

Ageturner x Неделька - Arcade

I Forget Where We Were

Evergreen

WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO?

xanny

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Hold Each Other

Rnla - hold each other (feat. Carl Storm)

barely holding on

Rnla, Julia Alexa - i still miss u

hi, i write & sing <3
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limbo - belfa & julia alexa

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