not good enough

IM ON BANDLAB AND ITS A THOUSAND TIMES BETTER!

Beginning at the conclusion of the year 2020, Clematistaiga upgraded to a new DAW. Suddenly, he had dozens of songs written (some are still being mastered in 2023). 🤣

WARNING: this music is VERY experimental & free form, not for the light of heart, and jusssst MIGHT infect you with an unknown, untreatable form of brain cancer.

You have been warned. 🤷‍♂️

-CT


P.S. : this is a no-hate zone #worldpeace

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hey, I am 
◎ Sɳσω SƬΔR - SσLσɳ ™
◎ Sōloɳ   S ɳ σ ω


i wanna drink coffee with you in the morning
take you out for lunch when things get boring
your hair smells delicious
like good weed on christmas
you know the difference
you are pretty damn special
i can't just say goodbye

you make my head spin sometimes
i worry about your addictions
memories can get blurry
my hands don't stop shaking when i think about
all i need's a blanket and your couch
i'd be happy

i found a daisy among roses
you are a good dream among nightmares
you are my favorite missing tie-dye t-shirt
you can keep it

i remember us in the back seat 
but not you specifically
you are the best song in my opinion
they've got it all wrong
you're not a serial killer
you are a scorpion among spiders
you are my real rida' among fakes
i can't just say goodbye
- solon, for a special girl

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I know I can do it.
But I don't do it.
I know I'm smart enough.
But I don't try.
I know I care about them.
But let them drift away.
I know I'm a nice person.
But I don't do things for others.
I know I'm cheerful person.
But I don't smile any more. 
I know I love her.
But I don't do anything about it.
I know my name.
I don't know who I am.
_  by my self

It's almost unbearable, isn't it...?
the pain of being all alone.
I know that feeling.
I've been there... In that dark and lonely place.

But now there are others, other people who mean a lot to me.
I care more about them than I do myself, 
and I won't let anyone hurt them.
that's why I'll never give up,
I will stop you,
even if I have to die, 
even if I have to kill you!

they saved me from myself.
they rescued me from my loneliness.
they were the first to accept me as who I am.
they're my friends
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you've lost your smile
you haven't seen it in a while
she waits for your smile
she knows this could take a while
she wants to see the light touch your eyes
leave the shadows and lower the disguise
lower your pride and show your smile
- Kubix - Show Your Smile ♪
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Then say it and then dream
In the night when I'm dreaming
walking on the beach
I remember the times
the times we spent together
watching the waves fall into the blue
I drown In you again
cause you are the piece of me
I've given all my love to you
I sit in the sand and I'm waiting for you
we are the dream we're not alone
when u see this
txt me
I miss u.
-  by my self

Just a human being who makes music to express his emotions and take you on a journey.

contact : luciddreamlofi@gmail.com

·What I publish is not mine, i do not own what I upload. But one day I could upload something of mine, either song or remix·

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·English with difficulty :p

hi, i write & sing <3
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not good enough

☆Julia Alexa☆