MY FIRST OFFICIAL MIXTAPE

thanks to the help of
Psapfo
Darza
Ronin300
1Xydra
KellyMoon

John Lennon w/ @luvdarza (prod. dragon x 1xydra)

nobody's coming to save us - julia alexa & SEA

sewerperson - THE BADLANDS (taylor Morgan)

lyrics:

one night...
i wait and i take my time 
i wanted to find a way
to make it all seem okay
when it makes you feel alone
but i'm ready to say i 
couldn't leave it in the way
i couldn't make myself settle down
couldn't settle down

and suddenly...
i'm waiting for summertime
won't fall asleep at all
i won't let go
i don't want to get in my head
because i won't live in my head
it's hard for me you know?
to get everything that you said out of mind
because i'm still waiting on the stars to shine
like you said
heaven-sent 4AM
i don't know
like we're told, so it goes

(chorus)

april

My verse mixed and mastered by JTPark 🕸️🕷️🕸️

Far Away (Ft. HKFIFTYONE & Sincerely Dylan) (Prod. Metlast)

Purple Clouds

Idc💔

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Lyrics

(intro)
tell her shake that money maker
she ain't runnin shit for free
hoe she all about that paper
bread, lettuce, and some cheese
i ain't playin with em 
no more (x3)

in a benz ridin
solo (x3)

(verse 1)
questions, 
why you askin questions?

hoe my future brighter than the diamonds
on your necklace
might just pull up on your block
and cross you off my checklist

pussy nigga i ain't with the drama
i direct it
my next bitch expensive
woah
like a psychic, I predicted
woah
im at your neck bitch, protect it
got a nigga lookin, like a lil pet detective

i wanna sail the world around wit ya

(chorus)
i've been suffering
deep inside
there's nothing you can find,
there's nothing left to hide
just fire

i dug my grave
im wrapped in cellophane
obsessed with all these games
i might just die to
find her...

(verse 2)
oh your promises
turned into lies, while you promising
girl don't go grabbin that knife
stab me right thru my cartilage
i don't got time for your problems
or politics
you did me foul(fowl)
just like artemis

roll
a lil bit...
smoke sumn; I wanna pour
a lil bit...
make ya hoe come up out her clothes
a lil bit...
might wanna protect your soul
ya lil bitch
ooh i wanna sail the world around with ya

(chorus)
i've been suffering
deep inside
there's nothing you can find,
there's nothing left to hide
just fire

i dug my grave
im wrapped in cellophane
obsessed with all these games
i might just die to
find her...

(verse 3)
i can't fuck with stick figures
i need more than six
you a walking lick, bitch nigga
i'll keep it a brick
lil mama gave me bad ideas
in this bitch
molly got lil thotty facing all her fears
in this bitch

she on the table with her clothes off
baby like to show off
gone off that white girl
she throw it like a snowball

rode it like a pony
on her birthday...
i know she hate it,
but she love it in the worst way

(bridge)
oh the conversation's dry as shaken salt
i was born a pagan
i should hate em all
you were born to play the part
you played it wrong
if you cut the pain is not
the razor's fault
(always) one 
to try to walk before i crawled
i knew it from the start
i had to fall down

fell in love with snakes
i bit the fruit
i'ma quell the pain
to forty six and two

yeah that girl a demon but she's sweet
honey
in my dreams
in my dreams

i want leaves
on my trees
on my trees
on my tree

(chorus)(x2)
i've been suffering
deep inside
there's nothing you can find,
there's nothing left to hide
just fire

i dug my grave
im wrapped in cellophane
obsessed with all these games
i might just die to
find her...

Obsession

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Rip out my insides through the back of my head
I feel you do it again
And again
And again
I decompose in the leaves
I believe you forget
There's something missing you know what it is
It's gone, I guess i'm just already dead

This isn't what I wanted
What happened
Will someone tell me where it's coming from
Rapping i'm dying I'm tryna be something i'm running from
Hang my body like a coat in your closet
Now i'm just a ghost and the house is haunted

I hope you choke
On the words in the back of your throat
(back of your throat)
watch you soak
Light you up
Breathe you in
Turn to smoke

I ain't takе this emptiness for granted diе and learn from it
Don't call me a thug I just can't feel shit aye
Crush me with the only drug you can't make somebody take
I been trapped inside a house of memories for a decade
I can't get through all the heartache
I can't get through all the palisades
Try to see somebody else
But I just see your face
Cast a spell on me
I fell for you
You kill me in the worst way

(worst way)
Cast a spell on me
I fell for you
You kill me in the worst way
Wish I never met you in the first place
Wish I never met you in the first place
(Kill me)
(Kill me in the worst way)

Rip out my insides through the back of my head
I feel you do it again
And again
And again
And decompose in the leaves
I believe you forget
There's something missing you know what it is
It's gone, I guess i'm just already dead

Choke (prod. cobra)

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nobody's coming to save us - julia alexa & SEA

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