this is a remake/part 2 of an older song of mine

the original:
https://soundcloud.com/oh-ty/ihu

lyrics:

i don't
love you
telling me you never lied
oh blank face
wide eyes
and i can never forgive you

if i had another chance i would've left you
outta sight outta mind that's just a virtue
oh that's just a virtue

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

and i don't really know how to say this
so i'll just come out and say it
i never really loved you babe
hard as it is i don't feel the same

oh you know i don't
like when you call my name
now you won't let me
fall into love again
and no, no
i know it's not fair
but you took my soul
with your devilish stare

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love, whoa

whoa
whoa no no
whoa
whoa no no

love's a war
i'm fighting back
and I don't know
what's wrong with that

yeah yeah

i wish i would've let you go, let you know
you were a poison to my heart, corrupted from the start
you know i always cared for you, bled for you
but you played me for the fool, can't believe i trusted you

i hate us, i hate us
i wish that we we're made up
no fake love
and i want, want to know
how you will cope with
without love
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no
whoa no, whoa no

and darling i wanted you
if you only knew
the way it was
guess i still hate us

i still hate us

please hold me - Julia Alexa

once upon a time
i was happy long ago
when i trace my face
could you see my smile fold?

when did i get so drained?
of this life that we claimed
have the skies always been this grey?
our story fades to black & white
as i fight day & night
clambering to make this right

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

when you tore my heart
did you feel it bleed for you?
i guess 1001
never turned out to be true

oh why do i?
think about you all the time
you're always running my mind
oh i'd like to
forget you, never meant to
cause i'm no fool

and i know
you're the worst part of me
filled with dread
and i can't get it out 
what you said
i never wanted to leave
but your actions 
keep on cutting my sleeves
hold me close
i can rest when i 
dance with the dead
half alive but it's 
all in my head
i pray i'll wake up and see
that all of this was just another 
bad dream, oh no no
but there's no happy ever after

no nobody
no nobody
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
no i won't no i won't (no nobody)
let you go
no nobody
hurts me like, hurts me like you do

once upon a time

nothing left to lose

ashes - Julia Alexa

knife in my heart - Julia Alexa

if i'm being honest - Julia Alexa

My Everlasting Isolation

Hey Violet

cause of death

body bag

"Scars & Salvation" is Kenny Suarez’s most soul-baring project yet — a melodic hip-hop journey through trauma, faith, betrayal, and healing. Blending Rod Wave-inspired flows with gospel undertones, cinematic pianos, and hard-hitting 808s, each track tells a raw story of survival and spiritual breakthrough. This is pain music wrapped in purpose, a testimony of scars turned into strength.

Lord I need you

hi, i write & sing <3
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please hold me - Julia Alexa

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